lmao...the behavioral health clinic is the one that prescribed me the tramadol and effexor...
one more question on this...
is it okay to mix about 200mg (later on tonight for sleep) of diphenhydramine after dropping 16 CCC's? I know the risks with CCC's with the chlor-whatever shit, but I've survived one box many times before...
just out of tramadol til I get to pain management (when marijuana leaves my system in a few weeks; and hopefully they'll give me something better lmfao...I'm on BuTrans...but I feel that 8 norco's is more consistent and does a better job though they're supposed to be equal...maybe it's the partial/mixed agonist/antagonist part of it...once day 3 hits...it's down hill from there...pupils blowing out, then getting small, then blowing out, then getting small, yawning...loose stool (gross I know, sorry...)), but thankfully I got 2 more BuTrans patches left...
PCP told me she won't treat my pain and anxiety anymore because of suicide attempt...bitch...that goddamn picky about a pain contract...and my meds are being controlled by my parents at this point...I can't even get my dexilant or effexor by myself...my parents think anti-depressants are abusable (dumbasses when it comes to drugs)...
OOOOOP...stomach starting to churn...DXM is about to kick maybe...it didn't do shit last night lmfao...maybe it's cause I tried mixing the syrup in a double sized slim fast shake for taste...still couldn't get the taste out lmfao...
anyways...I've already written a novel, so I'll just hit post...
Doug