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Salvia Divinorum (20x Repeated) - Very Experienced - "An Old Friend Is In Town"
Date: November 1st, 2010
Time: 8:00 - 11:00pm
Drug: Salvia Divinorum (20x Extract)
Dose: Various
Location(s): Pittsburgh
Retrospective/Intro:
So, I'm not at all new to Salvia. When I was in my early years of high-school (about 4 or 5 years ago now) I experimented quite a bit with this one. It was my first psychedelic experience really. At the time it was nowhere near being the media sensation that it is now. I had to order it online (at about half the price you'd expect to pay for it now online), and being as I lived with my mom at the time this wasn't an easy thing to do. The first time around we had it shipped to my friend Nate who could pick it up before his parents got home from work, we got an ounce of the plain leaf. We never really had a full trip on that stuff hard as we tried, but I grew quite fond of it in combination with cannabis - it added that distinctive clammy edgy crunchy salvia body high, and made things a little bit more psychedelic. The effects also lasted a good while this way. A few weeks later, another friend had the whole bag of it and was arrested for possession of cannabis and paraphernalia, the cops offered to let him have the salvia back (this was the first they had heard of it), but his parents of course said no.
About a year later in gym class somebody offered to sell me some he had laying around. "Yeah right", I said, but he pulled out about half a gram of 5x extract form his wallet. I gave him 10 bucks for it and it transferred from wallet to wallet. I carried it around for a while until I convinced some friends to try it with me. They remembered salvia from the last time I had organized the effort to buy some leaf, but they didn't think its effects were that profound (remember, salvia was pretty unknown at this point. I had to convince a lot of people that it wasn't just a weak weed substitute. many people refused to believe it did anything). There were three of us: myself, Nate, and Nick. I poured the contents of the bag into a bowl and I took the first (monster) hit. I ripped it as if I was ripping salvia leaf in the old days, but I stopped after a little while to leave enough for my friends. What followed was one of the most intense psychedelic experiences of my life, at the time and to this day. I won't go into details, but basically I found out just how quickly salvia can rip your world away from you and throw you into chaos. I ended up rolling on the floor screaming for several minutes, but I was completely unaware of this. In my mind was in a funhouse that defied physics. I was the only one to get a truly effective dose that day, so Nate and Nick doubted how powerful it was and thought I was exaggerating. Eventually I'd prove them wrong.
After this experience, I was on the quest to get some more of it. We opened a PO Box under a friend's name (the only one of us who was 18 years old), and we ordered 3g of 10x. I'll never forget the day we got it. I poured some into a bowl and we burn cruised it like it was weed. We drove around the bucolic farmlands of my hometown, 5 of us in the car, all tripping hard on salvia (except the driver of course). Again, I won't go too far into detail, but I had some significant trips that day.
Having the 3 grams, we started going to the quarry once or twice a week after school to smoke it. We had a tiny metal pipe ("the crack pipe" was its colloquial title) and we'd load half a bowl for hearty visuals, and a whole bowl for a full ego-smashing dose. We'd sit in a circle ripping the crack pipe and discussing our results, going around the group 2 or 3 times before calling it a day. These were my best experiences with salvia - I learned quite a few of the tricks it likes to throw at you. I had several intense experiences in this period, several of which completely dissolved my "self" until "I" didn't really seem to exist anymore and there was just an expanse of colors. To an extent I became familiar and comfortable with it, but you can only become so comfortable with salvia. Eventually I got tired of shattering my ego, and the salvia moved on to other friends.
My freshman year of college I decided to order some salvia (10x) again and introduce it to my dorm of psychedelically minded friends. I dosed up pretty much everybody at least once, and I smoked it myself a few times too, but I was always afraid to "pull the trigger", and take enough to induce a full on other-worldly trip. I realized I had a paralyzing fear of full-on salvia, my subconscious was rebelling against all those times i let salvia momentarily shred it to pieces. I also introduced my girlfriend to it, who hated it (HHHAAAAATED it). After dosing up a ton of people, I eventually gave the rest of what I had to a friend to repay a pizza debt. I never broke through on that batch.
So that brings us to now. I'm 20 years old, and I'm a junior in college. At this point in my life, as far as drugs go, I'm more "connected" than ever before. I have ready access to pretty much any drug I could ever wish to take, legal and illegal. Why do I suddenly find myself being called by salvia of all things? I don't know, but when a drug reaches out to me like that I rarely ignore it. Looking online the prices have nearly doubled at most places. So, I decide to buy some at the local tobacconist where it is reasonably priced.
