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Salvia Divinorum -- Experienced -- The Omnipotent Ego Killer

Good Corruption

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Salvia Divinorum: The Omnipotent Ego Killer

S-A-L-V-I-A Trip Rating Scale
Level -1 "S stands for SUBTLE effects." A feeling that 'something' is happening, although it is difficulty to say just what. Relaxation and increased sensual appreciation may be noted. This mild level is useful for meditation and may facilitate sexual pleasure.
Level - 2 "A stands for ALTERED perception." Colors and textures are paid attention to. Appreciation of music may be enhanced. Space may appear of greater or lesser depth than is usual. But visions do not occur at this level. Thinking becomes less logical, and more playful; short term memory difficulties are may be noted.
Level - 3 "L" stands for LIGHT visionary state." Closed eye visuals (clear imagery with eyes closed: fractal patterns, vinelike and geometric patterns, visions of objects and designs). The imagery is often two dimensional. If open eyed visual effects occur these are usually vague and fleeting. At this level phenomena similar to the hypnagogic phenomena that some people experience at sleep onset occur. At this level visions are experienced as 'eye candy' but are not confused with reality.
Level - 4 "V stands for VIVID visionary state." Complex three dimensional realistic appearing scenes occur. Sometimes voices may be heard. With eyes open contact with consensual reality will not be entirely lost, but when you close your eyes you may forget about consensus reality and enter completely into a dreamlike scene. Shamanistic journeying to other lands, foreign or imaginary; encounters with beings, entities, spirits; or travels to other ages may occur. You may even live the life of another person. At this level you have entered the shaman's world. Or if you prefer you are in ''dream time'. With eyes closed you experience fantasies (dream like happenings, with a story line to them). So long as your eyes are closed you may believe they are really occurring. This differs from the 'eye candy' closed eye imagery, of level 3.
Level - 5 "I" stands for IMMATERIAL existence." At this level consciousness remains and some though processes are still lucid, but one becomes completely involved in inner experience and looses all contact with consensual reality. Individuality may be lost; one experiences merging with God/dess, mind, universal consciousness, or bizarre fusions with other objects real or imagined, e.g. merging with a wall may be experienced. At this level it is impossible to function in consensual reality, but unfortunately some people do not remain still but move around in this befuddled state. For this reason a sitter is essential to ensure the safety of someone voyaging to the inner levels. To the person experiencing this, the phenomenon may be terrifying or exceedingly pleasant; but to an outside observer the individual may appear confused or disoriented.
Level 6 - "A stands for AMNESIC effects " At this stage either consciousness is lost; or at least one is unable to later recall what one is experiencing. The individual may fall, or remain immobile or thrash around; somnambulistic behavior may occur; injuries can be sustained without pain being felt; on awakening the individual will have no recollection of what he/she did, experienced or said in level 6. People cannot ever recall what they experience in this very deep trance state. This is not a sought after level as later nothing can be recalled of the experience.
i honestly feel that i experiened a level 5 or 6 trip earlier...the following is a report of the experience...
my point of view:
0.375mg of xanax was ingested orally and 0.125 was snorted roughly 20 minutes before the trip to help counteract anxiety...2 cartridges of nitrous were also consumed immediately before the trip...
setting:
my friend's garage...car parked on my left hand side...concrete floor...garage was dimly lit by sunlight leaking thru cracks and the small windows on the garage door...no music...tripsitter sat there quietly for the duration of the trip...
mindset:
"let's do this..."
dosage: 1/5th gram of 6x extract...
the experience:
all the acid and shrooms in the world cannot pepare you for the power of salvia divinorum...
i'm kind of in a state of hysteria, amazement, astonishment, and somewhat disbelief of what just happened...i will try to remember wha exactly happened in chronological order...but my memories of the trip are kinda fragmented so please bear with me...there are no words sufficient enough to describe my experience...
i had the bong loaded in front of me...i did 2 cartridges of nitrous to prepare myself for the trip...as soon as the nitrous wore off i hit the bong...all i remember of the real world at that point were my lips lifting off the bong and the bong just melting and being swept away like grains of sand being blown away by the wind...instantly i was in a new world...there was no transition...it felt like i had been in this world the whole time and that reality never existed...reality was forgotten...i felt a sensation of being swept aside...my ego was gone...i was no longer a person...i looked at myself and i was a bristle on a broom...each time i was swept aside...my feet felt like they were dragging on the floor...i felt as a bristle on a broom would feel as it were sweeping the floor...the next thing that happened is kind of hard to explain...but i was piece of rubber on a tire...i was like a lil rubber molecule lined up next to other molecules in the tire...all of a sudden i got this sensation like i was doing cartwheels...the tire was rotating...me and the rest of the molecules were lined up shoulder to shoulder...and our feet would be the part of the tire closest to the outside...anyway...the tire was rotating and everytime my body would touch the asphalt...it would be shredded away...i watched as my fellow molecules were being shredded down as well...first my feet got shredded...then my legs...then my abdomen...this continued till the asphalt shredded thru my shoulder...i could feel the asphalt grind thru my arm...thru my shoulder...thru my back...and thru my chest...and the flesh that was torn off was a dark greenish black which looked exactly like shredded tire rubber...brief flashes of reality penetrated the trip...i saw my wallet, lighter, nitrous cartridges, cracker, and balloon lying on the floor but i did not recognize what they were...i looked at my trip sitter and i did not recognize that he was a person either...he was just another bristle on the broom like me...then i heard a voice saying something about "now you know what a broom feels like" then i said something like "we are all bristles on a broom"...slowly...reality started coming back to me...familiar things took shape again...i remembered that i was a person...i looked at my tripsitter and i still did not recognize if he was real or not...it felt backwards coming back...instead of feeling like i was leaving the trip and heading back to reality...it felt like the trip was reality and reality was the trip...although i had gained conscious vision again...i still wasn't sure if it was all real...even my tripsitter did not look real...i was so confused...i recall myself trying to talk to my tripsitter as reality reintegrated...i wasn't even sure if i was really talking to him or if it was part of the trip...i touched the floor to make sure it was real...i looked at my arms and shoulders and squeezed them them with my own hands to make sure they were really there...it felt like a zillion acid and shroom trips compressed into 5 minutes...
so basically...i lived the life of a bristle on a broom and a piece of rubber on a tire in my trip...the only colors i remember seeing during the peak were yellow, red, orange, and a dark greenish black...i have no idea if my eyes were open or closed during the whole trip...
there was one point where i felt fear trying to surface...but it seemed like the salvia bitchslapped my ego and told it to shut up or the xanax i took earlier held back that feeling so that emotion disappeard quickly...other than that there were no emotions in the trip that i recall of...
the tripsitter's point of view:
[to be continued]
[This message has been edited by Good Corruption (edited 26 August 2001).]
 
