I came on BL to look up info about subs and I decided to search your name. You were one of the few names left alive of the old crew. Last time around we both happened to be making rounds on BL at the same time and said hey.
You were the spark of so many fond memories. You were there with me and Dan for the road trip to pick up Belle as a puppy. I still tell that story, of you on DXM melting into the backseat. She died this year too. And when we had a group of friends at your house while we were rolling and late late late into the night when everyone was frazzled out and didn’t expect it you whipped your dentures out of your mouth and threw them onto the table and the people who didn’t already know YOU started screaming. I’m heartbroken at your loss. I’m heartbroken for your family, especially your mom and sister who were beautiful kind welcoming people (all of which encompassed who you were and who you were raised by). Speaking of which as depraived and drug ridden times at your house could be, it was still so insanely cozy. I remember you making us tea and biscuits. Sometimes when I do it still I embody that cozy feeling I had at your house. Like prim and proper meets deprived basement lunatic. What a mix.
I could go on forever.
I hope you and Dan and Belley, and your Dad, and everyone else we have always loved are enjoying the crazy fractal waves together of all encompassing love and happiness.