"What kind do you want?" she asks.
"I'd like 10x but I thought you guys only had 20, so 20." I say.
"No, what flavor?"
(I look at her dumbfounded)
"Is strawberry ok?"
"Sure..."
Salvia sure has come a long way since my first encounters with it...
I'm terrified of breaking through on this stuff (how did I just load it up and rip it back when I was younger? damn I must've been crazy), but I'm determined to work my way up and eventually go for the gusto. I want to go back and visit the friends I made in the mailbox dimension, and communicate via geometric shapes, and see the "crunch waves" again like I used to (salvia is a weird drug, it has a weird nomenclature to me). So, I sit down in my recliner. I've got this gram of 20x strawberry salvia, some measuring spoons, and my trusty smoking device, and I'm not going to quit until I satisfy my nostalgia... and hard. I've also got NO sitter. I don't recommend this, but my girlfriend hates this stuff so I don't really want to expose her to it, and I don't want to invite friends over just to satisfy this personal urge. This is a personal journey and I'm going it alone. No music, no light show, just me and this chair and my fear and this extremely powerful drug (that smells like strawberries).
Experiences:
Attempt 1:
DOSE: a few flakes in the bottom of a 1/4 teaspoon.
Effects: Inhale about half the load, stop, exhale quickly. Pussy. Inhale the rest and hold. There it is... things are just a little bit crunchy. Still visually aware of my surroundings, the physical crunch of salvia is there though. Going to go study for a bit...
Attempt 2: (about 10 mins later)
DOSE: same as last time
Effects: This time in inhale the whole thing and hold it for a good 10 or 15 seconds. The effects are a little bit stronger but not much. Body effects are there again. Back to studying...
Attempt 3: (30 minutes after attempt 2)
DOSE: about 1.5 or 2 times the amount as last time - about 1/4 or 1/3 of the 1/4 tsp.
Effects: Now here's something a little bit interesting. The physical effects come on relatively strong, but I'm still nowhere near blackout mode. Visually things are pretty boring, but I'm starting to feel "the rhythm", as if I'm approaching a far away tribal drumbeat, getting closer and closer each time, and this time I can finally kind of hear it. I think back across my many trips of varying levels from several years ago with this substance and I have an easier time remembering them. This is one thing very consistent and neat about Salvia - when you're off of it completely you have no idea how to describe what its like to be on it, but once you're on it (even just a little bit) you immediately remember how the mechanics of "salvia world" work. In this state of being slightly tripping but not at all fully tripping I put my past salvia memories in the context of my current state and they make a lot more sense. But this is nothing new, I had discovered this effect before, but being as it's been so long since i've been "here" a begrudging smile creeps across my face. Oh, Salvia... you tricky little thing. Lets see if I can get a handle on you this time.
Attempt 4 (30 mins after attempt 3):
DOSE: About a third of the 1/4 tsp, in 2 quick rips.
Effects: This was a strong mild dose, if that makes any sense. If you asked me to move, I'd have a hard time doing it, but I was still entirely aware that I was myself, sitting in my apartment. I laid back and was struck with this weird sense of deja vu that almost immediately vanished. Strong waves of salvia-body and salvia-gravity. A mild sense of "surrender". Visually pretty flat, I closed my eyes (believe it or not I've never tried this on salvia), there was nothing there really. I'm a little bit put off by the duration. It lasts a little bit longer than I remembered, probably a solid 5 minutes before I'm comfortable to move about, 10 before I'm no longer "high". I could do a lot of damage to my apartment in 5 minutes of blackout mode, if for some reason my body decided to thrash itself about. I'm also a little concerned that I haven't even felt the forced laughter yet. I've got a ways to go... Now I have a weird tension/headache and lasting body effects. I forgot how salvia kind of "carries over" if you smoke it in succession. My next dose will be pretty high to try to reduce the amount of times I have to smoke this tonight before I can just blow some trees and go to sleep. I'd like not to have to carry over to tomorrow night, I've got too much studying to do.
Attempt 5 (about 15 minutes after attempt 4, 5 minutes after the comedown)
DOSE: half the 1/4 tsp.
