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Rolling Alone

livinlife2thefullest

livinlife2thefullest

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I was just wondering if anyone has done this, and what their experiences were like. I have never dropped a pill by myself, but I have been hella bored in my new place, and the thought has crossed my mind. I know it wouldn't be the same, because I love the social aspect of E, and if I was by myself I would either end up talking to myself, or calling people in my cell and talking about random shit. The last thing I need to do is have people thinkin I'm crazy. lol

I don't think I will do it, because I would probably end up regretting it, but I just want to know if anyone had a good time doing it alone.
 
Out on the town at a Warehouse Party 10/10
House party with friends 8/10
At home alone the first few times 7/10
At a well organised rave 5/10 (Not keen on legal events)
At home alone after the first few times 4/10
House party with friends when they play Rock 3/10
Down the pub 2/10

Try it as it's very nice ... but sharing is caring ;)
 
Lots of other posts that you can search out to get more experiences... i myself have not tried rolling alone and would think id go out of my mind trying to find something to do.. but who knows maybe i'll try it someday.
 
i'd find it wouldn't be that great, like clearly u would be in a good mood, but i think i'd find myself wanting to just find someone to talk to and relate too IMO
 
Yeah the first time was excellent but after a couple of times it gets tiresome and boring. I recommend you go to a rave or something where it is much more fun to drop
 
The first time I ever dropped I ended up alone from about halfway through the peak on. I had an excellent time, but as I was in a college dorm I couldn't make much noise, so I missed out on one of my favorite roll increasers: really, REALLY loud music.

Having your own place, this wouldn't be a problem. I guess I'd have to ask you what your favorite parts of the roll are to answer your question here.

My good roll buddy likes being touched, massages, so forth, so rolling alone probably wouldn't entertain her much. I, on the other hand, like loud music, dancing, and light shows, all of which I can do by myself . (I also like talking though, so I'd probably end up on the phone if it wasn't too late...)

It's definitely not something I'd do all the time, as E is a very social drug and many times more exciting with others who are rolling, but every once in a while rolling alone can be fun. It lets you get into the groove of what you like doing (I could glowstick for hours by myself) without having any worries about if your friends are entertained, blowing them up, or other group dynamics issues.

Also, rolling alone lends itself well to meditation/personal exploration rolls, which can be nice if you feel up to that type of thing.

Try it and see if you like it, but don't let yourself get into the habit of rolling alone to fight off boredom. If these boring times happen a lot, it'd be better for your health and future rolls to either invite over friends or just drink and smoke grass.
 
bandit_4203 said:
Having your own place, this wouldn't be a problem. I guess I'd have to ask you what your favorite parts of the roll are to answer your question here.
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Well I do like the social part of rolling, but I also love to dance, so I know I would probably do that for the majority of the roll depending on the type of pill.

I know I wouldn't start resorting to this as a boredom killer, it's probably something I will just try once and then be done with.

I like rolling with people at parties, I guess I'm just curious as to whether or not it would make me seem like someone desperate to get high.. rollin seems like its supposed to be done with lots of people, so that's why I'm curious what other people think.
I'm not desperate, just curious.

Thanks for your input everyone.
 
Ah, no way. I absolutely hate rolling by myself, especially when I have to go home before I've comedown. I just end up sitting by myself watching TV and shaking my leg compulsively, wishing that I had someone to talk to.

But I am uber-social when I'm rolling and sitting at home by myself with no one to talk to is about the worst I can get while I'm rolling.

<E-Venge>
 
I had a broken ankle last year and i was so bored at home all day and on friday night when all my friends were out at big nghts i was really jelus so on 2 occasions i popped a pill, very good ones by the way. the first time was great i was writing oads of shit on the internet watching kool things i found before hand, listenging to music and chatting on messenger. and on the come down used the internet for what was created for ;)
but the second time 4 weeks later it was good but there was no1 on messenger to talk to or nuthing much on the intnert i hadn't done oin the last 6 weeks at home! so i started to get fuckin bored!!! i needed to speak to some1 fast or i was guna waste this great roll. this is when there can be problems about calling the right/wrong person lol luckily i called a fuck buddy she came over sharpish and i was saved! but if every1 was busy i might have been pushed to the point of going to talk to my parents or something! anyway my advice to you is go to a rave a take it, even if ur on ur own u will meet people there wont u. In my opinion with the choice of home alone or at a rave alone i know what i'd chose.

