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time traveler said:
question - does smoking heaps of pot when comming up help one stay put and kill those social ambitions ?
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Im not sure, i just love to smoke lots of pot regardless of the situation ;p
 
"question - does smoking heaps of pot when comming up help one stay put and kill those social ambitions ?"

It depends on the pill, and your usage. But sometimes when you smoke when your coming up you just become etarded and just... space out.
 
toekitten said:
Hi everyone,

I'm not a super-experienced mdma user, but have rolled probably 10 or 15 times in the last 3 years since my first time. I've only ever done it with friends, which is a great time, but I'm curious about trying a solo experience, without the distraction of other people, to learn about myself, come to some realizations, write down thoughts, etc.

What should i be concerned about? Obviously I'll have water, cool environment, cell phone to call someone if something goes wrong, although physiclally i should be fine, as i'll take 2 pills only, no redosing.

I'm more worried about bad psychological effects, since E makes me very social and lovable and I've always had friends there. I'm quite happy being alone while sober (quite intraverted) but has anyone ever had panic attacks or anything weird like that being alone while rolling?

Also, any advice on other enlightening ways to spend a solo experience, other than what i mentioned above?

Thanks for any input,

TK
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I've rolled as many times alone as I have with people I think. I have a total BLAST! But I've gotta have my music... and my WinAmp! And my MilkDrop Visualization app available to me. ;-)

One thing that I have noticed is that when the social urges come on, I tend to call my friends (only the ones that roll as well) and tell them I'm rolling my ass off, and they always are super-duper happy for me and encourage positive vibes. They talk to me even if they're in the middle of something, or they'll call right back asap, cuz they understand how beautiful it is and are happy to be a part of my high. It's pretty cool to have friends like that too, I must say :-)

But I do get restless, and find that it's best to set up contingency options ahead of time, in case I suddenly have an urge to go out!! Very good idea, and you'll thank yourself for doing so later! I make sure I've got my music together for my car, and I will either go for a cool-ass drive around town - usually on the freeway - with my music blasting, cruise the strip... maybe park and get out and walk around with all the tourists & crap. (I'm in Vegas, so it's pretty entertaining :-)

But it all depends on my psychological/emotional state when I drop and what is in the pill (pure/cut - how much? etc). Many times I find it's just perfect to stay in and just get lost in the experience, for the whole night/morning.

One intersting thing about using X is that before you're on it, you tend to expect things to be different than they actually are when you're finally rolling. It's like you forget what it's like or something. So many things change about you that it's hard to predict what you'll wanna do!

Only time I've ever had bad psychological effects (like paranoia, pannick attack, etc) is if I took real speedy pills, then got carried away with the pot (I like to get high on the comedown, every time!). I can only get high a maximum of every 2 hours, and I used to lose traclk of time and smoke too often, and it would really fuck me up... cuz you've got that angst of the comedown, multiplied by the meth, then amplified by the pot. Not a good combo. I've since learned, however, that any negative thoughts I might have are totally fake, and induced by the pills... so I am militant about not taking them seriously. When you can do that, you can really enjoy the entire X trip, comedown included.

But that's me. Good luck!
 
time traveler said:
question - does smoking heaps of pot when comming up help one stay put and kill those social ambitions ?
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Smoking heaps of pot while coming up can totally ruin the peak. That's just the opinion of myself and several of my friends. I, and many others, feel the best time to smoke during a roll (provided you can stand to wait - it can be VERY difficult!) is after the comedown starts, and the waves start getting farther between and shorter... maybe about 2 hours after peaking. You start to get that dissappointed feeling, like it's all going away and not coming back... then you smoke (a couple of nice strong bong rips off some chronic does quite nicely!) a bowl... and it all starts over again! You will feel like you're on your way back up. Enjoy it though - don't overdo the pot - allow the high to run it's course.

That's one of the hardest things for people to do on E... do everything in moderation and really milk everything for all it's worth. But it's always worth it to me. :-)
 
fuck rolling alone, its crazy, I've only ever done it accidentally a couple of times and it sucks...
 
I roll at home alone most of the time now. First few times I did it I wasn't impressed (many years ago) - now I just love it - maybe an age thing?

I think what I like the most is the complete freedom - you can act like a total retard, talk to inanimate objects, try out some never before known yoga/karate moves, meditate on a candle, examine the inside of your fridge in great detail. And of course you have total control of the music

I have 1 room set up very dark with excellent music, screensaver stuff, loads of floor space for dancing. Then I have bedroom with a great view that catches the breeze for lying around on bed talking to cat and having a breather, and then a swimming pool/garden downstairs that I usually wander down to for some fresh air.