Effects: Really, we're up to 5 already? I feel a little stupid for smoking salvia 5 times in a row at this point. Also, it tastes nothing like strawberries, just like its gross salvia self. I'm still shaking from the last dose, and here comes the sweat/clamminess. I need to get this over with. Here we go...
OH yeah. That's getting close to what I'm talking about. This is what I'd call a full medium dose. Full on funhouse, but I was still visually in my apartment, so not quite other-dimension yet. I inhaled a big rip until it was quite harsh and I set the bowl down / tamped it out. I held it a good 10 seconds and I felt the onset of something strong, but not strong enough. It was coming on too slow and I knew that if I was going to (I'll steal this word from "Adventure Time") "lumpy space" it would've hit me by now. I quick grabbed the bowl while I still could and I took another big rip off of what was left. I laid back and held it for a while, when I exhaled there was more smoke than I expected. "Ok, something interesting better happen now" I thought. I looked down at my blue pajama pants in my sprawled out state. "It would sure be neat if I could turn that into a waterfall" I thought, so I focused on It, trying to make more out of the salvia hallucinations than there actually was, but then all of a sudden they came crashing in full force. "Yeah waterfall, whatever, check this out" said the salvia (not literally). Suddenly I was in the throes of "the voices". Whenever I smoke a good bit of salvia I hear my mind's voice talking in a strange sing song language over top of everything. (in fact the first time with 5x, to my embarassment, I screamed this monologue over and over again) When I'm on salvia it feels natural and makes sense, It's like a stream of consciousness, and the nature of the "sounds" I hear in my head contributes to my designation of the salvia headspace as "crunchy", because the sounds are all "crunchy" sounding, just like the body high is "crunchy" feeling and the visuals are "crunchy" looking - its this weird unified sense of crunchiness that spans all my senses. It's something like "Mersh, bercrurshidy crursh magursh. Crermpedy bursh badersh!" all to a weird sing song melody. These audio hallucinations are INTRICATELY linked to the visuals, the two senses almost intertwine (on higher doses they do). The visuals are a perfect representation of the audio, which is a perfect representation of the physical feeling, or perhaps in a totally different order. They're all equally important expressions of that which is essential to salvia.
Visually we're not at top gear here, but it's relatively strong. Not quite at geometric shapes that defy dimensions yet, but everything has that cheap plastic funhouse look to it, and things are starting to fall out of relief and blend into a 2d plane. The rhythm is there too, although I don't actually see motion there's like an invisible motion that carries visual sparkle around the room. When it's full on, these motions are waves that crash into things and explode into visible geometric shapes that shift in and out of this dimension. This is the level where about 80% of my high school salvia trips were, but there are 4 or 5 times where I went much deeper than this, and the weird thing about attempt number 5 is that its making me want to go deeper. I feel like I've at least somewhat overcome that fear of going deep with salvia and even though I haven't gone the full 9 yards yet, I feel like I conceivably could (although now I want a sitter), and moreover I see why Salvia is valuable again. Where it "fits" in the whole scheme of my pharmacopeia. It's so powerful, and so unique. When I had my first experiences with it I was psychedelically naive, now having taken quite a few of the traditional psych's I see just how different salvia is. It's not just a light show either, for the first time ever using salvia I felt like I took something away from this round. Hearing my voice clearly in my head speaking nonsense that made complete sense makes me feel like I just had a peek at my brain's assembly code. Something very deep and very basic, that lies below the "levels of abstraction" like sight and sound and touch. I've never looked at my senses as abstractions before, but I was made intimately aware that really my senses are just expressions of something deep at the root of myself from which all my perception begins to take form. It's now about 20 minutes after that experience and I've got a definite body buzz still cooking (not the most pleasant one), do I dare take another launch from this platform? I think I'll have another go at something around the same dose, maybe slightly higher. Much more than this and I'll need a sitter.
Attempt 6 (25 minutes after attempt 5)
DOSE: Same as last time, maybe a little more.
Effects:
I'm apprehensive, but it's time to go a little bit farther before I put it away until some people are around. Let's see what happens...
Ah failure. I don't even go as deep as the last time, despite taking more and taking it faster. I think maybe I've finally hit some kind of tolerance with this, the amounts I'm smoking now are around what I used to smoke of 10x (and this is 20). I'll give it some more goes at a later date in the presence of a competent sitter (if I can find one).
