Psychonaut777
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Alcohol, Cocaine, Salvia 10x - experienced user - simply amazing
This was all written while under the influence, so it's a little out there.
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Most breathtaking and mindblowing experience yet
After taking a good amount of coke and about 8 beers I was alone and a little bored (house is empty and it’s the end of a good long night/week). I decided to take some of my salvia that I’ve been hestitant to use since the last time I did basically the same thing (salvia after a good amount of coke/beer). After taking a pretty big line, I loaded up the bong with dried leaves and 10x and took about a bowl full of the combo…
Most intense experience of my life (aside from doing pretty much the same thing previously but being left unable to recall what happened beside being completely blown away..).. I’m still trippin pretty hard a whole 25 minutes after taking the salvia so bear with me…
After taking the salvia I immediately set down the bong and laid down on my bed (it is dark). I have my head phones on with Paul Oakenfold – Tranceport just beginning. Immediately I feel the tickly feeling that I usually get but it goes away pretty quickly. I feel my vision shifting and I’m being pulled somewhere, kinda like gravity but in an entirely new direction and very hard to explain/understand. The music gains volume and I drift away. I close my eyes and become the music as it rushes over me. At max volume this song rocks my world and soon (and still am pretty much as I still have the head phones on) I become the waves of sound. Everything except my brain and the music waves have drifted away. I am very much out of body as I ride the song and watch patterns of light fly across my vision. I follow a billion, or perhaps more, random thoughts and emotions as I ride the song... It takes me to places I haven’t been to yet and back to places I have been to before… I embrace it with everything I am and let it take me where it will… I let go of everything “I” am, ego and the rest, and ride the song.
After what feels like hours, or lifetimes, but has only been 10 minutes I realize where I am but am very stuck. I can barely move and yet, don’t want to move. I embrace the song and rhythm and let it carry me further than I’ve ever gone before... I disappear again and ride the waves and let all feeling leave me except the beautiful sound. I watch my life pass before my eyes and don’t worry about a thing…
Sometime later I come to and sit up… sitting at my computer I yet again embrace the sound, as its become quite easy to do so now with a little practice… The beauty of it is amazing… Letting all of my feelings, thoughts, and emotions pass by me, I just let the song take me to wherever it wants too… I embrace the void and become one with the life energy… I ride the song further.
Now 30 minutes have passed since I took the hit of salvia and I’m still riding the song but I can type and want to express my experience before I leave it so I have something to look back on… Higher than I’ve ever been in my entire life I can honestly say that this experience has been the most intense thing I have ever felt. Surpassing ecstasy by 10x, yet similar in many profound ways, I can’t keep my teeth from chattering and taking huge breaths like I’m peaking on the best roll of my life... I’m in pure bliss and can barely type/see, but I’m going strong and can’t believe how alive I am. The song has taken me to the edge and back, but I’ve kept some of the journey with me in my heart to remember for the rest of my life. Hopefully I’ll rmember the true extent of it, because, goddamnit, it has to have been the most profound and amazing experience I’ve ever had…
Simply amazing..
I’m still riding strong but I want to see how far I can go. I’m going to take another hit and see where the song takes me this time.. It’s been 40 minutes and I can’t believe what has happened. Lets see where I go. =)
15 minutes have passed and I’m deep into tranceport. I can barely type the song has me so strong. That’s a miracle over 5 minutes ago tho when I couldn’t even even think beyond the song…
The song took me hard and I felt my vision dissect into about 4-20 fields. I closed my eyes or else fear being caught in the multi-dimensional mess I’m normally trapped in while having my eyes open on salvia. Immediately I began sinking in an inexplainable direction and embraced the music as it continued pounding every aspect of my being. I let the song carry me deep into the void and embraced the nothingness. The fractalizing of my being became so strong I forgot the music was even there and I fought to maintain even a bit of sanity and returned to the music. This period is so intense I forget who I am and where I am. I forget everything and only feel incredible energies pushing and pulling me in various directions. I see sound and feel colors and taste reality. I am everything and everything is me for an immeserable eternity. I am spinning and gliding and yet laying on my bed for all of a billion life times. I am emortal.