How many times have i lost my mates or just wondered off with random strangers? i've lost count. Whats the difference in turning up on ur own? chances are u will find people to leave with! lol

another option introduce a friend to the bext experience of there life?

(Ò,ó)
 
i find solo experiences are more suited for introspection, in-depth mind work. thinking about yourself and your life can be somewhat unavoidable when you are by yourself with no distractions. if your intent is to have fun, then you are better off finding other people. i mean you can still have fun by yourself, but the experience takes on a different character for me at least
 
If you've done e a bit, and are quite comfortable with it and KNOW how to use the experience, then e'ing by yourself is awesome - tho only if you have a plan .

If you don't have a plan for the experience, then you'll probably find yourself constantly changing your mind about what you wanna do and end up just ringing up people or smacking out and lying around and not achieving anything.

If you prepare yourself for the fact that will not have any social interaction and the only love will be coming from yourself, you will have an awesome, eye-opening time...

I'd also recommend to do it with pills from a deal you have tried before, that way there will be no unexpected surprises - ie. you'll know the strength/quality of the trip and won't end up under/overdosing. I could see taking too high a dose by yourself getting a bit unnerving - i'm sure those who've taken too much before will know what i'm talking about.

That said, GO FOR IT!!!


Respect and peace
:D
 
i've had one solo experience.

a friend of mine and i went to a house party.
it was lame.
we left, he wanted to go home; so he did.
i went back to my place.
i had an extra pill, so i ate it on the way home.
walked in, took a shower, started feeling really nice.
got into my most comfortable shorts and shirt.
put on Sasha's Involver and laid in my bed for hours.
that CD must have played four times.

it was fun. defintely worth the experience.
 
I've rolled plenty of times by myself. I think it's just as much worth while if you don't care if you can't talk to anyone recieve lightshows. I'd make sure you have the usual supplies tho..vicks, gum, cigarettes (menthol for me..hehe)etc. If you want a lil bit of a lightshow tease....and this is if you have a cieling fan or some form of a fan...then you can tie a glowstick to it ...turn on some good music and there you go!
 
oh, i did it so many times...
-play your best music,
-arrange pics, while remembering people and places,
-write something,
-drop a line to your "long-time-no-see" friends,
-have a shower (or bath, while smoking),
-take your clothes and make your own fashion show,
-be a child, smile a lot,
-drink something hot,
-learn another language........
 
Everyone should expereince rolling alone once. I enjoyed it alot when I did it a few months back. I put on the music I wanted and did what pleased. I decided meditate to trance and do a little introspection. Very euphoric and enlightening expereience.
 
I did it on accident once. my boyfriend fell asleep before it kicked :( it was okay. thank fully the pill wasn't that strong, i really had a chance to connect with myself though.
 
Haha, i just rolled last night by myself... kinda fucking strange but yeah... well, i was just in my room listening to my Ipod after dropping, the x started to kick in and i can feel it running through my spines. then all of a sudden i just had ALOT of energy with me... so i jumped off my bed and just hoping around like a idiot at 3 in the morning... barfed a few times cuz the tabs were reallly strong.... lost sense of time, bit through my lips cuz of excessive grinding of teeth... but all in all, a good experience... id prefer rolling with my friends or the opposite sex... but oh well...

PLUR ^_^
 
So I rolled alone.. this was right after I first posted this thread.. and it wasn't bad.

First time in a long time I only took one pill. I dropped it thinking I was just going to sit at home and be a bum... when a friend begged me to go out to the bars with her. I got all prettied up as it started to kick in and before I knew it I was down at the bars having a good time. Everyone offered me drinks, but I wasn't about to have any of that. I think it would have been a better night, if I hadn't met this friend of mine who caused drama. I'm sorry, drama when I'm sober pisses me off to no extent, so you can only imagine how angry I got when it ruined my night of rollin...

I ended up walking home by myself and when I finally did get home I put on some hard NRG and wrote in my journal. Overall it was fun..I would probably do it again.... But parties are where my heart is.
 
livinlife2thefullest said:
... if I hadn't met this friend of mine who caused drama. I'm sorry, drama when I'm sober pisses me off to no extent, so you can only imagine how angry I got when it ruined my night of rollin...
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Like I've always said....Drinking People and Rolling People DON'T MIX...%)
 
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