Lawrence Arms
Bluelighter
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- Mar 16, 2004
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Okay, this was about a year and a half ago, or so? It was also my last experience with salva, due simply to the price of it. I had attempted to reach a breakthrough after reading SO many amazing reports of it about 12 times or so.
This was in the afternoon. I was in my room, my parents were home, and i had told them that i was goign to take a nap. I am down to just a TINY bit of the gram i purchased left. Enough for maybe two more decent attempts. I decided fuck it, i may as well give it all to this one, so i load up a fat bowl of the salvia. In the only device i had at the time (also the only time i smoked salvia out of), a happy can.
I laid down in my bed, took the first hit, trying to clear it in one, but not getting quite close. I hold it in, of course. Then exhale. It was probably the hugest salvia hit i had ever taken. And by the time i was taking my next and final hit to finish the bowl, it started hitting. I ended up holding the can while laying down until after i blew out the second hit.
I was feeling the sensation that feels like bees all over, and sweating, and seeming to fall sideways, or the world is falling sideways, or something like that, that can not be simply explained. All of which have been common in my previous attempts. Then, i started to put the can onto my nightstand, and time seemed to stand still, i couldn't see past what was happening right now, but everything was still going on. And i successfully placed the can on the table.
Instantly (i don't beleive i moved here at all physically), everything came in. The only way i can explain it, is like in the matrix. When all of the guns on the racks come flying in. Except it wasn't guns or racks. It was long, 3-d rectangles. And they consisted of the world. EVERYTHING became blocks. And nothing would be able to move. My universe consisted of this. It seemed like this was it. This was everything. There was without a doubt a profound sadness.
And then instantly i snapped out of it. I don't think i FULLY broke through. Because i do know that i was only experiencing all of that insanity for about 7 seconds. I'm almost positive. My guess is something pulled me back, out of the world, like has happened so many other times.
Overall, it was an amazing experience. And my most intense trip in my somewhat limited psychoactive trip bag. I will be doing this again, with a stronger extract, and the correct materials once money presents itself.
This was in the afternoon. I was in my room, my parents were home, and i had told them that i was goign to take a nap. I am down to just a TINY bit of the gram i purchased left. Enough for maybe two more decent attempts. I decided fuck it, i may as well give it all to this one, so i load up a fat bowl of the salvia. In the only device i had at the time (also the only time i smoked salvia out of), a happy can.
I laid down in my bed, took the first hit, trying to clear it in one, but not getting quite close. I hold it in, of course. Then exhale. It was probably the hugest salvia hit i had ever taken. And by the time i was taking my next and final hit to finish the bowl, it started hitting. I ended up holding the can while laying down until after i blew out the second hit.
I was feeling the sensation that feels like bees all over, and sweating, and seeming to fall sideways, or the world is falling sideways, or something like that, that can not be simply explained. All of which have been common in my previous attempts. Then, i started to put the can onto my nightstand, and time seemed to stand still, i couldn't see past what was happening right now, but everything was still going on. And i successfully placed the can on the table.
Instantly (i don't beleive i moved here at all physically), everything came in. The only way i can explain it, is like in the matrix. When all of the guns on the racks come flying in. Except it wasn't guns or racks. It was long, 3-d rectangles. And they consisted of the world. EVERYTHING became blocks. And nothing would be able to move. My universe consisted of this. It seemed like this was it. This was everything. There was without a doubt a profound sadness.
And then instantly i snapped out of it. I don't think i FULLY broke through. Because i do know that i was only experiencing all of that insanity for about 7 seconds. I'm almost positive. My guess is something pulled me back, out of the world, like has happened so many other times.
Overall, it was an amazing experience. And my most intense trip in my somewhat limited psychoactive trip bag. I will be doing this again, with a stronger extract, and the correct materials once money presents itself.
