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Rolling too Much?

Bearlove said:
^you don't have a hole in your brain and I would bet that you haven't done any long term damage either.

You partied hard and your feeling burnt out, it happens! Stop taking the drugs - eat well, stay hydrated and take it easy - stick to this and you will be feeling better in a few days / weeks.
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Definitely listen to him. There is plenty of people on here, including myself, who have done something similar or worse than your situation. Everything will correct itself. The best thing you can do is stay positive and DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! It's definitely easier said than done but dwelling on the damage you have already done is only going to make it seem worse. You need to stop taking all drugs for a good while though, man. PM me if you would like as I have been through this.
 
Look thizzlam, if I read your post correctly you state that you were taking MDMA for four months straight every week and ended with a week long binge, am I correct?

If I am then I would have to say that I am in the middle of the time period that Bearlove and First Bad Comedown are giving you. I definitely do not think it will take you 18 months to begin feeling better, but at the same time I definitely don't think its going to be a few weeks. I would say 4-6 months you are going to feel a bit off. I don't believe MDMA induced depression is as bad as people say, and honestly think people get depressed because they think they will never be the same again. Everyone makes a full recovery... nobody can argue that.

I used to argue with First Bad Comedown nearly every day on this site, but I really think he is a great source of information now. The reason I am responding to this, though, is because I had a pattern of use very similar to yours except I was rolling friday and saturday of every week. I was not depressed, I just felt different. It only lasted a few months and I just took benzos to feel normal the entire time. Don't take benzos, as that is a whole different story. Just stay positive!
 
Ya amd i was either doing mollys or tested pressed pills straight from bay. i quit smoking weed today becuase if im going to make i full recovery i figured i need to stop all drugs. Ive been taking l phenylalanine its a precuser amino acid. My next step is to improve diet seeing as there will be no more munchies
 
it seems if you have to ask if you're rolling too often, you probably are.
my 2cents.
 
LSDMDMA&9865206 said:
it seems if you have to ask if you're rolling too often, you probably are.
my 2cents.
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True that.

I didn't experience bad shit until I started mixing speed into my rolls. That's all I have to say.
 
Trruth. If you have to ask "Am I addicted/abusing/being naiive/etc, then you probably are. I know LSDMDMA&AMP said basically the same thing, and yea, there is kind of an echo in here now hah. I just wanted to add that because I am in a very similar place to you (OP) right now. LSDMDMA&AMP, I meant no disrespect, I've seen a million of your posts and they're always informative and intelligent, I just wanted to add my opinion as well.
 
Don't worry, 6 months of abstinence at the most is probably all it'll take for you to feel normal again. I went through a few months where I'd roll a few times a week, add to that years of rolling too much. but after I stopped I was feeling fine after around 6 months. It's hard to know how much of it is just feeling messed up from overdoing a drug vs. damage caused due to the fact the drug is neurotoxic. If you abused coke or opiates for a long time you'd probably be feeling messed up for a while after you stopped and they aren't neurotoxic. I'm not saying you haven't done any damage, but a few months to maybe 6 months at the most you will be feeling back to normal again.
 
I was going to jump here and give advice, but it seems everyone else has already given perfect advice.

So the only thing I have to say I guess, is listen to them. =D
 
thizzlam said:
So This time last year for my 18th birthday my friend finally convinced me to try E. It was amazing, but i noticed my friends doing it to much and i didnt want to turn into the a "lost soul" as we call the kids who dose super high all the time every day. I did not want this too happen so every couple of months a messed around with it maybe a couple pills of so not 20 like my friends. Then i started getting into the candy flipping maybe four months ago and i was stuck on it. dosing every week or so, not really caring finally my i had a paranoid trip and i stoped with the lucy. Meet a cool raver chick(probally not the best idea) and starting dosong higher and mutlple days in row. It ended with a week long binge taking up to 15 pills and now im asking for help. Am i skrewd for the rest of my life or is there anything i can do to recorrect the damage, any supplemts or exersise i could do. i was thinking of going to a doctor but i though i would ask you guys first.
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Point blank, you need to go to a doctor. Taking some 5-HTP in the meantime wouldn't hurt. Not permanently, just until you can straighten some things out. Go to a doctor, get on an SSRI and tackle life with a positive attitude. It wont be easy but a strong will is the best medicine.
 
Thanks every one do you think i will be able to enjoy drugs again maybe years from now?
 
Yes - I think the damage will have been undone by then, but it'll definitely take a lot of time. :)
 
I went bezerk on the pills for about 3 years, 10 years or so ago - i took a stupid amount of them, and for me it hasn't been the physical scars but more the psychological ones... i am haunted by those days and they are often all i can think about. I would do anything to go back and do it all again! These days none of my highs are as good as where the pills took me... the only physical effect i can really pinpoint is that i now have the memory and attention span of a goldfish, as do people i know who went as hard as me.

... but i would do it all again :)


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