Rivotril, Gabapentin, R-Calm, weed.

[Hyperfocus_Flow_Oddball]

I am very sorry, I am new here, excuse me please if this is the wrong place to post this.

I was voluntarely admitted to the psych ward because, well, I had my reasons, but actually I do not belong there, so I had to go home because they needed beds for people in a crisis.

They gave me all this medication and without abusing it, due to a tolerance break I am as high as fuck...

I am expressing sentiment in each of my confessions, I am struggling not to abuse them, I had severe addictions in the past...

I just would like some support, whatever really, an interesting talk, advice, just some support...

Thank you very much.

 

[Señor Moreno]

Hey Hyperflow, don't apologize, you aren't disturbing, you are welcome and I think that if you are looking for support your thread could fit in here, and if not a moderator would send it to it's place and point you in that direction.

I read in your presentation post that, apart of the drugs that you stated in the titlle, you are also on morphine, aren't you?
So, are you allways taking it all as prescribed? If so, why do you feel you could start abusing it? Are you stressed, depressed, tired of it all? Or are you suffering physical pain also?
To be honest, I think that it is a very good starting point that you are aware of the danger, it means that you do know yourself and that gives you a big advantage over other people who keep getting worse and worse and then, suddenly, one day they just found themselves abusing the hell out of their scripts, or into horrible drug binges, without having seen it coming.
Your best move is to explain how you feel to your doctor, tell him or her what you think is wrong with you and maybe they could help you by adjusting your doses or otherwise, therapy or whatever. I honestly think that that's the best option