yeah see that's exactly what i was affraid of. Fuck it i'll just stay here i'll catch the fight next saturday when they show it on HBO. I didn't really want to drink just i figured i'd look like a douchebag sitting at a bar watching a fight and not drinking. Thought i probably would be asked to leave as im pretty sure they don't just let people stand there and watch it for free especially if they are not buying anything. Thank yous. Definitely glad i asked. Normally i wouldn't even put myself into this possible situation but i've been trying to see this fight real bad, and had an offer to go see it. Of course after i say fuck it and take the cimetidine with my xan to try to sleep i get the offer? isnt that how it always works out haha? Yeah i've been on sub matenece for awhile im rx'ed valium and i didn't want to waste my valium by over taking it to try and sleep and had left over xan from a time a week or so back that when i got into a situation and ran out of my valium so i took it today. Thanks for the input and possibly saving my life,
Thanks again,
-B
Sure would love to see Cotto win this fight though. If he wins it and i wasnt there to see it, i am going to be so mad at myself for the stupid decision to try and sleep. Not that yous care but it's like im going through a rough breakup and latley just want to be asleep because im miserible while awake, so as i said today said fuck it and took the little bit of xan i had left with the tagamet to try and make it a little stronger, i thought since im already on 12mgs of sub, 30mgs of valium and all that with the .5 xan and cimetidine would knock me out but no luck, just guess i gotta sit up and deal with the misery. Definitely sounds like addictive behavours comming back now doesnt it. Looks like monday i have to talk with my addiction therapist and work this one out before i end up doing drugs again. Thanks again guys and be safe,
-B
Definitely glad i didnt end up drinking. I just noticed i guess it is having a stronger effect than i relised because im talkative and reasponding to almost every post on here that i have experience in. Definitely seems as if it's working stronger. Thanks fella's. Tonight could have been an ugly night.