I realized where/what I was doing in a flash of a nanosecond and let it pass, continuing my journey. Past the faze where my mind totally looses it (this can be quite rough), I focused on the music and let it carry me further than I had previously been. I manage to sit up and turn on Gforce (a winamp plugin) and watch as it visualizes what my mind is generating to the music. I loose myself in it and continue to slip deepr and deeper into the void until I absolutely MUST look away. I take deep breaths and try to focus. My jaw is chattering from the sheer ecstasy of the moment so hard I force a piece of gum into my mouth and take more deep breaths…
I’m loosing myself in it.. and still am.
My skin feels like liquid fire. I rub hand to arm and I can feel each cell of my being. I cring as the nerves send the signals to my brain and I’m overwhelmed. I am dying in ecstasy.
The song is so strong and the feels of sheer ecstasy so intense I can barely think straight. It’s a miracle I can type. I only hope I can remember this feeling later, as it is absouletly incredible. I feel like I’m rolling harder than I ever have before but with zero side effects, I am in bliss. I feel the most pure and clean happiness/bliss I have ever felt, sober or not. It rushes over me in waves like the bitterest cold or most ecstatic orgasm. I’m reeling in it as it overwhelms me.
Taking a break from reality for a little bit... this is too much…
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In retrospect I'm really suprised I managed to type this out while in the state I was in. I was pretty much gone for about 3-4 hours from my first hit. After these 2 hits I took another 2 but was way beyond typing or being capable of expressing what happened. I was so overwhelmed I feared at times I would never be able to return to my normal self..
I have to say that the combinations of coke+alcohol adds amazingly to the salvia experience. I felt so incredible, I don't think words can ever do it justice. I was a trembling, shaking, teeth chattering mess for hours.. felt like the purest mdma peak of my life.. simply incredible. Don't know if I'm going to go back though, it was almost too much to handle.
This was all written while under the influence, so it's a little out there.
....
Most breathtaking and mindblowing experience yet
After taking a good amount of coke and about 8 beers I was alone and a little bored (house is empty and it’s the end of a good long night/week). I decided to take some of my salvia that I’ve been hestitant to use since the last time I did basically the same thing (salvia after a good amount of coke/beer). After taking a pretty big line, I loaded up the bong with dried leaves and 10x and took about a bowl full of the combo…
Most intense experience of my life (aside from doing pretty much the same thing previously but being left unable to recall what happened beside being completely blown away..).. I’m still trippin pretty hard a whole 25 minutes after taking the salvia so bear with me…
After taking the salvia I immediately set down the bong and laid down on my bed (it is dark). I have my head phones on with Paul Oakenfold – Tranceport just beginning. Immediately I feel the tickly feeling that I usually get but it goes away pretty quickly. I feel my vision shifting and I’m being pulled somewhere, kinda like gravity but in an entirely new direction and very hard to explain/understand. The music gains volume and I drift away. I close my eyes and become the music as it rushes over me. At max volume this song rocks my world and soon (and still am pretty much as I still have the head phones on) I become the waves of sound. Everything except my brain and the music waves have drifted away. I am very much out of body as I ride the song and watch patterns of light fly across my vision. I follow a billion, or perhaps more, random thoughts and emotions as I ride the song... It takes me to places I haven’t been to yet and back to places I have been to before… I embrace it with everything I am and let it take me where it will… I let go of everything “I” am, ego and the rest, and ride the song.
After what feels like hours, or lifetimes, but has only been 10 minutes I realize where I am but am very stuck. I can barely move and yet, don’t want to move. I embrace the song and rhythm and let it carry me further than I’ve ever gone before... I disappear again and ride the waves and let all feeling leave me except the beautiful sound. I watch my life pass before my eyes and don’t worry about a thing…
Sometime later I come to and sit up… sitting at my computer I yet again embrace the sound, as its become quite easy to do so now with a little practice… The beauty of it is amazing… Letting all of my feelings, thoughts, and emotions pass by me, I just let the song take me to wherever it wants too… I embrace the void and become one with the life energy… I ride the song further.
