Neural Shock
Bluelighter
On top of something - salvia
75mg 10x
This is the fifth of a series of recent smoked trips (the first for several months).
03:30
My trip sitter and I turned off the lights in the apartment and stopped all music. It took a while to quench every light source, save one candle. Without the candle, the living room is very dark. All sound sources were muffled, stopped or faded somehow. All I can hear are occasional faint traffic noises. I even hit the fridge a kick to stop it humming.
03:45
I tapped 75mg of 10x into a bowl of a water bong and took it all in.
03:47
There is an unfolding event, one of epic proportions. An emergency vehicle with a shining light drives up a winding road toward it's destination. I think I am near the seafront but nowhere I recognise. There is a lighthouse- but someways out from the sea. The vehicle has settled at the top. This happens with an air of foreshadowing and build-up to something peculiar and interesting. This seemed to take a long time - but looking back on it that was very welcome - like the suspence part of a movie.
I have been having recurring dreams for years now about large buildings with many complex stairways, rooms, corridors, secret passages, etc. with a lot of people exploring the areas, including me. They are always at least semi-lucid, and they always have an air of adventure to them.
I felt that I was watching events on top of such a structure, and I was frustrated that I couldn't perceive any details beneath. I felt that disappointed feeling you get when a brilliant dream is realised as just a dream, and I came out of the trance.
04:10
I have settled into the breezy euphoria salvia always offers me, and the usual emotionless mental stance evaporates.
Apparently I laughed and said something about "mirrors". I always laugh, and I never remember what I said anyway. I don't remember any mirrors.
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This was an unusual trip for me because I haven't had such a direct link between my (semi)-lucid dreams and salvia trips before. I am left with the usual urge to return.
75mg 10x
This is the fifth of a series of recent smoked trips (the first for several months).
03:30
My trip sitter and I turned off the lights in the apartment and stopped all music. It took a while to quench every light source, save one candle. Without the candle, the living room is very dark. All sound sources were muffled, stopped or faded somehow. All I can hear are occasional faint traffic noises. I even hit the fridge a kick to stop it humming.
03:45
I tapped 75mg of 10x into a bowl of a water bong and took it all in.
03:47
There is an unfolding event, one of epic proportions. An emergency vehicle with a shining light drives up a winding road toward it's destination. I think I am near the seafront but nowhere I recognise. There is a lighthouse- but someways out from the sea. The vehicle has settled at the top. This happens with an air of foreshadowing and build-up to something peculiar and interesting. This seemed to take a long time - but looking back on it that was very welcome - like the suspence part of a movie.
I have been having recurring dreams for years now about large buildings with many complex stairways, rooms, corridors, secret passages, etc. with a lot of people exploring the areas, including me. They are always at least semi-lucid, and they always have an air of adventure to them.
I felt that I was watching events on top of such a structure, and I was frustrated that I couldn't perceive any details beneath. I felt that disappointed feeling you get when a brilliant dream is realised as just a dream, and I came out of the trance.
04:10
I have settled into the breezy euphoria salvia always offers me, and the usual emotionless mental stance evaporates.
Apparently I laughed and said something about "mirrors". I always laugh, and I never remember what I said anyway. I don't remember any mirrors.
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This was an unusual trip for me because I haven't had such a direct link between my (semi)-lucid dreams and salvia trips before. I am left with the usual urge to return.
