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Metropolisforever

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I have not had any experience with ecstasy yet. However, I was wondering if anyone here has actually taken it by themselves, at home. MDMA and MDA are pretty much the ultimate "social drugs". Cannabis, acid, mushrooms, nitrous oxide... all of these can help improve social situations, but can also be greatly enjoyed alone. But people seem to think that ecstasy HAS to be taken in a group setting. Is this true? Would taking ecstasy at home, by yourself, be a bad idea and/or a waste?

I've heard that, if taken alone, you should focus on stimulating activities, such as taking a shower or bathing.

Thoughts? Experiences?
 
I've done it many times before. Just make sure u have something to do I.e video games, compter just something to keep u busy and make u forget your alone lol and as far as a bad trip? Or a waste? No not at all its more of a different experience when your alone you get more of a sense of yourself? Lol I dunno but its still fun as hell and not a waste.
 
Taken alone it is a wonderful experience. Taken with another person or a group of people you like you like it is an epic experience.

I did it alone when I did it the first time (was too curious, had noone who could trip with me and wanted to test how I would react to it in an environment I am used too) + several other times when I couldn't withstand the temptation of having a roll. Each of this rolls was wonderful for me, I could focus on myself, even just lying on the sofa and listening to music made me the most satisified person on earth at this moment.

But every roll I did alone I noticed how I seek some kind of social interaction, it was pretty hard to sit here and nearly die of happiness and not being able to tell somebody how happy you are actually right now. So thanks to the #bluelighted people and especially Ayla who accompanied some of my rolls and especially my first roll, had an ear for my feelings and supported a very very wonderful night.

Conclusion? Rolling with other people is definitely better, because it adds another layer to the experience. If you are talking to someone who is on MDMA himself, it feels like you would know each other for years. Conversation can get really really intimate (when I rolled with a friend who I know for 22 years now once, we both experienced an astonishing depth in our conversation and we both know ourselves really good!) and that is why it is a truly magic experience imho.

Some people say a roll you do on your own is a waste of material, I think it is also a wonderful experience, but not as wonderful as with a good friend. But I have to say that I am kind of a loner sometimes, I don't have to be accompanied by someone all the time.


tl:dr Try out yourself

PS: A wonderful memory that just comes to my mind. When I was rolling alone some weeks ago I decided to go out. There was a thunderstorm coming up and I found myself dancing to really wonderful music in the woods and watching how the flashes ignited the horizon. I can't forget that picture and what I felt in this moment, still makes me wan't to cry because this was one of the most fucking beautiful sceneries I saw on MDMA.
 
Some people like it that i know, it all depends on your mindset and what you want to do on it. Some people like staying at home, being with a few close friends, or being around alot of people. I've only done this one while actually taking a pill at home and it was an experience wasted for me.
 
ive never taken it alone or wanted to- its so much better in a social setting. and you can only do it so often so why waste it by doing it alone.
 
mdma is pretty much the only drug id never do alone. ive gone home while still rolling and finished my roll alone, but the peak and stuff has always been with people. i just think that E is a drug thats meant for having fun socially, as opposed to something like mushrooms that are for learning so can be used alone.
 
I've done it multiple times in different settings, and every time I just end up wishing I was rolling with other people.

After testing, my conclusion is that it is a waste of good beans.
 
I prefer being around people, or even better just locking myself in a room with my girlfriend.
 
Rolling alone is great. Especially if you are an introspective type of person it can give you a chance to think about your life and gain a lot of insight.

I do often at some point crave interaction, so I might text people or interact online. But it's definitely not a necessary part of the experience. Especially if you can go outside and walk around, it's a very enjoyable and peaceful experience.
 
Ive only done it twice. The first time I was wishing I was with someone else, and kept calling people to talk to someone.

The second time I only took half a pill so it wasnt too bad being alone since I only had a nice little buzz.

Just depends on what you make of it I guess. I enjoyed it the second time off half cause I got to really think about a lot of stuff :)
 
Ive rolled alone a few times and it was pretty great each time. Not amazing since it lacked the social aspect of it, but I had a great time. Bumped up the music, great visualizer on the big screen, showers are great. Theres a multitude of things you can do while rolling alone.

