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rolling at home alone?

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I was just interested in knowing what rolling on good ecstacy pills at home alone is like. I had 2 Yellow Panda's sitting in my computer desk draw for a week and nearly every day when I got home from work I grabbed a pill and stuck it in my mouth too swllow but stopped because when I get pissed or high I like to be around friends, So I waited till friday and pilled with one of my best friends (which turned out to be an awesome nght ). So, is pilling at home alone any good? and if I do is there anything that I can do to make it better? i.e music, lighting, television? I have a friend who is going to score me some blue sky's on monday and I dont think I can wait till friday to drop them. Also, how long does it take for seretonin to go back to normal after pilling i.e if I pill on friday can I pill on monday and get the same effect?

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Hah! man, I used to love pilling at home alone, if I was in the right mood. It can make for a very interesting night on IRC, or playing online games, etc...

That said though, it is a completely different experience altogether than going out whilst under the influence. You will probably feel a need to go out and party and meet up with some friends (or strangers) while you're peaking anyways.

I suppose it all comes down to the "frame of mind" you're in.

As for your question regarding Seratonin getting replenished. I would personally at least wait a month before dropping again, I'm sure you're aware not many good things can result in abusing MDMA, or any drug for that matter.

But I hear somewhere around the fortnight margin or so... is when it starts coming back to regular levels.

Enjoy:)
 
^^^
oops, I mean blue sky's, I cant help but be confused at 330am, godamn I need some sleep.....to many pills maybe, hahahaha, if there is such a thing.
 
Hehe, if you're having trouble controlling your pill usage, trust me... see your doctor about getting prescribed Aropax (SSRI).

This shit has definately kept me away from the pills, not that that's altogether a good thing, I really do miss rolling.
I am actually tapering off (one of the reasons is because I feel the "need" to roll again, I miss it that much!).

But yea... you're right... It aint easy holding onto pills for such a long period of time... it's like no matter where you stash them, they have this "magnetic" effect on humans. :)

Have a Blue sky for me man.
 
Im either a social user or I drop pills and buzz by myself, just love rolling while doing computer stuff makes me code so much better ;) ice does the opposite effect to me, I make too many mistakes coding php or asp stuff...
 
Deformed_Neuron said:
Hah! man, I used to love pilling at home alone, if I was in the right mood. It can make for a very interesting night on IRC, or playing online games, etc...
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haha
yeah, i did this about a month or go. just to see what it would be like. online games, irc, msn.. it was an unreal night :D

not something that i would probably do again.. but well worth the one try :D
 
Yes, I had pills twice alone - stupidest idea ever. Ecstasy is a gateway for social interaction between people. First time alone I swallowed. I was unable to do anything constructive and had no one to relate the experience with (wasted in my opinion)
Second time alone I tried to snort in order to find out what snorting is like. Big F***** mistake. First up, snorting is a terrible method of consumption and next its not pleasant
 
I've done it before, I got really bored. ended up playing playstation then talking on irc for a bit... in my opinion its not really a home alone drug... home with a gf or something would be awesome fun tho :D
 
i get very bored, i've only done it once or twice.... second time I did it at home with a friend and me and her sat up all night playing monopoly .... or .... should I say... *trying* to remember whos roll of the dice it was..
 
keystroke said:
i get very bored, i've only done it once or twice.... second time I did it at home with a friend and me and her sat up all night playing monopoly .... or .... should I say... *trying* to remember whos roll of the dice it was..
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i can just picture..

"Man, this dog is just so nice!"
"its so true! it complements this beautiful boot so well!"
"man, its like this game is the whole world, and its all full of love"

etc etc
 
It would be mad to pill with some close friends in say, your house. Put on some good music and talk the night away.
 
My opinion is that if you have a purpose worth taking pills alone for, such as working through some emotions or meditation then it can be exelent. However MDMA, like any other drug seems to become hard to resist if used in common circumstances. I have done this and without a set purpose it can be pretty bad for your future habits with the drug
 
I suppose it all depends on what mood, frame of mind you're in, etc...

I have had some really awesome time, home alone, by the CD player. listening to tunes (or just constantly smoking cones) thinking about shit I need to fix up at work, or in my social circles.

I personally think every human needs time alone, to think about shit in their life... or even relax and unwind and forget about friends in their life once in a while.

...That *IS* coming from me though. =)
 
I like taking pills alone at home sometimes, just go outside lay on the grass and stare at the stars... or go for a walk around the block/my suburb.... even I like taking small dose of MD** and Mushrooms combo and just trip alone. :)
 
I have rolled home alone many times and had an ABSOLUTE ball! I love trance and dance music almost more than anything, so the feeling of the music on bikkies is one of the biggest highs I can ever have.

I was worried the first time I did it, just in case something went wrong. But never an issue.

I think it can be good due to the fact you have time to think about things that are bothering you away from any distractions in your own world. And whilst your pilled up it's funny what solutions you come up with that you normally wouldn't think of!

If you do it and feel you need social interaction, just use the phone and talk away!

I reckon if your happy with your own company, give it a go. Just for the experience!
 
I've given the lonely roll a good couple of gos and fell asleep on both of them.
I spent time on IRC, msn and playing a few computer games, I attempted to watch some music DVDs and eventually went outside and sat there thinking rolled up thoughts and petting my dog.
After a while i just got tired of doing nothing really, went to my room, lay down and woke up the next morning
They were fun while they lasted I guess.

If you have someone along for the ride its infinitely better imo
 
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