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When I used to drink BOOZE I always put on the music telling stories about drinking, beating your wife, losing your family.. and so on, also something more positive stuff!

But now as a drug user I miss all that music and poetry telling about the beautiful hidden half of this lifestyle.
 
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I think the most romanticised of all is the life of an opiate addict.
There is no glamour. There is no chic.
There is only the cavernous despair that opiates temporarily remove... for a price.
And that price, you ask? Your soul.
 
Drugs just give you something you won't experience ever otherwise!

I myself found all the answers from amphetamine. I am, or was, or am, a proud speed addict. Live fast, die young!
I use opioids only in the holidays!
 
Oh, no, don't get me wrong. I've done 2 days without a proper stimulant in.... I don't even know. I know I have 2 sober days from stims, that's all.
Shit, thinking about it: I've been an addict to damn near every class of drugs (dissociatives, deliriants and barbiturates are the only classes I haven't been an addict to) at some point.
Many simultaneously - hey, kids, if you want romanticised: how about a crippling opiate dependency (120mg of M, 3x daily), a slight benzo addiction (6-8mg Diclaz a day), alcoholism (10-15 units/day) and just to top it off: a motherfucking stimulant problem (1/2 ounce of MPA lasted 6-8 weeks, with coke, speed, EPD thrown in). Then add in the usual 2g caffeine/day and 20-30 cigarettes and you have a day in the life of an outwardly functional polydrug addict!
 
SproutBrainFuck - you took it to the top level! That's the correct way and I appreciate it.

What's your situation now? Your drug-related expenses must be pretty big!
 
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Bulk buying and Student Finance - bahahahaha!

Yeah, believe it or not but I'm in training to be a Scientist (MicroMolecular Biologist + Pharmaceutical Microbiologist), and currently hold a 1:1 average. Worst mark over 2 years was a 2:1, a single mark from a First.
 
I actually have a meeting this week to discuss private funding and full lab clearance. Mainly because my Prof. was applauded for his 'brand new' synth/extract route of a fairly rare (and valuable) biomolecule a few weeks ago, and yet was left stunned when I presented him with an alternative route, off the top of my head, which was far cheaper and offered a much greater theoretical yield.

Huzzah!
 
I think you got a serious attitude, Sprout! And I admire it! You're not a bottomless pit of misery crying out for mercy like many others! I'm a hardcore user too, but I don't blame drugs or other users for my choices. Keep up the good work, BRO! Try not to die too soon!
 
Fuck the pity.
My average life expectancy is 27 anyway, so fuck it!
I have 7 years to take life, and the local academic community, by the balls!
The Chem Dept. is trying to blackmail me into giving them the details of my personal research and synth routes - purely for patent reasons, and the obvious benefits of that. In exchange for clearance and funding.
Fuck it, I may just patent them myself without revealing it and give 'em the details afterwards - once they grant my clearance. ;)
 
Drugs bring a lot of joy and sorrow to my life. Speed and danger!
""I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.
 
But what is there to fear? Death? Death is but the ceasing of organic life, it is not to be feared, instead; revered as a ubiquitous part of our biospheric existence.
 
It requires more courage to suffer than to die!

Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.
The greatest test of courage on earth is to bear defeat without losing heart.

Those who lack the courage will always find a philosophy to justify it...
 
I tested my limits, I found my breaking point, and I have faced Death itself in its most natural, honest, physical form.
Those experiences are the foundation of my entire persona.
There is nothing to fear - fear is the absence of the logic to either appreciate or overcome the scenario.
 
yeah I don't know about this thread here...I was a longtime lurker on BL before joining, like 7-8 years, and I always thought the point of the site was to promote harm reduction/disseminate ACCURATE info about drugs and addiction, support one another, etc. as someone who's struggled with hard drugs for a long time now, I guess I just don't like the idea of a "Let's romanticize our drug use!" thread. not to come across as judgemental, but as serotonin system pointed out, lately it seems like this site has changed and moved away from those more high-minded ideals. don't get me wrong, I like the DC forum and having a chance to discuss drug use openly, but really, there IS no romance to hard drug addiction. it takes away all the romance from your life, and before long you get pleasure only from your drug(s), not from sex, not from friendship/love, not from achievement or learning....romanticizing one's DOC seems kinda childish to me. sorry, but if you keep up the fantasy too long, you'll only find a bitter surprise at the end of that particular road...
 
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(6-8mg Diclaz a day), alcoholism (10-15 units/day)
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that makes my 16mg diclaz habbit, drinkin when i can, worse.

but yay for poly drug use! Let me go do more a-php, drink, hey my muscles hurt its time for my diclaz dose that i spilled like 150-200 (atleast 400 diclaz) php in, left unopened and was left with a gram of solid stuff. No idea how to dose now but i get by.

Its a romantic life, one I think i may have to leave behind one day. It'd be like loosing my children.
 
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