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RIP FlyWithCloudNine

Mixing DXM with amphetamine can be fatal. It isn't guaranteed to be fatal, but it certainly can be if the doses are right, and the argument that "any drug combo can be fatal" isn't valid in this case because DXM/amphetamine has a greater risk of fatality than most drug combos do.

Regardless, lets not ruin this thread with that kind of discussion. I encourage you to bring it to Other Drugs where it can be discussed in detail. This thread is where we will remember and celebrate Cloud_9's life and mourn his death, nothing else.
 
I just talked to his mom again for about 45minutes...she is devistated and explained its been a battle.
it takes a week for the toxicology(sp?) report...

What i DONT understand is, I got a weird message from him on aim saying "hey man, im in costa rica"
This was in the last 48 hours as my time stamp said (20 hours xxx minutes ago). I dont understand...because his mom said he passed away before this.

I talked to him everyday and we shared our struggles and battle with addiction and depression, and would talk about anything and everything. I know for a fact this wasnt a suicide.

I dont fucking get it tho??????/ He said he was in costa rica??? like wtF???? and the times dont add up...

chris please rip but if you are out there and hiding or ran away or something please dont do this.





""""Mst people would categortise this as a "Call for help!"
I just call it monday night...

Kyle: I have an almost "FULL PROOF" way of fixing your situation.... no questions, just stay confindent and we'll talk ASAP...Tuesday at 7:45AM[/B]\""""""




That was his AIM status message...we were talking about me and how ive been feeling really depressed lately....like....I dont understand Chris...he is not stupid..he would fucking NOT taking 1000mg of methadone or whatever shit you guys are claiming....He also said he had recently got a different kind of a-amph script that was RX or something?

I DONT KNOW...please....i love you man.....<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 please look down on me and give me strength man, be my guardian angel...I need you<3 :'(

I hate how I didnt even get to hear what he wanted to tell me, it could have saved his life, or mine...sorry for going on and on....<3<3

R.I.P
 
OxyKid69 said:
I just talked to his mom again for about 45minutes...she is devistated and explained its been a battle.
it takes a week for the toxicology(sp?) report...

What i DONT understand is, I got a weird message from him on aim saying "hey man, im in costa rica"
This was in the last 48 hours as my time stamp said (20 hours xxx minutes ago). I dont understand...because his mom said he passed away before this.

I talked to him everyday and we shared our struggles and battle with addiction and depression, and would talk about anything and everything. I know for a fact this wasnt a suicide.

I dont fucking get it tho??????/ He said he was in costa rica??? like wtF???? and the times dont add up...

chris please rip but if you are out there and hiding or ran away or something please dont do this.
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I'm not going to go into this now, but he hasn't run away and isn't hiding, he really is dead (as far as I can piece together, it was an accidental overdose). I'll explain everything to you later as you were close to Chris. I'll talk to you later on, and thank you for the kind words, Chris was a really good person.
 
FWIW, I got that same message from him on AIM saying he was in Costa Rica on Friday (I said Mexico earlier but was mistaken).
 
I just have a question that Im surprised hasnt been asked.
Is it possible he took 150mg of methadone as opposed to the 1150mg?

I know that cloud_9 stated in his AIM message that he took 1150mg of methadone, but isnt it entirely possible that he took 150mg and accidentally pressed an extra "1" before the "150" (if you notice, there were several other typing errors he made when he wrote the drugs he took).

I know that for someone with his tolerance 150mg of methadone would not likely be lethal, but it could easily be the other drugs that caused the fatality (especially the DXM/amphetamine combo).

I just find it hard to believe that someone as well-informed about drugs as he was would take 1150mg of methadone unless they were really attempting suicide. Since many ppl here have said that they are certain that this wasn't as suicide, then I just dont see how he could have possibly made the decision to take 1150mg of methadone. With this in mind, doesn't it make more sense that he actually just took 150mg and mistyped?