Thanks for reading this far if you did. I'll continue to try to shed some light on this extremely confusing lady, I think we're on somewhat friendly terms again.
substancecode_salvia
Date: November 1st, 2010
Time: 8:00 - 11:00pm
Drug: Salvia Divinorum (20x Extract)
Dose: Various
Location(s): Pittsburgh
Retrospective/Intro:
So, I'm not at all new to Salvia. When I was in my early years of high-school (about 4 or 5 years ago now) I experimented quite a bit with this one. It was my first psychedelic experience really. At the time it was nowhere near being the media sensation that it is now. I had to order it online (at about half the price you'd expect to pay for it now online), and being as I lived with my mom at the time this wasn't an easy thing to do. The first time around we had it shipped to my friend Nate who could pick it up before his parents got home from work, we got an ounce of the plain leaf. We never really had a full trip on that stuff hard as we tried, but I grew quite fond of it in combination with cannabis - it added that distinctive clammy edgy crunchy salvia body high, and made things a little bit more psychedelic. The effects also lasted a good while this way. A few weeks later, another friend had the whole bag of it and was arrested for possession of cannabis and paraphernalia, the cops offered to let him have the salvia back (this was the first they had heard of it), but his parents of course said no.
About a year later in gym class somebody offered to sell me some he had laying around. "Yeah right", I said, but he pulled out about half a gram of 5x extract form his wallet. I gave him 10 bucks for it and it transferred from wallet to wallet. I carried it around for a while until I convinced some friends to try it with me. They remembered salvia from the last time I had organized the effort to buy some leaf, but they didn't think its effects were that profound (remember, salvia was pretty unknown at this point. I had to convince a lot of people that it wasn't just a weak weed substitute. many people refused to believe it did anything). There were three of us: myself, Nate, and Nick. I poured the contents of the bag into a bowl and I took the first (monster) hit. I ripped it as if I was ripping salvia leaf in the old days, but I stopped after a little while to leave enough for my friends. What followed was one of the most intense psychedelic experiences of my life, at the time and to this day. I won't go into details, but basically I found out just how quickly salvia can rip your world away from you and throw you into chaos. I ended up rolling on the floor screaming for several minutes, but I was completely unaware of this. In my mind was in a funhouse that defied physics. I was the only one to get a truly effective dose that day, so Nate and Nick doubted how powerful it was and thought I was exaggerating. Eventually I'd prove them wrong.
After this experience, I was on the quest to get some more of it. We opened a PO Box under a friend's name (the only one of us who was 18 years old), and we ordered 3g of 10x. I'll never forget the day we got it. I poured some into a bowl and we burn cruised it like it was weed. We drove around the bucolic farmlands of my hometown, 5 of us in the car, all tripping hard on salvia (except the driver of course). Again, I won't go too far into detail, but I had some significant trips that day.
Having the 3 grams, we started going to the quarry once or twice a week after school to smoke it. We had a tiny metal pipe ("the crack pipe" was its colloquial title) and we'd load half a bowl for hearty visuals, and a whole bowl for a full ego-smashing dose. We'd sit in a circle ripping the crack pipe and discussing our results, going around the group 2 or 3 times before calling it a day. These were my best experiences with salvia - I learned quite a few of the tricks it likes to throw at you. I had several intense experiences in this period, several of which completely dissolved my "self" until "I" didn't really seem to exist anymore and there was just an expanse of colors. To an extent I became familiar and comfortable with it, but you can only become so comfortable with salvia. Eventually I got tired of shattering my ego, and the salvia moved on to other friends.
My freshman year of college I decided to order some salvia (10x) again and introduce it to my dorm of psychedelically minded friends. I dosed up pretty much everybody at least once, and I smoked it myself a few times too, but I was always afraid to "pull the trigger", and take enough to induce a full on other-worldly trip. I realized I had a paralyzing fear of full-on salvia, my subconscious was rebelling against all those times i let salvia momentarily shred it to pieces. I also introduced my girlfriend to it, who hated it (HHHAAAAATED it). After dosing up a ton of people, I eventually gave the rest of what I had to a friend to repay a pizza debt. I never broke through on that batch.
So that brings us to now. I'm 20 years old, and I'm a junior in college. At this point in my life, as far as drugs go, I'm more "connected" than ever before. I have ready access to pretty much any drug I could ever wish to take, legal and illegal. Why do I suddenly find myself being called by salvia of all things? I don't know, but when a drug reaches out to me like that I rarely ignore it. Looking online the prices have nearly doubled at most places. So, I decide to buy some at the local tobacconist where it is reasonably priced.
