my salvia divinorum experience
first of all i had an ounce of the leaves but for some reason i wasnt feeling anything. my buddy was so i just gave him the bag.
a few months later i decided to buy some 10x. good Lord, man! at my buddy's house, first hit i took (water bong) i was holding in hit and BAM i was fucked up. i was on a couch but it felt like i was on the floor with no legs. didnt last long at all. felt like i was wearing wool clothes, very uncomfortable felling.
few days later i deceided to experiment. home alone, locked the doors. wearing only boxers so i wouldnt get that wooly feeling again. packed enough to take two hits; take second one as soon as i blow out first. before i blew out the first i was fucked up and thought to myself i shouldnt take the second but before i finished that thought i was clearing the bong of the second hit.
all of a sudden i jumped onto the floor to take cover. whatever world i was in it was a good place to hide from whoever was after me. i thought people were all around and coming after me all tho i was home alone with the doors locked. i got up and decided that with all these people around i better put the shit away. hid my stash in bedroom. ( i'm running all around apartment). luckily i knew enough not to throw the bong or just put it somewhere as it was still filled with water. for some reason tho i just put it in the bathroom and told myself that if some one goes in there i'll explain it then. i am so fucked at this point. i try to talk myself down becaue this world i am in is all sorts of fucked up. "it's just the drug, i'll be ok, it doesnt last that long. it's just the drug, i'll be ok, it doesnt last that long." thats what i kept telling myself.
this is a wierd part. as i am talking myself down i have a circle in my vision. everything inside the circle is my reality- everything in my apartment and what not. on the outside of the circle is the whole other world created by the salvia. i cant even explain what it was. but whenever i stop talking myself down the circle disappears and i am totally in the false world.
crazyness. definitely some intense shit!
i can just imagine if someone really was there and saw me dive onto the floor to take cover.
first of all i had an ounce of the leaves but for some reason i wasnt feeling anything. my buddy was so i just gave him the bag.
a few months later i decided to buy some 10x. good Lord, man! at my buddy's house, first hit i took (water bong) i was holding in hit and BAM i was fucked up. i was on a couch but it felt like i was on the floor with no legs. didnt last long at all. felt like i was wearing wool clothes, very uncomfortable felling.
few days later i deceided to experiment. home alone, locked the doors. wearing only boxers so i wouldnt get that wooly feeling again. packed enough to take two hits; take second one as soon as i blow out first. before i blew out the first i was fucked up and thought to myself i shouldnt take the second but before i finished that thought i was clearing the bong of the second hit.
all of a sudden i jumped onto the floor to take cover. whatever world i was in it was a good place to hide from whoever was after me. i thought people were all around and coming after me all tho i was home alone with the doors locked. i got up and decided that with all these people around i better put the shit away. hid my stash in bedroom. ( i'm running all around apartment). luckily i knew enough not to throw the bong or just put it somewhere as it was still filled with water. for some reason tho i just put it in the bathroom and told myself that if some one goes in there i'll explain it then. i am so fucked at this point. i try to talk myself down becaue this world i am in is all sorts of fucked up. "it's just the drug, i'll be ok, it doesnt last that long. it's just the drug, i'll be ok, it doesnt last that long." thats what i kept telling myself.
this is a wierd part. as i am talking myself down i have a circle in my vision. everything inside the circle is my reality- everything in my apartment and what not. on the outside of the circle is the whole other world created by the salvia. i cant even explain what it was. but whenever i stop talking myself down the circle disappears and i am totally in the false world.
crazyness. definitely some intense shit!
i can just imagine if someone really was there and saw me dive onto the floor to take cover.