In any case, I never got the chance to know him but I keep hearing nice things about him. I dont know what lies beyond this life, but whatever it is, I hope that he has found peace. Let this tragedy also serve as a reminder to everyone that we are all playing with potential poisons and we must never let our guard down or become careless.-DG
 
BL is a beautiful community. When a fellow Bluelighter dies, I, and many lose good friend. I have said it before - all my friends outside of my family are Bluelighters - kind and intuitive people who genuinely care about the well being of each other. We are passionate about chemicals and not sorry for that fact.

Any question that has an answer can be solved here. The collective strength of our minds never ceases to amaze me

Rest easy, Cloud 9 <3
 
Love you man.
The funeral is tomorrow, I might be flying out tonight...i have been speaking with his mom...She is so sweet and such a nice person.

<3<3<3 RIP <3 <3 <3

Im still confused about his cocktail and why he was doing this...he wasnt dumb by any means and was very educated. I wish I was online when this was going on....ugh.
 
daddysgone said:
I just have a question that Im surprised hasnt been asked.
Is it possible he took 150mg of methadone as opposed to the 1150mg?

I know that cloud_9 stated in his AIM message that he took 1150mg of methadone, but isnt it entirely possible that he took 150mg and accidentally pressed an extra "1" before the "150" (if you notice, there were several other typing errors he made when he wrote the drugs he took).

I know that for someone with his tolerance 150mg of methadone would not likely be lethal, but it could easily be the other drugs that caused the fatality (especially the DXM/amphetamine combo).

I just find it hard to believe that someone as well-informed about drugs as he was would take 1150mg of methadone unless they were really attempting suicide. Since many ppl here have said that they are certain that this wasn't as suicide, then I just dont see how he could have possibly made the decision to take 1150mg of methadone. With this in mind, doesn't it make more sense that he actually just took 150mg and mistyped?


In any case, I never got the chance to know him but I keep hearing nice things about him. I dont know what lies beyond this life, but whatever it is, I hope that he has found peace. Let this tragedy also serve as a reminder to everyone that we are all playing with potential poisons and we must never let our guard down or become careless.-DG
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Knowing how much methadone Chris took when it was just methadone by itself... it is more likely it was 1.15 grams. Obviously there's a possibility it was just 115mg, but I doubt it.

You are right though, he was mistyping a lot right before overdosing. :(
 
I know it's so hard not to speculate about things like that when we lose someone we care about - I've done it countless times with close friends I've lost - and in no way am I trying to be callous, but does it really matter how much of what drug he took at this point? He's gone, and we'll most likely never no why. Trying to figure out minor details like these are just our way of holding on, wanting to know why it happened. Any time anything major like this happens, it's totally confusing to us when it lacks any explanation. Again, this is understandable and totally natural to do, but it's not going to change anything.

I suggest we remember Chris and keep him and his family in our thoughts instead of worrying about the details and trying to answer a question we'll never be able to answer.

I mean this post with as much <3 as I possibly can. My thoughts are with him, his family, and all of you - his friends.
 
sixpartseven said:
I know it's so hard not to speculate about things like that when we lose someone we care about - I've done it countless times with close friends I've lost - and in no way am I trying to be callous, but does it really matter how much of what drug he took at this point? He's gone, and we'll most likely never no why. Trying to figure out minor details like these are just our way of holding on, wanting to know why it happened. Any time anything major like this happens, it's totally confusing to us when it lacks any explanation. Again, this is understandable and totally natural to do, but it's not going to change anything.

I suggest we remember Chris and keep him and his family in our thoughts instead of worrying about the details and trying to answer a question we'll never be able to answer.

I mean this post with as much <3 as I possibly can. My thoughts are with him, his family, and all of you - his friends.
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I know part of the explanation, but it's a vague and speculative one. It could have been health related problems but I doubt it.

I just still don't want to share what I know with most people on Bluelight out of respect and because speculating will truly get us nowhere and I agree 6/7, it doesn't matter what he took.
 
I've never really talked to him, but I've seen him post quite a few times.

RIP Chris! Return back to the stars, where all life and matter came from!
 
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