"What kind do you want?" she asks.
"I'd like 10x but I thought you guys only had 20, so 20." I say.
"No, what flavor?"
(I look at her dumbfounded)
"Is strawberry ok?"
"Sure..."
Salvia sure has come a long way since my first encounters with it...
I'm terrified of breaking through on this stuff (how did I just load it up and rip it back when I was younger? damn I must've been crazy), but I'm determined to work my way up and eventually go for the gusto. I want to go back and visit the friends I made in the mailbox dimension, and communicate via geometric shapes, and see the "crunch waves" again like I used to (salvia is a weird drug, it has a weird nomenclature to me). So, I sit down in my recliner. I've got this gram of 20x strawberry salvia, some measuring spoons, and my trusty smoking device, and I'm not going to quit until I satisfy my nostalgia... and hard. I've also got NO sitter. I don't recommend this, but my girlfriend hates this stuff so I don't really want to expose her to it, and I don't want to invite friends over just to satisfy this personal urge. This is a personal journey and I'm going it alone. No music, no light show, just me and this chair and my fear and this extremely powerful drug (that smells like strawberries).
Experiences:
Attempt 1:
DOSE: a few flakes in the bottom of a 1/4 teaspoon.
Effects: Inhale about half the load, stop, exhale quickly. Pussy. Inhale the rest and hold. There it is... things are just a little bit crunchy. Still visually aware of my surroundings, the physical crunch of salvia is there though. Going to go study for a bit...
Attempt 2: (about 10 mins later)
DOSE: same as last time
Effects: This time in inhale the whole thing and hold it for a good 10 or 15 seconds. The effects are a little bit stronger but not much. Body effects are there again. Back to studying...
Attempt 3: (30 minutes after attempt 2)
DOSE: about 1.5 or 2 times the amount as last time - about 1/4 or 1/3 of the 1/4 tsp.
Effects: Now here's something a little bit interesting. The physical effects come on relatively strong, but I'm still nowhere near blackout mode. Visually things are pretty boring, but I'm starting to feel "the rhythm", as if I'm approaching a far away tribal drumbeat, getting closer and closer each time, and this time I can finally kind of hear it. I think back across my many trips of varying levels from several years ago with this substance and I have an easier time remembering them. This is one thing very consistent and neat about Salvia - when you're off of it completely you have no idea how to describe what its like to be on it, but once you're on it (even just a little bit) you immediately remember how the mechanics of "salvia world" work. In this state of being slightly tripping but not at all fully tripping I put my past salvia memories in the context of my current state and they make a lot more sense. But this is nothing new, I had discovered this effect before, but being as it's been so long since i've been "here" a begrudging smile creeps across my face. Oh, Salvia... you tricky little thing. Lets see if I can get a handle on you this time.
Attempt 4 (30 mins after attempt 3):
DOSE: About a third of the 1/4 tsp, in 2 quick rips.
Effects: This was a strong mild dose, if that makes any sense. If you asked me to move, I'd have a hard time doing it, but I was still entirely aware that I was myself, sitting in my apartment. I laid back and was struck with this weird sense of deja vu that almost immediately vanished. Strong waves of salvia-body and salvia-gravity. A mild sense of "surrender". Visually pretty flat, I closed my eyes (believe it or not I've never tried this on salvia), there was nothing there really. I'm a little bit put off by the duration. It lasts a little bit longer than I remembered, probably a solid 5 minutes before I'm comfortable to move about, 10 before I'm no longer "high". I could do a lot of damage to my apartment in 5 minutes of blackout mode, if for some reason my body decided to thrash itself about. I'm also a little concerned that I haven't even felt the forced laughter yet. I've got a ways to go... Now I have a weird tension/headache and lasting body effects. I forgot how salvia kind of "carries over" if you smoke it in succession. My next dose will be pretty high to try to reduce the amount of times I have to smoke this tonight before I can just blow some trees and go to sleep. I'd like not to have to carry over to tomorrow night, I've got too much studying to do.
Attempt 5 (about 15 minutes after attempt 4, 5 minutes after the comedown)
DOSE: half the 1/4 tsp.
Effects: Really, we're up to 5 already? I feel a little stupid for smoking salvia 5 times in a row at this point. Also, it tastes nothing like strawberries, just like its gross salvia self. I'm still shaking from the last dose, and here comes the sweat/clamminess. I need to get this over with. Here we go...