ive been reading about salvia for a while now and im ready to try it. (just been to lazy ro order it) but then my friend tells me he ordered a samler pack form a web site so im hopeing tonight if the night goes good ill end up going on a little adventure with salvia. if not them im gona order some next week.
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Shags
 
One good thing about salvia is there are no side effects. You can take it on a full stomach and 2 hours later you wake up feeling totally refreshed and ready for sleep. No ketamine headache for 2 days or anything.
I've always used the sage goddess stuff, never smoked and i can't take chewing the leaves!
 
epilogue:
it is now the day after the trip...approximately 2 hours after the trip i left my friend's house and went home...when i got home i fell asleep [around 3pm or so]...the sleep was deep and restful...i know i had lucid dreams but i do not recall what they were about...i woke up to the sound of my cell phone around 11:30 that night...it was my girlfriend...after i finished talking to her i went online until around 2 in the morning...i then went back to sleep...once again the sleep was deep and restful...i awoke around 9am...i felt reborn...or perhaps cleansed...i have come to many interpretations of my trip from the point where it ended up until now...and i continue to understand more and more as time goes by...i have come to understand the following...
1. i am not alone in this world...although my life and experiences are unique to me as an individual...there maybe another out there experiencing the same thing i am...perhaps in some other place or some other time...the things that happen to me have probably happened to somebody else already...we are all bristles in a broom...i am just one of many...
2. there is nothing one can do to stop what destiny, fate, or karma has planned for us...certain things are inevitable...all we can do is watch and wait for our turn...what goes around comes around...to be a piece of rubber on a tire...all you can do is wait for your turn to hit the asphalt...and you cannot stop the asphalt from grinding you down to nothing...
3. everything has it's value...no matter how big or how small...i gained appreciation for things we normally take for granted...i considered every speck of dust on the floor...how they must feel as my foot steps on them...how my foot crushes some and picks up others...how only a few steps for me could be miles away or even worlds over for them...and how big i am compared to them...this is what God must feel like...i am just like a speck of dust to Him...but i am still one of many...
there are memories of the trip which are resurfacing right now which i forgot about yesterday...i am trying to piece them together but they are too vague to do so...my conscious mind cannot comprehend them anymore...
i have reverence for Salvia Divinorum now...reverence that only experience could provide...
[This message has been edited by Good Corruption (edited 26 August 2001).]
 
