nativenick
Bluelighter
so i just came out of a trip on saliva lasting about 20 minutes give or take a few consisting of 2 trips i think its safe to say my trips are getting stranger and stranger
anyways it starts when i get home from work i want to pack a nice small bowl in hopes of getting nice eyecandy visulas and a body high nothing too out of this world. boy was i in for it.
i pack the first bowl in the lung what i believe to be a light dose. as im sitting on the bed i take the hit from the lung hold it in for 20 seconds blow out the smoke and look at the floor the whole time convinced it didnt work at all and im sober. i remember suddenly trying to solve a puzzle or figure something out there were clues around my room. i look at the floor the shadow that the trees outside are casting starts to wiggle and morph trying to form some kind of shape or letters. i remmber thinking these visuals are weak as hell wtf. suddenly i feel like im getting close to something i feel like im indeed on the verge of solving something. suddenly i hear a females voice saying something along the lines of "hes figuring out the clues hes figuring them out" some other voice isnt pleased with this and says "he cant see you or find any of this out" i look farther along the floor to the left and see a shadow of a head with a bow on it. the head ducks quickly i turn around what ever was wathcing me has vanished. suddenly my consciousness changes. im actually a different entity some one else is talking to me with a dissapointed sullen voice an older female i cant see her but i get the feeling that she is some one of greater authority or importance than me. were just outside my house and she says to me(as the entity) "ill explain to him what hes going through if he gets any closer to figuring it out". suddenly i switch consciousness again. a female with an older voice is talking to me trying to explain to me something of great importance, i get the feeling that she is very snobby and patronizing. in the midst of the trip i knew what it was i knew the answer i was confident of this. the fact that she thought i knew nothing of what happened pissed me off. i stand up quickly. im in my room but the dimensions of it are fucked. it seems much longer than usual both in front of me and behind me. i look out my window i can sense a prescence out there trying to talk to me. outside it looks like my yard but not really. the fence is gone and where the nieghbors yard is is an open grassy feild. i get into a very vocal arguement with this entity. i remember shouting something along the lines of "fuck you, you condescending bitch dont you dare ever try to explain to me what the fuck im going through, dont you ever." i look back in my room. i realize im on salvia quickly the dimensions shrink to there normal proportions i look out the window and its my same yard. i begin to come down what ever i realized or understood i suddenly forget.
after 5 minutes i pack the next bowl. i hold it in and count to 25 before i can blow it out i start tripping. i can hear 2 voices arguing the same 2 females. arguing about how i found something out i look at my wall with the window i know what it is but it seems so strange i can still hear the voices beyond the window argueing. i hear another voice a guys voice start talking to me. he keeps hinting at something about the other world. the voices outside can still be heard there arguement is very vocal they interest me more than him. suddenly he says we have to go, we have to go in a pushy voice. i see the guy talking to me. he appears to be a causcaisian only very cartoony. hes wearing a blueish grey shirt with blue jeans and has brownish blonde hair. he keeps telling me i have to come with him but im more interested in the arguement between the 2 outside but then he starts to point at my closet. i look at it. it the other wall it seems furhter away the door is closed but suddenly the door has so much depth to it i can still see the brown woodgrain patterns but its very transparent. i see some scene inside the closet door it looks 3d. i see another woman off in the distance pushing some rediculous looking carriage through a desolate landscape. although she appears human i get the feeling she isnt human its just a facade. shes wearing old style clothes a big dress and a parasol that shes carrying. everything she is wearing is white. she appears to be guant as hell and continues walking totally ignorant of whats going on in my room. suddenly i get the feeling there is much more depth to that whole wall. i can sense something beyond it. this parts confusing so bear with me. i can sense an upstairs beyond the house and a downstairs. i can hear a bunch of commotion coming from both places. the upstairs intrigues me more i look slightly above my closet the wall seems translucent and very faintly i can see something going on. i get the feeling that there is a parrallel house beyond my wall. it suddenly makes so much sense to me i get it. i get excited and say "oh i get it " " there is a world beyond this wall and it goes in to 3 worlds up and down and in between" (something along those lines anyways) i keep on describing what i learned but looking back it made no sense exactly what i was saying it was some metaphysical rant about dimensions that i had discovered. i couldnt wait to tell everyone about it. i look back at the guy impatiently he says come on we have to go motioning towards the closet. i dont want to for what ever reason and say im staying here he keeps prying me to go. i get close to saying alright ill come with but suddenly he says "fine then i dont know about you but im leaving" i reach towards him as he walks towards my closet but he begins to distort. he starts to get smaller as he walks and begins fading. his legs fade way as does his head. the last thing i remember seeing was his torso floating in thin air but soon that too disapears. this all happened quickly as well almost in an instant. i look back at my closet the dimension is starting to recede i can see the lady walking still but eventually she turns into a white silhouette of herself. the sillouhette starts to morph around and dissipitate and become a part of my closet. i look at the whole closet the woodgrain is morphing around quickly but slows donwn instantly its wiggling slightly. i hear the arguement but just as quickly it dissapears. i begin to come back to reality. what ever i discovered i only vagueley remember.
