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Rolling alone... :\

bassboi72

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I think I'll be rolling alone tonight. I don't know where... either here or at a party.

If I really do end up rolling alone, what's some good things to do so I don't get too bored?

Keep in mind, I'll have to be quiet, and if I do play music, it can't be uber loud.

Thanks :)
 
Get a CD player, stick the earphones in your head, press play, and dance like a muthafucka.

It's soooo much fun. I did this once for like three hours in the rain...and I wasn't even rolling alone...just got lost in the music and it took my being soaked to the bone to make me open my eyes and go back to my friends, hehe.
 
hehe... I COULD do that... but as the day progressed on today, I thought more and more about things, and basically, I brought myself down. :\

and if you're willing to know what's the deal, I'll explain.

All week, me and my friends have been planning this weekend. We planned to roll nutz, and just have a great time. Well friday rolls around and we're all pumped as hell, waiting for that night to come. I come home, and I wait until about 6 and I call one of my friends. Lets call her K. K then tells me that they're probably not rolling that night, and going to probably roll saturday night. I'm like, ok sounds good. So then I chill at home all night, and I call my buddy E later on that night. E tells me there's no one doing anything and he's going to his girlfriend's house. I'm like, ok good deal. Saturday comes, and about 2 hours after I wake up I call E again, and he tells me some people rolled last night, and there's probably nobody rolling tonight. So I'm like, aww alright. Then a bit later, I tried calling K and her boyfriend answers and tells me he'll call me back. I have yet to recieve this call, and it's been 2 hours. Speaking of the devil, he just called. I'm just thinking that they are all against me or something, or don't wanna be around me when I'm rolling. Oh well.
 
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Honestly, I think rolling alone could be really cool! I haven't done so yet because I am afraid that I would get lonely, but then again when I am on E, it always feels like all is well in the world, therefore it should be fun! I do want to get up the nerve to try this... has anyone done so and if so, what was it like? Also like bassboi said, what do you do to stay entertained? I have one I'd like to take soon!
 
I rolled alone tnite. I do it all the time. I enjoyed music and I let my thinking help me work out some personal issues I've been going thru lately. I feel MUCH better now! :)
 
Ive always found MDMA to be a more people/social drug sooo much more enjoyable with a bunch of people. ive had MDA alone and it wasnt that good an experience, just got a tad too intense and yeh i ended up turnin on the TV slowin down the music and everything...... the visuals.... 2 crazeE
 
i think all you need is some good beats. don't think you'd be bored. just lie back and breeeaaatthh in deeeep. Ahhh.... and you'll be rolling and in that heavenly world of your own.

Good stuff. If that happens to get kind of dull, maybe some visualizations. I like strawberryaid on Windows media player.

For me half the fun is rolling with your friends, and doing all the things that feel good on e and laughin with your friends cuz they're enjoying it too. Nice to have ppl to talk to as well and watch people doing their lightshows and tricks.

Have fun.
 
BilZ0r said:
It's a waste of a pill.
I disagree. It can be good for introspection.

Even when I've rolled with friends, I've gone apart from them for periods to just be with myself and to think about myself, etc. I guess I'm just a self-obsessed jackass. :D


As for bassboi: ya, new friends might be in order. That's just cruel what they did.
 
I don't think you should need a pill to think about yourself. Infact, I think you should be able to think about yourself better, when you're not on any drug at all.
 
I've rolled alone once before and i wouldn't do it again, complete waste of a pill i think, because E is a drug where you want to be around people and talk shit, you don't want to be sitting at home clean off your face, you want to be out going mad on the floor, go to the party and be a nutter.
I've never actually dropped on my own before though, everytime i drop by the time i go home the pills haven't worn off and sometimes this really wrecks me' head, just saying to myself...ah fuck there's no parties on and i'm heading into the house but once you get into the house, smoke a few pipes, have a feg, chill out in the warm bed with the cd player and some rave tunes blasting away in your ear while you feel the rushes you realise how brilliant everything is...just sitting there while the sun's coming up still off your face listening away to the music. :)
 
Drug-induced transcendence? That's a new one on me. But generally no. I believe that the brain is a highly tuned organ, and pissing around with it chemically, make its do stupid things, which at the time, might seem reasonable within your conciousness, but ultimately don't tend to hold much worth. Sure, you can come to meaningful conclusions, but I think that if someone should be able to come to those conclusions without the use of drugs.

Nitrous is the best example. I don't know if this is universal, but all of my friends, during a nitrous high, feel they understand the universe, that they have solved some deep spiritual unknown problem. When they come to, they can't remember it, and its because it doesn't make sense, its not that they answered a question, its that they had the feeling of solution. There is no question to answer, so one can't solve it.

Equally, I don't really believe in Nootropics. Sure, certain drugs can increase short term memory, and maybe long term, but there will be a cost, whether it's increased seizure risk, quicker loss of memories, lower concentration. And I also don't think that really makes you any 'smarter'.
 
rolled alone wouldnt work i need other ppl when im rolling because i feel there what there feeling and feed of the energy... only when im on MDMA not MDA...im antisocial on MDA i hate it
 
ive rolled alone once and overall i didnt really like it. i need friends around me to talk shit but i sorta fixed that with a mobile fone until the creditz ran out :( . i ended up going to a park late at night and cos i was on a good mda dose i tripped out ALOT e.g. watched the stars move around in time to the music i was listening to, watching the trees sway when there was no wind also the branches would twirl around lolz plus i got this recurring sound of trees falling. but overall i dont think its worth it i know for sure i wouldnt have bothered if it was mdma my best guess is i did it cause i was soooo bored out of my head. but each to their own i know people who love to roll alone
 
I've rolled alone once. It wasn't very fun, as i spent the nite watching Fear and Loathing... and listening to some tunes.

E is much better in a club setting or with a close friend/SO, it shows it's true strength in those situations.
 
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