Hypnic_JerK
Bluelighter
So i ripped a full bongload of 10x
First effects/onset
I never feel an onset anymore, and since I keep my eyes closed I don't see anything to let me know I'm tripping, its all just a difference in my thoughts. (no gravity effects, no prickles)
If I focus on my standard eye closed static I can see all sorts of shit, (like the magical voyages people describe) but I dont usually do this. My hands had been resting palm up with my thumb and forefinger in a loop, but they relax at this point and that doesn't matter to me.
Anyway, the first effects were my thoughts took on a loopish quality. They repeated the lyrics from some trance songs I had been listening to before the trip. One loop consisted of "I've heard it all before" sung nicely, and repeated again and again. The other loop was "I'm sorry" repeated over and over.
It was kind of coincidental because I've heard the same thing from salvia a bunch of times, and I always end up apologizing to the 'entity'
Main Effects:
The loop that I had made between my fingers is totally open now, and I can feel like and energy flow or something still connecting them.
Here I achieved contact with the voice that speaks to me through salvia. I have been suspicious lately that the voice is myself, even though it has presented itself to me in a variety of guises.
During this phase I have the distinct impression of being "torn open" or "unzipped". It feels like it has to do with dimensions. If I open my eyes at this point everything looks like a bunch of layers of cosmic fibers.
So the voice spoke to me, I forget the exact beginning of our dialogue, but it ended up making the point that more people are smoking salvia because of me, and its getting harder for us to be zipped back up. It made like I should feel responsible for this, but the whole dialogue could have been something my paranoid brain cooked up, filling in the gaps because I didn't smoke enough. The voice said all anyone ever sees is reflections of themselves, and anyone that argues is lying. It showed me what appeared to be a memory but was actually a new idea: little nodules in the brain being the source of different voices.
It made the impression that I should help 'zip people up' in the 'real world'. I expressed that I didn't have the capabilities to go magically do neurosurgery in people's brains, and got no response. From that I take it to mean that I misinterpreted the meaning of the command; It probably meant to go do things that would make the world seem real for more people like making art with a purpose or something. Also it seems to mean that I misinterpret the effects of salvia; before I had just thought it must alter brain chemistry but now I guess I know salvia does something different.
After Effects
As the whole thing wound down I closed my fingers back together and by this time was rubbing them together trying to feel a connection.
The point having been made, the trip started to fade, and I opened my eyes. Every surface/thing in my room had about a 1mm layer floating on top of it, like some nice video game effect. I got the impression/warning that everything would be like this if one time I didn't manage to 'zip back up'... it doesn't seem too dire a consequence at all. I did some math in my head, and remembered some chemistry equations, and it all worked, so I don't know what kind of warning that was at all.
As the whole thing wound down I closed my fingers back together and by this time was rubbing them together trying to feel a connection.
The palms of my hands and the soles of my feet are sweaty as an after effect, but not the rest of my body.
Conclusion?
Next time I'll have to smoke a double load. I think I'm getting tolerance to the effects, even though the last time I smoked was a week ago.
Also, my mind has been all disorganized lately. I been neglecting some long term school projects that I need to get started on, took benzos 4 days this past week, and haven't been exercising. All the scatterbrained energy caused by this followed me into the trip. Not a second of it was scary or anything though.
First effects/onset
I never feel an onset anymore, and since I keep my eyes closed I don't see anything to let me know I'm tripping, its all just a difference in my thoughts. (no gravity effects, no prickles)
If I focus on my standard eye closed static I can see all sorts of shit, (like the magical voyages people describe) but I dont usually do this. My hands had been resting palm up with my thumb and forefinger in a loop, but they relax at this point and that doesn't matter to me.
Anyway, the first effects were my thoughts took on a loopish quality. They repeated the lyrics from some trance songs I had been listening to before the trip. One loop consisted of "I've heard it all before" sung nicely, and repeated again and again. The other loop was "I'm sorry" repeated over and over.
It was kind of coincidental because I've heard the same thing from salvia a bunch of times, and I always end up apologizing to the 'entity'
Main Effects:
The loop that I had made between my fingers is totally open now, and I can feel like and energy flow or something still connecting them.
Here I achieved contact with the voice that speaks to me through salvia. I have been suspicious lately that the voice is myself, even though it has presented itself to me in a variety of guises.
During this phase I have the distinct impression of being "torn open" or "unzipped". It feels like it has to do with dimensions. If I open my eyes at this point everything looks like a bunch of layers of cosmic fibers.
So the voice spoke to me, I forget the exact beginning of our dialogue, but it ended up making the point that more people are smoking salvia because of me, and its getting harder for us to be zipped back up. It made like I should feel responsible for this, but the whole dialogue could have been something my paranoid brain cooked up, filling in the gaps because I didn't smoke enough. The voice said all anyone ever sees is reflections of themselves, and anyone that argues is lying. It showed me what appeared to be a memory but was actually a new idea: little nodules in the brain being the source of different voices.
It made the impression that I should help 'zip people up' in the 'real world'. I expressed that I didn't have the capabilities to go magically do neurosurgery in people's brains, and got no response. From that I take it to mean that I misinterpreted the meaning of the command; It probably meant to go do things that would make the world seem real for more people like making art with a purpose or something. Also it seems to mean that I misinterpret the effects of salvia; before I had just thought it must alter brain chemistry but now I guess I know salvia does something different.
After Effects
As the whole thing wound down I closed my fingers back together and by this time was rubbing them together trying to feel a connection.
The point having been made, the trip started to fade, and I opened my eyes. Every surface/thing in my room had about a 1mm layer floating on top of it, like some nice video game effect. I got the impression/warning that everything would be like this if one time I didn't manage to 'zip back up'... it doesn't seem too dire a consequence at all. I did some math in my head, and remembered some chemistry equations, and it all worked, so I don't know what kind of warning that was at all.
As the whole thing wound down I closed my fingers back together and by this time was rubbing them together trying to feel a connection.
The palms of my hands and the soles of my feet are sweaty as an after effect, but not the rest of my body.
Conclusion?
Next time I'll have to smoke a double load. I think I'm getting tolerance to the effects, even though the last time I smoked was a week ago.
Also, my mind has been all disorganized lately. I been neglecting some long term school projects that I need to get started on, took benzos 4 days this past week, and haven't been exercising. All the scatterbrained energy caused by this followed me into the trip. Not a second of it was scary or anything though.
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(ususally I hit .1-.2 grams 10x)