ps the majority of my salvia trips latley involve me trying to figure something out and discover somethign while entities are watching me overseeing what i do. the majority of the time i can not see them. during each trip i get so damn close to figuring it out but when i do i come out of the trip with only a vague idea of what it was. im starting to learn a bit more but still i have only what i believe to be a very small part to an infinatley bigger picture
anyways it starts when i get home from work i want to pack a nice small bowl in hopes of getting nice eyecandy visulas and a body high nothing too out of this world. boy was i in for it.
i pack the first bowl in the lung what i believe to be a light dose. as im sitting on the bed i take the hit from the lung hold it in for 20 seconds blow out the smoke and look at the floor the whole time convinced it didnt work at all and im sober. i remember suddenly trying to solve a puzzle or figure something out there were clues around my room. i look at the floor the shadow that the trees outside are casting starts to wiggle and morph trying to form some kind of shape or letters. i remmber thinking these visuals are weak as hell wtf. suddenly i feel like im getting close to something i feel like im indeed on the verge of solving something. suddenly i hear a females voice saying something along the lines of "hes figuring out the clues hes figuring them out" some other voice isnt pleased with this and says "he cant see you or find any of this out" i look farther along the floor to the left and see a shadow of a head with a bow on it. the head ducks quickly i turn around what ever was wathcing me has vanished. suddenly my consciousness changes. im actually a different entity some one else is talking to me with a dissapointed sullen voice an older female i cant see her but i get the feeling that she is some one of greater authority or importance than me. were just outside my house and she says to me(as the entity) "ill explain to him what hes going through if he gets any closer to figuring it out". suddenly i switch consciousness again. a female with an older voice is talking to me trying to explain to me something of great importance, i get the feeling that she is very snobby and patronizing. in the midst of the trip i knew what it was i knew the answer i was confident of this. the fact that she thought i knew nothing of what happened pissed me off. i stand up quickly. im in my room but the dimensions of it are fucked. it seems much longer than usual both in front of me and behind me. i look out my window i can sense a prescence out there trying to talk to me. outside it looks like my yard but not really. the fence is gone and where the nieghbors yard is is an open grassy feild. i get into a very vocal arguement with this entity. i remember shouting something along the lines of "fuck you, you condescending bitch dont you dare ever try to explain to me what the fuck im going through, dont you ever." i look back in my room. i realize im on salvia quickly the dimensions shrink to there normal proportions i look out the window and its my same yard. i begin to come down what ever i realized or understood i suddenly forget.
after 5 minutes i pack the next bowl. i hold it in and count to 25 before i can blow it out i start tripping. i can hear 2 voices arguing the same 2 females. arguing about how i found something out i look at my wall with the window i know what it is but it seems so strange i can still hear the voices beyond the window argueing. i hear another voice a guys voice start talking to me. he keeps hinting at something about the other world. the voices outside can still be heard there arguement is very vocal they interest me more than him. suddenly he says we have to go, we have to go in a pushy voice. i see the guy talking to me. he appears to be a causcaisian only very cartoony. hes wearing a blueish grey shirt with blue jeans and has brownish blonde hair. he keeps telling me i have to come with him but im more interested in the arguement between the 2 outside but then he starts to point at my closet. i look at it. it the other wall it seems furhter away the door is closed but suddenly the door has so much depth to it i can still see the brown woodgrain patterns but its very transparent. i see some scene inside the closet door it looks 3d. i see another woman off in the distance pushing some rediculous looking carriage through a desolate landscape. although she appears human i get the feeling she isnt human its just a facade. shes wearing old style clothes a big dress and a parasol that shes carrying. everything she is wearing is white. she appears to be guant as hell and continues walking totally ignorant of whats going on in my room. suddenly i get the feeling there is much more depth to that whole wall. i can sense something beyond it. this parts confusing so bear with me. i can sense an upstairs beyond the house and a downstairs. i can hear a bunch of commotion coming from both places. the upstairs intrigues me more i look slightly above my closet the wall seems translucent and very faintly i can see something going on. i get the feeling that there is a parrallel house beyond my wall. it suddenly makes so much sense to me i get it. i get excited and say "oh i get it " " there is a world beyond this wall and it goes in to 3 worlds up and down and in between" (something along those lines anyways) i keep on describing what i learned but looking back it made no sense exactly what i was saying it was some metaphysical rant about dimensions that i had discovered. i couldnt wait to tell everyone about it. i look back at the guy impatiently he says come on we have to go motioning towards the closet. i dont want to for what ever reason and say im staying here he keeps prying me to go. i get close to saying alright ill come with but suddenly he says "fine then i dont know about you but im leaving" i reach towards him as he walks towards my closet but he begins to distort. he starts to get smaller as he walks and begins fading. his legs fade way as does his head. the last thing i remember seeing was his torso floating in thin air but soon that too disapears. this all happened quickly as well almost in an instant. i look back at my closet the dimension is starting to recede i can see the lady walking still but eventually she turns into a white silhouette of herself. the sillouhette starts to morph around and dissipitate and become a part of my closet. i look at the whole closet the woodgrain is morphing around quickly but slows donwn instantly its wiggling slightly. i hear the arguement but just as quickly it dissapears. i begin to come back to reality. what ever i discovered i only vagueley remember.
ps the majority of my salvia trips latley involve me trying to figure something out and discover somethign while entities are watching me overseeing what i do. the majority of the time i can not see them. during each trip i get so damn close to figuring it out but when i do i come out of the trip with only a vague idea of what it was. im starting to learn a bit more but still i have only what i believe to be a very small part to an infinatley bigger picture