OH yeah. That's getting close to what I'm talking about. This is what I'd call a full medium dose. Full on funhouse, but I was still visually in my apartment, so not quite other-dimension yet. I inhaled a big rip until it was quite harsh and I set the bowl down / tamped it out. I held it a good 10 seconds and I felt the onset of something strong, but not strong enough. It was coming on too slow and I knew that if I was going to (I'll steal this word from "Adventure Time") "lumpy space" it would've hit me by now. I quick grabbed the bowl while I still could and I took another big rip off of what was left. I laid back and held it for a while, when I exhaled there was more smoke than I expected. "Ok, something interesting better happen now" I thought. I looked down at my blue pajama pants in my sprawled out state. "It would sure be neat if I could turn that into a waterfall" I thought, so I focused on It, trying to make more out of the salvia hallucinations than there actually was, but then all of a sudden they came crashing in full force. "Yeah waterfall, whatever, check this out" said the salvia (not literally). Suddenly I was in the throes of "the voices". Whenever I smoke a good bit of salvia I hear my mind's voice talking in a strange sing song language over top of everything. (in fact the first time with 5x, to my embarassment, I screamed this monologue over and over again) When I'm on salvia it feels natural and makes sense, It's like a stream of consciousness, and the nature of the "sounds" I hear in my head contributes to my designation of the salvia headspace as "crunchy", because the sounds are all "crunchy" sounding, just like the body high is "crunchy" feeling and the visuals are "crunchy" looking - its this weird unified sense of crunchiness that spans all my senses. It's something like "Mersh, bercrurshidy crursh magursh. Crermpedy bursh badersh!" all to a weird sing song melody. These audio hallucinations are INTRICATELY linked to the visuals, the two senses almost intertwine (on higher doses they do). The visuals are a perfect representation of the audio, which is a perfect representation of the physical feeling, or perhaps in a totally different order. They're all equally important expressions of that which is essential to salvia.
Visually we're not at top gear here, but it's relatively strong. Not quite at geometric shapes that defy dimensions yet, but everything has that cheap plastic funhouse look to it, and things are starting to fall out of relief and blend into a 2d plane. The rhythm is there too, although I don't actually see motion there's like an invisible motion that carries visual sparkle around the room. When it's full on, these motions are waves that crash into things and explode into visible geometric shapes that shift in and out of this dimension. This is the level where about 80% of my high school salvia trips were, but there are 4 or 5 times where I went much deeper than this, and the weird thing about attempt number 5 is that its making me want to go deeper. I feel like I've at least somewhat overcome that fear of going deep with salvia and even though I haven't gone the full 9 yards yet, I feel like I conceivably could (although now I want a sitter), and moreover I see why Salvia is valuable again. Where it "fits" in the whole scheme of my pharmacopeia. It's so powerful, and so unique. When I had my first experiences with it I was psychedelically naive, now having taken quite a few of the traditional psych's I see just how different salvia is. It's not just a light show either, for the first time ever using salvia I felt like I took something away from this round. Hearing my voice clearly in my head speaking nonsense that made complete sense makes me feel like I just had a peek at my brain's assembly code. Something very deep and very basic, that lies below the "levels of abstraction" like sight and sound and touch. I've never looked at my senses as abstractions before, but I was made intimately aware that really my senses are just expressions of something deep at the root of myself from which all my perception begins to take form. It's now about 20 minutes after that experience and I've got a definite body buzz still cooking (not the most pleasant one), do I dare take another launch from this platform? I think I'll have another go at something around the same dose, maybe slightly higher. Much more than this and I'll need a sitter.
Attempt 6 (25 minutes after attempt 5)
DOSE: Same as last time, maybe a little more.
Effects:
I'm apprehensive, but it's time to go a little bit farther before I put it away until some people are around. Let's see what happens...
Ah failure. I don't even go as deep as the last time, despite taking more and taking it faster. I think maybe I've finally hit some kind of tolerance with this, the amounts I'm smoking now are around what I used to smoke of 10x (and this is 20). I'll give it some more goes at a later date in the presence of a competent sitter (if I can find one).
Thanks for reading this far if you did. I'll continue to try to shed some light on this extremely confusing lady, I think we're on somewhat friendly terms again.
substancecode_salvia
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