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Rolling Alone

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Brisgirl

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Have any of you ever rolled completely alone from start to finish. How did you find it?
It's something I think I would love to do, I don't think I would get lonely at all, in fact I think it would be amazing.
 
bit of a waste of an e i found.
if u mean staying at home and rolling, it's boring and i find u only get into the music and thats it. much prefer to roll with gf or close friends. much more enjoyable. as for going out and rolling, in case that's what u mean, forget it, different wavelengh to everyone else is no fun at all.
i guess it's worth trying to find out for yourself what it's like though.
just hope u don't get in any trouble at all!!
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Pillin on ya own is an inner journey of self discovery and can be imensely spiritual...this is second hand info.
Pillin with others, well hell, we all know you want as many along for the ride as possible!
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Brisgirl, I've found that it can either be really good or just a waste. If you've got stuff that you'll be interested in doing, or you're pretty keen to just sit down & think about things then it is really rewarding. Try & have a few different things on hand because you may have an attention span to rival a goldfish.
On the other hand, after a while you might get the urge to have people around, & once that urge hits I've found that whatever I do isn't as good, because I want to be sharing that time with somebody. This sucks at 2.30 in the morning, & I ended up going to sleep (yes, whilst still on it). That might just be me though.
Do try it though. In the words of the world's greatest bodyboarder, "If you don't go, you'll never know".
Cheers,
Ben.
 
You guys,
I totally wasted my first time rolling. At the time I lived by myself and had really no friends. I took one at my home because I had no idea what raves were like and I took it and had the greatest time by myself but it was totally terrible but great at the same time you know? Being by myself was the worst but the E was the best I ever had so I could say it was great but terrible at the same time. I totally wished I can re-do the whole thing again and get more friends! 5 years later I have been doin E every week and can never re-create the beautiful, but fucked up time the first time. Oh well I hate those Oxymorons in life, but thats how life is eh?
DJ DMT
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It depends on the pill and the person. Some of my best experiences have been alone on e. Just be sure that you don't get a speedy one!!!
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Try it out. I found that you need tunes, warmth, coffee, and something to do, be it resolve some issues, meditate, etc...
 
hmmm I find it kinda sucks, I have never taken one specifically to be by myself but have had times after partys or whatever when I am by myself and I get very down 'cause I'm busting for a hug and there is no-one around (except my trusty cat) but then again I am very much a people person.
How about acid on your own? I would be interested to hear anyones thoughts on that.
Knowledge=Power
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ciao, ed
 
umm id have to say i love being alone as well while peaking, I dont get bored. I dont do it much but when i do its good.
hahaha eds-hed ive taught my dog how to E hug, my big beautiful ridgeback is always there for me hahahaha
As for acid, i dont touch it, i dont judge it i just dont use it myself, you wouldn't either if you seen how badly stupid my step brother is, he cant even work he's that bad.
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I tried it once just because I was curious. I set up the room with comfy cusions, blankets, lit candles, had all sorts of music prepared (not just electronic music) and was all prepared for a spiritual journey.
After about half an hour of it coming on though I just got bored. Normally, I can spend hours and hours by myself but not on a pill. I needed to babble with someone!! My flatmates weren't home to talk to and for some reason or another (I can't remember why) I couldn't call my friends. I ended up scouring the net looking for chat partners and not really finding anyone interesting.
I had a bath and tried to write down things but my attention span was shot to bits. None of the music I played satisfied me at all so I just kept changing discs after one or two tracks. And because I wasn't moving around and getting the blood moving, I don't even think i got as much out of the pill as I should have (it was one of the first batch of green CU's so it definitely wasn't the pill).
I ended up taking shitloads of g and sucking down many many whippets to get very fucked up....more so than in front of other people cause I didn't have to think about trying to remain cohesive (is that the right word???)
So yeah....try it. You may get more out of it than I did. But make sure there's a friend at home you can call if you need to babble!
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Of all the times i've ever rolled (2 "real" ones), i enjoyed rolling alone the most. After "taking e" about 6 times, i felt hardly nothing because i would buy at 10.00 figuring why not take it and go work - at the ice cream store :-) I guess the times ive "taken e" at work, work was a little more enjoyable, yet still hardly worthy of being called a roll. Going to a club once on 2 pills had me rolling, but they werent speedy, so i really didnt do much. A few days ago, i tried one of those rolex pills going around (not speedy at all, not too good), and with the help of 2 strobe lights, 1 black light, lots of trance-like music, and other cool gadgets ive bought along the way from spencer gifts, i made a pretty bunk pill into a great roll. Whenever ive been on E, regardless of good or bad, ive always wanted to either be with or talk to friends, or ANYONE for that matter. So do the setup (or as close to it as possible) at your home, and just sit online or something reading bluelight ;-) or talking to friends or RANDOM people online! hehe! Good luck, errr..nevermind, i had Good Luck! :-) I suggest others do the same to give it a chance, youshould like it.
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I've never actually rolled alone so i can't share an experience but i think it would depend on how much you enjoy your own company normally. Some people just don't really like being by themselves when they're straight so of course they are going to hate it on e. But, if you like spending time by yourself when you are straight i think it makes sense that you would also love it on e.
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I love rolling alone if I know I've got something constructive to do eg. work on car stereo or creatively mow the lawn in an interesting pattern etc...
Make sure your confident the task is perfectly acheivable and that you enjoy doing it, crank some tunes, and once it's done the rewarding feeling is so euphoric
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Has a lot of spiritual potential. You can learn a hell of a lot about yourself while rolling away from external influences.
But ... if this is what you're after, go the acid! It will blow your mind. Drop some acid and explore your conciousness and discover your 'true self'. Has the potential to change your life!
 
hmm, there is no way i could handle rolling alone. I am 99% sure i would totally flip out and experience some serious form of panic attacks.
Even when rolling with friends, if i don't have certain people around me i can have serious issues keeping myself calm.
 
i spend lots of time on my own anyways, meditation, contemplation etc. i think for me an E on my own would be a waste. however i think it could be beneficial for some people who aren't as in touch with themselves.
getting to know yourself is fun. after coming down on a pill and everyone is gone home, i've often sat in front of the mirror and had extremely truthful conversations out loud with myself in the mirror.
you can do this with acid too, although expect a twist on the situation. i left a party once high on acid and walked home from the rave (3 hour walk) - not a good experience! yeah i got to know myself, but it was definitely not in the right way! :-)
the use of MDMA can be used in many different ways, just look at your current life situation and think of where you want to go, MDMA will help you get there!
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G'day Tigers,
I didn't so much roll on my own, however I came down all on my own, after one of the most intence pill setions in my life. I couldn't see, talk or anything. I had great fun that day.
That night however, all on my own, nobody to talk to, it was one of the most lonnely times of my life. I really examined myself pscologically; really took an in depth look at myself. Combined with this stifelling feeling of lonelieness- like my heart was going to burst- it was extreamly depressing. I cried quite a few times that night.
Even though going on your own can be self enlightening and spiritual, make sure you have someone to talk to if/when you need them, because I didn't like the place i went to after the joygasim.
huggzz to everyone
Peeking duck
 
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