nonnihilnitoris
Bluelighter
It was a moonless night and I'd decided to experiment with Salvia for the second time, disregarding the fact that during my first encounter with the Diviner's Sage...I ended up throwing all of my belongings outside because I knew they were conspiring against me.
I turned out all the lights (keep in mind that I am now in utter darkness and could not see my hand in front of my face), sat upright on my bed with a video camera to record my attempt at narrating the trip, and smoked a quarter gram of 25x Salvia.
I have no time stamps unfortunately, since I lost the original footage but I present here a full text version of my dialogue with the camera, beginning seconds after exhaling. There are also notes in parenthesis which indicate the manner in which I spoke.
"Where I have escaped to, I don't know. (slurred)
This camera is my treasure (slurred) and everything else is rude and big...and made of tiny pieces.
Feel pressed...pressed into the sheets.
(entirely monotone from this point on)
There's aquatic animals swimming in my vision...and...yeah...how's that for ya?
This sound I'm hearing...is like...a wasp and a cell phone. That's what it sounds like, a wasp and a cell phone.
I'm tripping really hard right now (slurred)...I can't help doing this whole...umm...introspective thought...thing (very slurred, near intelligible).
There's a church. I'm gonna go inside and see what's inside.
This thing sucks, yeah, it sucks. I'm gonna wave it around. (?)
Apparently I was just looking for an artsy chick. Looking for...looking for one. She disappeared.
Physical effects? (slurred) Nah. It's...it's just a freakin' mindfuck.
I'm in a hundred rooms, and almost all of them are inside my head."
After this point, the camera ran out of battery and I continued speaking, unaware that this has happened, but I think this still gives you a good idea of what was going on in my head. The text above is verbatim, completely unedited, and covers the bulk of the trip. It shows you how fast your train of thought changes while on Salvia.
This was a bit more than a threshold trip, but I know if I'd gone any higher, I wouldn't have been sober enough to convey my "thoughts"....if you will let me call then that.
I definitely recommend taping your trips, even if it's just audio.
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I turned out all the lights (keep in mind that I am now in utter darkness and could not see my hand in front of my face), sat upright on my bed with a video camera to record my attempt at narrating the trip, and smoked a quarter gram of 25x Salvia.
I have no time stamps unfortunately, since I lost the original footage but I present here a full text version of my dialogue with the camera, beginning seconds after exhaling. There are also notes in parenthesis which indicate the manner in which I spoke.
"Where I have escaped to, I don't know. (slurred)
This camera is my treasure (slurred) and everything else is rude and big...and made of tiny pieces.
Feel pressed...pressed into the sheets.
(entirely monotone from this point on)
There's aquatic animals swimming in my vision...and...yeah...how's that for ya?
This sound I'm hearing...is like...a wasp and a cell phone. That's what it sounds like, a wasp and a cell phone.
I'm tripping really hard right now (slurred)...I can't help doing this whole...umm...introspective thought...thing (very slurred, near intelligible).
There's a church. I'm gonna go inside and see what's inside.
This thing sucks, yeah, it sucks. I'm gonna wave it around. (?)
Apparently I was just looking for an artsy chick. Looking for...looking for one. She disappeared.
Physical effects? (slurred) Nah. It's...it's just a freakin' mindfuck.
I'm in a hundred rooms, and almost all of them are inside my head."
After this point, the camera ran out of battery and I continued speaking, unaware that this has happened, but I think this still gives you a good idea of what was going on in my head. The text above is verbatim, completely unedited, and covers the bulk of the trip. It shows you how fast your train of thought changes while on Salvia.
This was a bit more than a threshold trip, but I know if I'd gone any higher, I wouldn't have been sober enough to convey my "thoughts"....if you will let me call then that.
I definitely recommend taping your trips, even if it's just audio.
substancecode_salvia
substancecode_ethnobotanicals
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_secondtime
roacode_smoked
roacode_inhaled
exptype_neutral
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