• Bluelight
    Shrine




    A memorial
    to Bluelighters
    who have passed away

RIP Mariposa

We had a falling out (like a few others I see...) back when I was in school in NorCal, but before that we were very close friends & spent lots of time together; she knew my late husband Ryan well, too. Over 15yrs ago! I am shocked she actually ODed from alcohol but that was always her weakness, and just goes to show how arbitrary drug classifications are. I hope you're in a better place, Jillian. Prayers to her father, a good man I had the pleasure of meeting.
 
I saw a girl with wavy blonde hair walking a husky up my street and i felt like i'd been punched in the chest. For a moment i actually thought it was you... I miss our chats.
 
Infinite Jest said:
I am absolutely in shock about this, she was one of the best of all BLers. We had some great times together in San Francisco and at Coachella.

When I was going through a pretty bad time she had some great words for me, that I've never forgotten even 11-12 years later. Absolutely shattered to see the news on FB.

RIP J. Hope you're with your mother now.
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Heh, I still associate you with this place, we shoild talk more tbh.

Mariposa, could use a little of your sass today@
 
Ms Jillian,

I was dozing off just then, and in my half asleep state, you randomly popped in to my head... well, i'm listening <3

I still miss you, my heart feels squeezy pang whenever i think that you should still be earthside, damn it <3
 
All I can say is wow the pain I feel to see this thread. I think of you so often. Jillian you will never be forgotten. You were there for me in some dark times I went through. I know they have a special place for you in heaven. I don't know that there are many special souls like yours. 💞
 
I wish you were here, your presence is missed in my life.

There is comfort in reading old posts yet talking to you is never going to happen again and it is such a loss.
 
✿Dai₷y✿ said:
Am very thankful to have gone to meet her, unfortunately mariposa and dextermeth are both deceased now. Having both in same room was very fun, won't ever forget them.
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These are the two people I cried hard about. Jillian was such a good friend, considering we'd never met in person, and Tim was a very special person to me, even if he drove me up the wall. The pain of his death felt by some of my most beloved people played a huge part in my grief as well. But yeah, i cried big when i found out about Jillian and Tim :cry::cry::cry:
 
I did not know her but i send all my love to her family and her friends. It is triggering me a bit because i found my father the same way, but no worries, this was years ago. All my good thoughts, all my energy I sent to the people that are totally desperate now because of her loss.

Rest in peace, Jillian.

JJ
 
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Its tragic to see that there are many in this thread that have also died.

Its been years, Jillian, many more till we see each other again. Remembering you as always.

<3
 
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