Metropolisforever said:
Cannabis, acid, mushrooms, nitrous oxide... all of these can help improve social situations, but can also be greatly enjoyed alone.
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As for this, personally I would much rather do MDMA by myself that any of the drugs mentioned above. Cannabis, Im not a fan of smoking alone. I feel I dont get as high when I smoke alone. LSD, Ive been diagnosed with depression for years and there is no way I would do LSD alone and also being around people just seems to make my trip that much greater. Mushrooms, Ive never bothered to do them and Im not interested at all. Nitrous, its a party drug where because music feels and sounds sooo much greater and the dissociation somehow brings people together. And if you have nitrous in balloons, you can pass it around to others and offer trades for something as well.
 
i would NEVER roll alone.
that sounds terrible! D: just thinking about it makes me cringe. such a waste, don't do it. if you dont have any friends that are into rolling, just chill with some of your friends and be the only person rolling.
when i first started a lot of my friends were against it so some of us would roll, some of us would smoke, some would be totally sober, and everything would be chill. if you must, i agree with the rest about texting or calling people (: but for your first roll, i'd go with at least one close friend.
 
I have rolled alone a quite a few times. One time when I was watching my ex girlfriends house, I decided to roll by myself that night. I such a wonderful night, even though all I was pretty much doing was listening to loud music, talking on msn and shit. That was like my 3rd time ever rolling (: it was amazing. Another great time was when I stayed at one of my dads houses, this house is huge. I pretty much blasted music on his sick sound system, and explored his huge house along with his barns and feilds(this is in the middle of no where on a piece of his land). Also it was only me there since I can go to any of my dads houses since I know the secreity code and have keys (: it was an amazing time just listening to music, on my laptop. With a big ass house to myself. When it was about 2am I went outside I just layed there in pitch blackness with my ipod for the longest time. I had some of the weridest visuals(shadow people surrounding me, faces in the sky, fucked up animals or creatures with humen heads walking around staring at me.) I was so happy at the time I didn't even give a shit if they were scary, I ended up chasing them around. Everytime I caught one or got close they would dissapear >.< Like if I touched them bang there gone. I kinda thought they were playing a game with me like tag or something. Even though they looked scary as fuck, I was so happy to have something to play with.(I was on a really high dose of mdma and a small dose of 2cb at the time) most funnest visuals I've ever had (:
 
Ive used most drugs in both a social setting and by myself - both settings have advantages and disadvantages.

You dont 'have' to do anything - you do what you want when your rolling as its 'your' experience. Some people shower, some people snuggle up in bed listening to music - purely depends on your mood.
 
littlesparkle said:
i would rather kill myself.because if i did x alone i would kill myself out of loneliness anyway.
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The thing is most people think the same way as your already programmed to think MDMA = Raving / Jumping about / Going crazy with friends etc

When you think MDMA was first used in the medical industry for counselling etc then the thought of taking MDMA for some quiet / reflection time isn’t that crazy. I know several people who have used MDMA as a self help tool to get them over the death of a family member or divorce etc
It’s not all about Kandi / Vicks / Lightshows – but I suppose its something you learn with time
 
Bearlove said:
The thing is most people think the same way as your already programmed to think MDMA = Raving / Jumping about / Going crazy with friends etc

When you think MDMA was first used in the medical industry for counselling etc then the thought of taking MDMA for some quiet / reflection time isn’t that crazy. I know several people who have used MDMA as a self help tool to get them over the death of a family member or divorce etc
It’s not all about Kandi / Vicks / Lightshows – but I suppose its something you learn with time
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I believe when MDMA was used for counseling, it was still done in the presence of therapist who guided the users and discussed with them the various problems that they had problems dealing with.
 
levictus said:
I believe when MDMA was used for counseling, it was still done in the presence of therapist who guided the users and discussed with them the various problems that they had problems dealing with.
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Oh it was - sorry I just meant it wasnt in a clubby social setting that most people automatically think of when they hear the word 'Ecstasy'.
 
im only back from my holidays. had some mdma over there whilst my girlfriend was sleeping. i tried to watch tv for the next few hours but had some extreme eye wobbles and ended up waking her up to keep me company. lol
 
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