Now 30 minutes have passed since I took the hit of salvia and I’m still riding the song but I can type and want to express my experience before I leave it so I have something to look back on… Higher than I’ve ever been in my entire life I can honestly say that this experience has been the most intense thing I have ever felt. Surpassing ecstasy by 10x, yet similar in many profound ways, I can’t keep my teeth from chattering and taking huge breaths like I’m peaking on the best roll of my life... I’m in pure bliss and can barely type/see, but I’m going strong and can’t believe how alive I am. The song has taken me to the edge and back, but I’ve kept some of the journey with me in my heart to remember for the rest of my life. Hopefully I’ll rmember the true extent of it, because, goddamnit, it has to have been the most profound and amazing experience I’ve ever had…
Simply amazing..
I’m still riding strong but I want to see how far I can go. I’m going to take another hit and see where the song takes me this time.. It’s been 40 minutes and I can’t believe what has happened. Lets see where I go. =)
15 minutes have passed and I’m deep into tranceport. I can barely type the song has me so strong. That’s a miracle over 5 minutes ago tho when I couldn’t even even think beyond the song…
The song took me hard and I felt my vision dissect into about 4-20 fields. I closed my eyes or else fear being caught in the multi-dimensional mess I’m normally trapped in while having my eyes open on salvia. Immediately I began sinking in an inexplainable direction and embraced the music as it continued pounding every aspect of my being. I let the song carry me deep into the void and embraced the nothingness. The fractalizing of my being became so strong I forgot the music was even there and I fought to maintain even a bit of sanity and returned to the music. This period is so intense I forget who I am and where I am. I forget everything and only feel incredible energies pushing and pulling me in various directions. I see sound and feel colors and taste reality. I am everything and everything is me for an immeserable eternity. I am spinning and gliding and yet laying on my bed for all of a billion life times. I am emortal.
I realized where/what I was doing in a flash of a nanosecond and let it pass, continuing my journey. Past the faze where my mind totally looses it (this can be quite rough), I focused on the music and let it carry me further than I had previously been. I manage to sit up and turn on Gforce (a winamp plugin) and watch as it visualizes what my mind is generating to the music. I loose myself in it and continue to slip deepr and deeper into the void until I absolutely MUST look away. I take deep breaths and try to focus. My jaw is chattering from the sheer ecstasy of the moment so hard I force a piece of gum into my mouth and take more deep breaths…
I’m loosing myself in it.. and still am.
My skin feels like liquid fire. I rub hand to arm and I can feel each cell of my being. I cring as the nerves send the signals to my brain and I’m overwhelmed. I am dying in ecstasy.
The song is so strong and the feels of sheer ecstasy so intense I can barely think straight. It’s a miracle I can type. I only hope I can remember this feeling later, as it is absouletly incredible. I feel like I’m rolling harder than I ever have before but with zero side effects, I am in bliss. I feel the most pure and clean happiness/bliss I have ever felt, sober or not. It rushes over me in waves like the bitterest cold or most ecstatic orgasm. I’m reeling in it as it overwhelms me.
Taking a break from reality for a little bit... this is too much…
....
In retrospect I'm really suprised I managed to type this out while in the state I was in. I was pretty much gone for about 3-4 hours from my first hit. After these 2 hits I took another 2 but was way beyond typing or being capable of expressing what happened. I was so overwhelmed I feared at times I would never be able to return to my normal self..
I have to say that the combinations of coke+alcohol adds amazingly to the salvia experience. I felt so incredible, I don't think words can ever do it justice. I was a trembling, shaking, teeth chattering mess for hours.. felt like the purest mdma peak of my life.. simply incredible. Don't know if I'm going to go back though, it was almost too much to handle.