Essentials: good lighting (minimal), ice water, magnesium for jaw clenches, 20 lighters and 4 packets of cigarettes if you smoke (and guaranteed you'll spend ages searching for them), pillows and friendly blanket for when you feel like a snuggle, comfie clothes, excellent music that you've pre setup - nothing worse than trying to see your playlist while your eyeballs are bouncing around. That's about it. And if you have a cat or dog, they are just the best...

Definitely recommend getting out and about, go on a little solo mission, even if its just a 10 meter stroll down the road. You generally roll like hell when you get back into your safe little home environment after your big adventure

And just do what the fuck you feel like doing, don't censor yourself - get away from negative patterns of thinking "oh that's just silly/ridiculous, i can't do that". Just do it, whatever silly thought pops into your hard. There's only you, so have fun with you, enjoy your own company

Oh, and, (god I"m going on and on sorry), I like to have a little text file open on comp to type in random thoughts or things i'd like to think about more the next day. Usually great fun trying to decipher what the hell you were talking about.

Above all have fun, this is a really valuable time to get to know yourself.
 
And, exactly like rocknrollller, the only time I've had slightly weird/bad headspace was when I got carried away with smoking dope (usually I don't smoke at all).
 
I can't get over the need to talk to inaminate objects, schmangle, I snap right out of it and think how silly it is.. and then I get up and succumb to the urge for dancing :)
 
Hahaha... that is too funny. Talking to inanimate objects, huh? lol - I've talked to myself quite a bit, but that's about it. 'Guess now I'll be tryin somethin' new next time I roll alone... lol.
 
While I don't dismiss the advocationary few who find inventive ways of self-exclusitively. Doing mdma by yourself seems to be the complete opposite of why people should take the drug, from a self-healing perspective. For a drug that is brilliant because it puts you in touch with the human race, separation from every single inch of the other human mind to reflect onto, and off, seems completely and utterly beyond wasteful.

I would never take it alone. And I really advise you to question why you do, if being alone gives you self revelations.

If you want to half self revelatory insight, take acid or some other infinite piece of escapism.

But if you really want to understand that everyone else exists, that everyone else is a person, from a place called love. Shatter the glass of nothingness and dance in the light of enlightenment. Because anything less would be self depressing.
 
important note

If your a regular pot smoker, you'll enjoy the enhanced buzz once the come up hits. But, if your not a regular pot smoker, then your in for a bad time, for sure.

Pot actually potentiates the MDA in MDMA. If your not a regular weed smoker, your MDMA pill will quickly become a very strong MDA pill. Now, I personally can't stand MDA (I prefer love and empathy over hullucinations and visuals). So, just be aware of this before you go in.

I couldn't imagine doing MDA alone. I'm sure many will disagree, though.

Either way, have a great time and let us know how it went.

Junk ;)
 
deroxor said:
Better Advice;

Go to a Club
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No offence but your kind of a moron. He asked for advice on rolling alone so If he went to a club he wouldnt be alone anymore would he? Use your brain dumb ass.
 
"No offense" but STFU, and dont be an idiot who says "No Offense" when you mean to be offensive. He asked about rolling SOLO, and said he had only done it with friends so if He goes to a club SOLO, With NO Friends, is in a crowd of people he doesnt know, and hes the on E he will have a better time, than sitting at home like some of the E-Tards, that dont have a life. So "No Offense" Douche-bag but you Should use your brain.
 
pretty depressing rolling alone, you think alot about how life is and how shit it is, you think alot still (if your bored) so keep yourself entertained, thats a forsure thing
 
everyone is different but IMO if your a social person best idea is just to wait till your with your friends,

if i roll alone (yes i kno im not you, but im a social person) it kinda drives me crazy not having anyone to talk to or share my experince with.

but if you find that you can have quite a good time on your own, i reckon it will be worth the experience, nothin will go rong its not as if you lose control of yourself or anything, jus make sure youve got sumthin to do to keep you occupied
 
Rolling Alone

I roll by myself all the time. I actually find it much more enjoyable. I enjoy my own company I get to do what I want to do I dont have to please anyone but myself, that may sound kind of selfish but I like it, I also dont have to share my pills. =D
 
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