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Rolling alone at home

i always roll alone these days - E has turned into a sorta antisocial drug for me
usually i just listen to music, go online or i go for long, trippy walks
and yea, i always gotta have some weed with it, it seems to extend my roll
 
MDMA can be as therapeutic alone as with rolling with friends, if not moreso. give yourself the opportunity to get to know YOU better. do something you've always wanted to try but friends would never allow/want to try, pleasure yourself in ways you'd never thought possible or just meditate. there are lots of things to do while rolling alone and if you find yourself getting bored, you're just not creative enough ;)

have fun!
 
yeah i roll alone sometimes, i kinda like it... im a music producer so usually i just sit there and make music while im rollin, its fun... its also nice to just sit there and roll and smoke blunts while your rolling by yourself... ummm video games, anything involving music, etc...
 
One time I was on a couple somewhat methy pills after having had a little bit of alcohol at a roll party, and the rolls started kicking my ass. Well I don't remember what I did after that, but I do remember getting kicked out, and well.... that was the first time I've ever been rolling by myself. I ended up calling like 3 people at 4am asking if I could come over, further making an ass of myself. I'll never intentionally roll by myself again, it was really depressing.

On a side note I topped out my speedometer at 115 mph on the highway driving home 8)
 
I like to roll at a party.. those nights when I actually get home just as I a starting to come down is the best.. I start to feel tired but am in the "safety" and comfort of my own home. I can think about shit and do whatever the hell I please. Its actually quite fun!
 
Yea I feel like trying it on my own soon, I always go into my little world when im out anyway, because my favourite part is drifting off to the music with my eyes shut. Also I just get para about how fucked I look to other people because they don't roll, plus my eyes give a real evil stare that I cant control (don't even know I'm doin it) and people get scared of me, like I'm going to fight them, even though I'm a really nice person :) and thats not a nice way to feel when your rolling, kinda ruins it abit for me.
 
Trogdor said:
On a side note I topped out my speedometer at 115 mph on the highway driving home 8)
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ha reminds me of this random episode of texas ranger where these kids took speedballs to help them workout, then out the way back the kid's all strung out on meth and kills himself after crashing his motorcycle. the facial expressions as he was joyriding were priceless. reefer madness status
 
Catfish said:
Dorp the pill and look at porn all day and realize how great life is.
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Ive dropped before and put porn on didnt realise life was so great what i did realise is i'd need viagra or simalar to get an erection while on x :( all returns to normal after though kinda worth it for 5 hours
 
this can be fun sometimes, but not too often .. usually makes me too social to want to be alone .. but as a special treat, like spending a beautiful day (or night) out on a lake on an island .. well you could toss in some shrooms or acid .. and a bowl ..
it can be nice! :)
 
drugxbleh said:
Is it a good idea?, I only have one pill left, and none of my friends can score any and my guys out. Its been about a month since my last roll, and i just wanna expirience it again, I got weed and music. Anyone ever roll alone?
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why rush it mate? Just wait until some more ideal setting is available... That's what I would if I were you..
I would say one of the most important things with MDMA is socializing & feeling empathy for other human beings around you..
 
i dropped a pill once on my own bcoz i was bored whilst having a day off college, i was soooo bored at first until i started doing stuff. Going for a walk whilst listening to really loud headphones and smokinga couple of joints on the walk is amazing, you feel like walking and never stopping, i was out for like 3 hours just wandering round the woods admiring nature, really good experience i say try it. Also if you meditate try that, its amazing!!!
 
Rolling at home for me was good at the time but in retrospect it's a waste. Best save it for a club atmosphere, or with close friends at home.

By yourself it's just not as good.
 
i'm one of those weird cases: i enjoy rolling alone. people kill my roll with their shallow bullshit. nothing more relaxing than lighting a few candles, listening to sirius satellite "chill channel", and a bit of self-exploration...
 
I was going to start a new topic but this one is close enough to the "dilemma" I'm , facing. Later in December I'm going to Utah with my two best friends and aside from bringing the regular necessities I was debating whether to bring some pills along for a night when the three of us can roll and enjoy the snow and the lights in the town, or possibly go snowboarding? Wondering what your opinions on that situation were. Thanks guys.
 
Taking MDMA alone is almost like a different drug entirely. I find it to be less intense this way. I notice that without people to connect with, I just finding myself monged out and staring at lights in my room. Not exactly how I want to spend an evening in retrospect, but it is proper fun at the time. I have never been able to use MDMA to self-analyze all too well but it allows me to connect with other people better.
 
I roll all the time by myself. Just like most of the coments it really isn't that bad. It depends on what type of person you are. Are you independent? Can you do things on your own and still have a good time? I can actually say that I can. The only thing that I have a problem with when I roll by myself is that I can't talk to anyone in person. If you do often enough by yourself you'll learn what to do and how to handle being by yourself. Basically you'll get used to it. Don't knock it till you've tried it!!
 
Do it. Its fab. Often get a knock on the door though from neighbours or security as the stereo has some how been notched up a few levels. I get absolutely lost in my music. Don't have to worry about pleasing others' tastes cause its just you.
 
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