prince albert
Bluelighter
Fabric of reality disentegrates- Salvia first breakthrough
After almost giving up on Salvia, I decided to go for broke and burn the remainder of my 10x last night after some good meditation and comming down off of a nice DXM ride. Here's what I experianced...
I had been comming down off of my DXM for about an hour or two, starting to regain the ability of motor skills and was listening to some good trance music on my surround sound while playing Gran Turismo (badly) It was about midnight when my roomate came in with 2 of our buddies and chilled with me for a bit. In the presence of people, i put up the game and started trying to bring myself down, when the subject of salvia came up...
My roommate and I had smoked some the previous evening, and as usual i felt only mild effects. He, on the other hand, had a pretty good trip with it, just short of really breaking through. He was pretty excited about the stuff, and I agreed to break it out and smoke. My roommate went and got his brand new bong, and I was telling our friends to be sure to remember to respect the plant, and not fight it if they felt the effects. I put on a good meditation CD with the sounds of nature and tubular bells.... it was really peaceful with the sound of a bubbling spring filling my darkened room. We had a candle lit, with the lights dimmed out, and we were all sitting on my couch and bed. It was very mellow... nobody talked... we waited till my roommate finished packing the bowl...
He offered me the bong, and i took it, happy to be the one to bust it's cherry. They felt it was proper, since it was my shit they were smoking and all. I asked my roommate to fire it off for me as i took the hit, and he obliged. This was going to be my first time smoking salvia from a bong.
As I inhaled, i made sure to keep a steady level of vaccum in the chamber, and the bowl burned very evenly. The smoke was thicker than i'm used to seeing in a bong, but I was fully in the zone... I exhaled all the way, letting a tiny bit of smoke escape from me, then i pulled the bowl, and sucked in an entire bong load of the fresh smoke...
I Think i was remembering to hold my breath, but as i put the bowl back into the stem, I sort of forgot about....everything. i was still seeing, but my sight didn't have signifigance. i could feel the bong being taken from me by my friend, but it was more like a random sensory input, like a muscle twitch, that had no real direction. I was just a spectator, if anything. i couldn't even concieve being a pair of floating eyeballs, but the effect was sort of the same. i was stuck to the couch, sort of slumped over on my roommate, and i noticed that i wasn't breathing...
I tried to take a breath, but i couldn't. i almost panicked, but when i went to call out, i saw a HUGE cloud of smoke issue from my open mouth. somewhere, deep inside of me where my logic processes still functioned, it was a relief. i began breathing normally, and continued to watch what was going on around me.
I was nothing. i was just part of whatever it is that makes up the universe, lookig at all the rest of it. I squinted and inspected what i was seeing. distance didn't matter, everything was too close for it too. I came to the conclusion that all of what i was seeing was a thin layer on my eyeballs, like a TV screen painted onto them. i looked for the red green blue black pattern that exists on TV screens, but when i looked for it, i was awestruck.....
Everything i was seeing WAS made of individual, single color pixels, like a TV screen, but the colors weren't limited at all! and they didn't have a definite shape, either. they were all roughly oval. sort of pill-shaped, but i got more of the impression that they were like plant cells , with thin layers of membrane around each one that kept it binded to the others on the proper sequence. That fascinated me, so I looked harder at it, unable to discern if my eyes were open or closed now, it was as if i was looking at everything on a microscopic level and it was all very alive.
When i began trying to concentrate on the cell membranes, the cells would always come unglued, and fall to pieces from each other. all of the cells that had formed together to make somthing just fell apart like a lot of sand falling to the floor. I didn't know what i was doing to the things that i dissentegrated, so i tried to stop, but by then everything was corrupted by my stare, and it started to break apart on a cellular level. everything was just comming unglued.
I recall then that i heard a voice, i suppose it was female, but it really transcended language. it was just really really soothing. She told me in words that aren't words that what i was seeing was the way of things, how the past left to make way for the present.
i was seeing a few nanoseconds into the past, maybe....
I was really amazed. dumbfounded. I blinked several times and tried to regain my grasp on reality. it sort of worked. I was bak in my room with 2 laughing, gibbering guys and one that had a simmilar "woah" look on his face. The physical "gravity" hadn't left me, so i just chilled, and refelcted on what "She" had shown me.
I know words really don't do justice to the experiance i had, but, even as short as it was, i think it really put me in touch with everything in a way i really wasn't before.
No time during this trip did i feel like i was being rushed, pushed around, taken somewhere i didn't want to go. There was no malice, nor malicious intent to it. It was very peaceful and it took some discipline to explore the salvia world.
I would reccomend this drug only to those who feel they can respect it the way it should be. This isn't somthing for parties, and i think that i can be a valueable learning tool.