i am still trying to remember and piece together what happened when the trip initially hit...it's all a vague blur now...all i remember is that it felt like i was being cut down and then sprouted again...cut down then sprouted again...i died then was reincarnated...died again and was reincarnated again...it was a weird cycle of dying and being reborn over and over again until i became a bristle on a broom...it felt like i was a blade of grass being mowed then growing back or a hair being cut then growing back or a leaf on a tree turning brown and falling off and then becoming a new leaf sprouting and growing back in it's place...but still i am not sure what happened during the initial impact of the trip...also i recall something me being a part in some ancient machine which runs the universe...that destroys and creates as needed...
the word "i" did not even exist at this point in the trip...i'm only using it right now as a reference point for the real world...
right now...either there are no words sufficient enough to describe the experience or my mind isn't sufficient enough to comprehend it...
[This message has been edited by Good Corruption (edited 27 August 2001).]
 
Just bear in mind though, that this cycle/recycling of life (Karma, reincarnation, birth&death, etc) is only present in the lower 4 dimensions. It's like our reality is stuck, much in the same way a record player gets stuck.
This can be fixed however! But we must first become aware of it...
Know that our race CAN be unhinged from this circle, to create a reality and a concsiousness for ourself that is free from this debilitating pattern, and it may come to pass
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Shared intent.
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This experience will force you to adapt,
you are no longer the same person,
and the course of your life will change.
Where that new course leads... is up to you.
-TERRA FERMA/among the stars
 
i am now starting to recall parts of the lucid dream i had the night after my Salvia trip...
i was driving home and for some reason i was in a hurry...i saw the intersection coming up ahead but there was traffic...i saw that i could pass on the right to get ahead of the traffic so i did...but as i passed the traffic and came to the intersection i saw a sign which said [DETOUR ROAD CONSTRUCTION AHEAD] and the other cars were being directed towards this detour...when i saw that i slammed on the brakes but it was too late...i was going too fast to stop...the intersection was being paved with fresh hot asphalt...it felt like my tires melted and i skidded across the intersection...somehow i made it home after that and i pulled in my driveway...i got out of my car to take a look at the damage...3 of my tires were fine...one of them was shredded away...down to the rim...and even the rim was damaged too...it looked like the rim was ground down to almost the axle...it was no longer round and now flat on one side...the damage to that wheel looked irreplacable...
then i woke up...
 
Salvia is so damn intense. I started with the leaves a few times, then I went to the 10x extract. 1 Hit took me to another world, and I can't really remember what happened the first two times I did it. All I know is that it was frightening and scary. The third time I fell into a matrix of rolling dotted patterns and a spirit was talking to me. But it wasn't speaking in words, it was some other way of communication. It just makes you wonder even more about the spirit and what is eyond life.
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"We must lose everything before we are free to do anything."
AIM - twr1HB
 
hey, i want to try salvia....
what do you think would happen if you hotknived a gram of 10X extract to your self???
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I dont like the drugs.
The Drugs Like Me.
-M.M
 
hot knives will not work...Salvia must have a direct flame on it at all times to vaporize the active ingredient...a hand pipe may work but the smoke is harsh so you may not be able to consume sufficient amounts that way...my suggestion: use a bong or a waterpipe...
and a gram of 10x extract to yourself? go ahead...it's all up to you...but you have been warned...tell us how it goes if you can remember anything...
 
Haha.....I'd be very surprised if you would be able to smoke a whole gram of 10x...
 
SHit, I can't even get pass the first huge bongload. I am usually in another world by the time the bowl is packed and readyfor me to smoke again
 
well to put things into perspective...i had roughly 200 - 250mg of 6x extract in my bowl...i dont even remember taking the flame off the bowl and the salvia wasn't even half burned when i returned back to reality...i probably burned around 75 - 80mg...the rest of the salvia was either slightly charred or untouched...
 
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