nativenick
Bluelighter
so i just came out of an pretty wicked salvia experience and i think im now realizing the point to salvia at least as far as im concerned with me i blow out the rip and its like a one foot in another world scenario.
imagine being completley sober being thrown into some bizzare chaotic world in a totally foriegnn headspace the fundamentals of existance and identity and what it means to be you feel like they are being compromised your scrambling to get your shit together and figure out whats what your pretty much in a new world and at times it feels like this bizzare salvia world is mashing or interfering with our world or the world your used too all the while your ego is being battered and tossed around. when you start to come too and realize your on salvia its a trip thing it all comes flooding back to you, the fact that you are a human and you are you. you rediscover your identity who you are the fact that you are human almost in those few seconds you have to learn everything all over again. but still traces of this old world linger you remember salvia and the nature of salvia that there is most definatley some kind of world beyond what we percieve or what our 5 senses allow us to percieve. you can prove it exists or that these entities exist or anything of that world so frantically you try and grab on to what ever you can to prove that what you saw was real. the world of salvia quickly vanishes after rediscovering your identity and at times you can see this whole extra world or dimension that moments earlier you were completley immersed in vanish in front of your very eyes which is kind of scary.
"where was i ?" whered did all of that go?" where the fuck did it come from?" all these questions race through your head you wonder if some one played some big hoax on you if its all a trick.
you know that world was there and it actually existed some how.
for me anyways it feels like your ego or your soul is playing chicken. salvia throws you in a whole other place that your soul or ego or what ever it means to be you is not used to at all. maybe we just arent prepared for it yet what ever it is. after being in this place for mere seconds your mind starts to panic it cant comprehend whats happening it doesnt take kindly to being bruised and battered in some world it doesnt understand so it scrambles to reach back at the old familiar world it understands. in your minds attempts to frantically get back at the familiar world it will feel like the salvia world and the real world are mashed together and are begining to seperate. parts of the old world flood back to you but parts of this foreign salvia world remain these two worlds almost seem to collide when you smoke salvia and your ego is right smack dab in the middle of all this chaos. the worlds begin too seperate as your logical mind trys to rationalize everything and you return to your body or just realize that you have one. some times for me it feels like these two completley different worlds are almost fighting over ownership of your identity or maybe that your identity is just trying to deside what world it belongs in during all this chaos. when it realizes it belongs in this world the salvia world vanishes i find the visuals vanish right away when you regain your identity your still in a different mindstate and your thinking in a different way slowly that fades away and you come back to baseline and realize that it was all a trip or was it?
on this trip in particular i felt that the fact that i was on acid meant didly squat i was thrown in the salvia world all the same maybe this time around me being on acid allowed me to have a better understanding of this trip. the visuals were the same as what i usually get with salvia. to be honest these visuals did not synergize at all with the acid visuals the salvia visuals took over pretty much. i really can not begin to describe what my mind went through and just what i saw other then the previous paragraphs.
i cant really describe the visuals to be honest lets just say at one point i was seeing people that i could swear were real trying to lead me back into this salvia consciousness and way from the real world consciousness these were beings that were coming out of walls and posters on the wall as soon as i figured it all out it quickly vanished i remember at one point reaching for a hand and grabbing it only for it to vanish in front of me. i remember turning too my cousin saying something like "that bitch salvia " that bitch tricked me". i turn back to the wall to try and chase after something but its all quickly vanishing before my eyes. i turn around the last open eye visual was some guy that was there but in an instant dissapeared and turened back into the inatimate pile of clothes it once was all of this happens and i return to base line.
thats pretty much my trip i really cant go to in depth with visuals and it mostly just a description of the radical shift in consciousness i experienced with salvia
imagine being completley sober being thrown into some bizzare chaotic world in a totally foriegnn headspace the fundamentals of existance and identity and what it means to be you feel like they are being compromised your scrambling to get your shit together and figure out whats what your pretty much in a new world and at times it feels like this bizzare salvia world is mashing or interfering with our world or the world your used too all the while your ego is being battered and tossed around. when you start to come too and realize your on salvia its a trip thing it all comes flooding back to you, the fact that you are a human and you are you. you rediscover your identity who you are the fact that you are human almost in those few seconds you have to learn everything all over again. but still traces of this old world linger you remember salvia and the nature of salvia that there is most definatley some kind of world beyond what we percieve or what our 5 senses allow us to percieve. you can prove it exists or that these entities exist or anything of that world so frantically you try and grab on to what ever you can to prove that what you saw was real. the world of salvia quickly vanishes after rediscovering your identity and at times you can see this whole extra world or dimension that moments earlier you were completley immersed in vanish in front of your very eyes which is kind of scary.
"where was i ?" whered did all of that go?" where the fuck did it come from?" all these questions race through your head you wonder if some one played some big hoax on you if its all a trick.
you know that world was there and it actually existed some how.
for me anyways it feels like your ego or your soul is playing chicken. salvia throws you in a whole other place that your soul or ego or what ever it means to be you is not used to at all. maybe we just arent prepared for it yet what ever it is. after being in this place for mere seconds your mind starts to panic it cant comprehend whats happening it doesnt take kindly to being bruised and battered in some world it doesnt understand so it scrambles to reach back at the old familiar world it understands. in your minds attempts to frantically get back at the familiar world it will feel like the salvia world and the real world are mashed together and are begining to seperate. parts of the old world flood back to you but parts of this foreign salvia world remain these two worlds almost seem to collide when you smoke salvia and your ego is right smack dab in the middle of all this chaos. the worlds begin too seperate as your logical mind trys to rationalize everything and you return to your body or just realize that you have one. some times for me it feels like these two completley different worlds are almost fighting over ownership of your identity or maybe that your identity is just trying to deside what world it belongs in during all this chaos. when it realizes it belongs in this world the salvia world vanishes i find the visuals vanish right away when you regain your identity your still in a different mindstate and your thinking in a different way slowly that fades away and you come back to baseline and realize that it was all a trip or was it?
on this trip in particular i felt that the fact that i was on acid meant didly squat i was thrown in the salvia world all the same maybe this time around me being on acid allowed me to have a better understanding of this trip. the visuals were the same as what i usually get with salvia. to be honest these visuals did not synergize at all with the acid visuals the salvia visuals took over pretty much. i really can not begin to describe what my mind went through and just what i saw other then the previous paragraphs.
i cant really describe the visuals to be honest lets just say at one point i was seeing people that i could swear were real trying to lead me back into this salvia consciousness and way from the real world consciousness these were beings that were coming out of walls and posters on the wall as soon as i figured it all out it quickly vanished i remember at one point reaching for a hand and grabbing it only for it to vanish in front of me. i remember turning too my cousin saying something like "that bitch salvia " that bitch tricked me". i turn back to the wall to try and chase after something but its all quickly vanishing before my eyes. i turn around the last open eye visual was some guy that was there but in an instant dissapeared and turened back into the inatimate pile of clothes it once was all of this happens and i return to base line.
thats pretty much my trip i really cant go to in depth with visuals and it mostly just a description of the radical shift in consciousness i experienced with salvia