That's all for now bluelighters- peace be with you
[Removed future plans -Splatt]
After almost giving up on Salvia, I decided to go for broke and burn the remainder of my 10x last night after some good meditation and comming down off of a nice DXM ride. Here's what I experianced...
I had been comming down off of my DXM for about an hour or two, starting to regain the ability of motor skills and was listening to some good trance music on my surround sound while playing Gran Turismo (badly) It was about midnight when my roomate came in with 2 of our buddies and chilled with me for a bit. In the presence of people, i put up the game and started trying to bring myself down, when the subject of salvia came up...
My roommate and I had smoked some the previous evening, and as usual i felt only mild effects. He, on the other hand, had a pretty good trip with it, just short of really breaking through. He was pretty excited about the stuff, and I agreed to break it out and smoke. My roommate went and got his brand new bong, and I was telling our friends to be sure to remember to respect the plant, and not fight it if they felt the effects. I put on a good meditation CD with the sounds of nature and tubular bells.... it was really peaceful with the sound of a bubbling spring filling my darkened room. We had a candle lit, with the lights dimmed out, and we were all sitting on my couch and bed. It was very mellow... nobody talked... we waited till my roommate finished packing the bowl...
He offered me the bong, and i took it, happy to be the one to bust it's cherry. They felt it was proper, since it was my shit they were smoking and all. I asked my roommate to fire it off for me as i took the hit, and he obliged. This was going to be my first time smoking salvia from a bong.
As I inhaled, i made sure to keep a steady level of vaccum in the chamber, and the bowl burned very evenly. The smoke was thicker than i'm used to seeing in a bong, but I was fully in the zone... I exhaled all the way, letting a tiny bit of smoke escape from me, then i pulled the bowl, and sucked in an entire bong load of the fresh smoke...
I Think i was remembering to hold my breath, but as i put the bowl back into the stem, I sort of forgot about....everything. i was still seeing, but my sight didn't have signifigance. i could feel the bong being taken from me by my friend, but it was more like a random sensory input, like a muscle twitch, that had no real direction. I was just a spectator, if anything. i couldn't even concieve being a pair of floating eyeballs, but the effect was sort of the same. i was stuck to the couch, sort of slumped over on my roommate, and i noticed that i wasn't breathing...
I tried to take a breath, but i couldn't. i almost panicked, but when i went to call out, i saw a HUGE cloud of smoke issue from my open mouth. somewhere, deep inside of me where my logic processes still functioned, it was a relief. i began breathing normally, and continued to watch what was going on around me.
I was nothing. i was just part of whatever it is that makes up the universe, lookig at all the rest of it. I squinted and inspected what i was seeing. distance didn't matter, everything was too close for it too. I came to the conclusion that all of what i was seeing was a thin layer on my eyeballs, like a TV screen painted onto them. i looked for the red green blue black pattern that exists on TV screens, but when i looked for it, i was awestruck.....
Everything i was seeing WAS made of individual, single color pixels, like a TV screen, but the colors weren't limited at all! and they didn't have a definite shape, either. they were all roughly oval. sort of pill-shaped, but i got more of the impression that they were like plant cells , with thin layers of membrane around each one that kept it binded to the others on the proper sequence. That fascinated me, so I looked harder at it, unable to discern if my eyes were open or closed now, it was as if i was looking at everything on a microscopic level and it was all very alive.
When i began trying to concentrate on the cell membranes, the cells would always come unglued, and fall to pieces from each other. all of the cells that had formed together to make somthing just fell apart like a lot of sand falling to the floor. I didn't know what i was doing to the things that i dissentegrated, so i tried to stop, but by then everything was corrupted by my stare, and it started to break apart on a cellular level. everything was just comming unglued.
I recall then that i heard a voice, i suppose it was female, but it really transcended language. it was just really really soothing. She told me in words that aren't words that what i was seeing was the way of things, how the past left to make way for the present.
i was seeing a few nanoseconds into the past, maybe....
I was really amazed. dumbfounded. I blinked several times and tried to regain my grasp on reality. it sort of worked. I was bak in my room with 2 laughing, gibbering guys and one that had a simmilar "woah" look on his face. The physical "gravity" hadn't left me, so i just chilled, and refelcted on what "She" had shown me.
I know words really don't do justice to the experiance i had, but, even as short as it was, i think it really put me in touch with everything in a way i really wasn't before.
No time during this trip did i feel like i was being rushed, pushed around, taken somewhere i didn't want to go. There was no malice, nor malicious intent to it. It was very peaceful and it took some discipline to explore the salvia world.
I would reccomend this drug only to those who feel they can respect it the way it should be. This isn't somthing for parties, and i think that i can be a valueable learning tool.
That's all for now bluelighters- peace be with you
[Removed future plans -Splatt]
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