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Running Away

E-girl

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If i could spend all my days dancing,
I would.
Last night we cleared the tables, and made room for Brett.
Brett comes every Wednesday night and plays his guitar
And sings for the drunk people
Who crowd around at the dark bar
And babble on and on about hot chics and beer and hockey
None of which i give a shit about.
Brett comes in and sips his Rosemont Shiraz
And flashes a smile at the waitresses
And plugs in his guitar
And i know that for 3 hours
My mind will be forced to be somewhere other than here
And i welcome it.
His voice is so beautiful,
And over a mike that forces everyone else's obnoxious voices to fade into the background,
He sings about love and pain and life
And i dance down the aisles and get lost in it.
When you're alone in this world
All you've got is what's in your head...
The dreams, the fantasies, the memories -- good and bad.
And sometimes Brett will play a song that drudges up some kind of rememberance,
And i want to cry, or scream...
But i put on my plastic smile and keep on serving Coors Light,
Cuz that's damn near what everyone in this town is drinking tonight
While they drown their sorrows in Brett's voice.
I don't know why lately i feel so alone
I just know that the feeling has been growing
And all these thoughts in my head drive me mad sometimes
I wish i had more Tuesdays where me and Danny could just... lay around
And plan our summer over pizza,
And take afternoon naps in my room,
With a fan blowing, and candles burning, and eyes that aren't crying
But those Tuesdays come and go so fast, and sometimes not at all
So thank God for Wednesdays, and Brett,
Who lets me escape from my misery for 3 blissful hours
The last of the drunks stumble away from the bar,
And Brett is checking his watch
And I sigh, knowing i will have to come back to earth
And clean all these tables
And start worrying about tomorrow just like i always do around this time
And then i hear the first 3 notes of that song...
And even before you say into the microphone "this ones for you"
I know you learned it for me,
And i blush...
You probably saw it from across the crowded room
Because you half-smiled
And as you sung it,
I was taken back to summer,
To Washington St.,
To old times and old faces
And nights I'll never forget
"And i don't need you
To be by my side
Tell me that everything's all right
I just wanted you
To tell me the truth
You know i'd do that for you...
So why are you running away?"

Run away... that's all i ever do
But tonight,
I dance in the dining room
And i don't care who's watching...
 
When you're alone in this world
All you've got is what's in your head...
Beeeautiful!
You write with such emotion and depth!
I love reading your words.
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And I ask you if you were writing about "brett andrews", and you replied with, "how did you know!"
I used to crowd into this bar every Thursday night, to hear his voice and get lost somewhere between here and there, for a few hours myself.
Then he stopped coming around.
Hmph... that's all i have to say :)
I am going to be late for work.
heh.
peace.
 
I love coming here and learning how your days are going, how your nights are easier or harder than some before them. Hearing what your heart is grateful or yearning for. Because the way you say things... it's wonderful.
Summer is almost here, hunnie. We're all needing a taste of it right now, and when it comes we'll soon forget why the winter was so hard.
 
Thankyou so much yet again E-Girl for posting your beautiful words. Yet again i was drawn into your work (as i am everytime)... I love reading about the stories of your life... This forum is sort of like a vortex into the brains and feelings of everyone, giving us all a deeper understanding of each other.
When i was reading this piece, i was thinking to myself, damn, i really wish one day i could just go to the bar where you work anonymously, to see this world you are talking about, and who knows maybe my name will pop up in one of your pieces. Its like your a little celebrity to me, this beautiful sweet girl on the other side of the world, whose life im so interested in when reading her work, yet having never spoken to her. hehe :)
But yeah... thanx for this piece... ive been feeling extremely low lately, down (and i have no REAL reason to be), its very strange... been very alone and down in the dumps but no real reason why. :) Ta for bringing tears and a smile to my eyes and face.
 
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that's how i've been feeling a lot lately.
thanks so much for your kind words!
you want to know what helped me out a lot besides music? get into Spring... go buy yourself a new colorful comforter, some new sheets, some flower-scented candles, new bubblebath, new lipstick color... seriously, you'd be surprised at how much COLOR and SCENTS can revive your mood and attitude!
and i've started keeping a scrapbook, or things such as quotes and pictures that i cut out from magazines, internet articles, anywhere... POSITIVE STUFF ONLY... and when i need a pick-me-up, i just flip to any page, and try to inspire myself.
and going to the gym helps too... go join an aerobics class. who needs men? ;) dont look at it as loneliness, but rather independence.
 
your life is so different from mine. at least in the physical realm. the day to day activites i cannot relate to at all. but there always seems to be something going on in your head, something going on in your heart which i can relate to so very deeply.
When you're alone in this world
All you've got is what's in your head...
this is where i happily reside most of the time...
If i could spend all my days dancing,
I would.
and i would too....
Run away... that's all i ever do
But tonight,
I dance in the dining room
And i don't care who's watching...
change "dining room" to "cramped office" and you've just described me.
enough quoting...you rock!! :)
 
You're not alone and you never will be...not while i'm still on this miserable planet...and don't worry...i promise we'll set the date for the wedding very soon...
 
WOW E-girl i haven't been in this section of BL for sooo long and still you blow me away everytime, everytime i read y'r word it's just magic
I love it thank you sooo much for sharing y'rself with us all :)
 
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