I'm not at all new to Salvia. I've done it 13 times total, but its been 3 years since I've done it. I've done 5x, 10x, 15x, and 20x. I've reached level 5 on the salvia scale before, never had a bad experience, I've never done any other psyches because I'm too "scared" to (ironic I know) Salvia at least back in the day, made it difficult to get uncomfortable or scared, because it didn't allow me to think at all.
Anyways, I dealt with anxiety for a while in these past years, its been good now for the past year. However, I'm still somewhat concerned about it coming back during the initial hit, but I also hear from a lot of people that Salvia is very effective at combating anxiety. The main purpose i ordered it was for depression since I heard it was very effective for that as well, I do recall a euphoric and moderate empathogenic afterglow for up to an 1-2 hours, and feeling happy days afterwords. I'm just very, very nervous about doing it again since its been so long, I just don't want to start to feel a surge of anxiety right before it hits, making me fight it.
My main concern!
If it still effects me the way it did years ago, than I'll enjoy it. With my "what if" personality I'm afraid that it will somehow effect me differently from before. Is this a possibility? Or should it still effect me how it used to? It seems like everyone has there own ways of experiencing things. I was the minority when it came to salvia because I enjoyed it.
Thanks again for any advice/answers!