sadness

[hurromistersparkle]

ok this is my first post...
this was written at a time when, well if u read it, things werent going all that great.
but i discovered life, discovered joy once again. and now im smiling

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life is miserable,
i'm happy no more
just want to cry
smiling is just a thing of the past
too many things to worry about,
too many problems to mend
i just want to be happy,
i just want to smile again
but not just smile with my mouth,
smile with my eyes, my heart