A few years ago I was Rx'd various stims up too 60mg/day of Adderall IR. They worked great at helping me pay attention when used responsibly. However, I soon found myself unable to not binge and would run thru a months supply in a short period of time. Bad shit ensued so I eventually got off and told docs not to Rx it too me anymore. However at this point in my life I have more self control (am Rx'd benzos and use them properly never running out early even tho I am on a relatively low dose). My only other problem drug has been booze, currently I have been sober one month and am following AA.
I have also started to suspect the adderall may have altered my brain to need it more than before.
I am going to a new doc tom. I am going to be honest and explain the addictive effect this drug has on me. I am not asking advice on how to get Rx'd what, just wondering if he can write something on the Rx that would only allow me to pick up a certain amount every few days. If not, is it possible to talk to the pharmacy and legally authorize a trusted friend/room mate to have possession of this Rx in order to dispense to me in order to keep me in check? Btw I never had enough of a compulsion for adderall to seek out other stims/drugs when I did run out. This is assuming the doc gives me the Rx; I know many would not under these circumstances. NRIs make me feel awful and distracted, adrafinil/other nootropics/healthy lifestyle have not been enough.
I have also started to suspect the adderall may have altered my brain to need it more than before.
I am going to a new doc tom. I am going to be honest and explain the addictive effect this drug has on me. I am not asking advice on how to get Rx'd what, just wondering if he can write something on the Rx that would only allow me to pick up a certain amount every few days. If not, is it possible to talk to the pharmacy and legally authorize a trusted friend/room mate to have possession of this Rx in order to dispense to me in order to keep me in check? Btw I never had enough of a compulsion for adderall to seek out other stims/drugs when I did run out. This is assuming the doc gives me the Rx; I know many would not under these circumstances. NRIs make me feel awful and distracted, adrafinil/other nootropics/healthy lifestyle have not been enough.
