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Riding my high well but all alone

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TronMan23

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I'm starting day 2 after going hard literally all day yesterday and not sleeping last night, I feel real good but after being alone in my house all day yesterday without any person to person interactions, I'm starting to worry about being so.... Idk just lonely and wondering if anyone else is up and how you're all doing today? Anyone doing anything fun or even just chilling and having a lazy day? I think this is the right place to post this but idk if I sound stupid or anything, I geuss I'm just looking for another person to acknowledge my existence and maybe just say hello :)
 
You sound high.

what are you high on?

You could post in the lounge in the TTYS threads if you just wanna talk. it's just hostile over there man

yes I'm here tho.
 
I've been doing crystal. I have plenty experience with it but still always read through safety info on here to help remind myself of what I need to be doing that I alone might forget. So I have been staying as healthy as I can while I go at it but I went 4 nights without sleep last week and made it through work great but while i was racking a rail the 5th night I just fell asleep in my chair. Good thing my work week ended that day because I woke up at 10 am yesterday morning and had slept for about 10 hours. Anyway since my weekend started and I had nothing else to do I pulled out the clear and decided to keep going and here we are almost 12 hours after that :/ thank you for replying I hope I don't sound super whiny or anything I'm just not sure what to do.. Have nothing planned and no work today or tomorrow even so what should I be doing with that time?
 
listen to some music man. Enjoy the euphoria. I love to do that on euphoric drugs. Like just listen to music. I know how amps can be with the paranoia tho so i usually take a bennie before and smoke weed during so I can eat.

Don't binge too much on that stuff tho man. It's rotten shit. Last stim binge I had gave me insane heart-palpitations, heavy left arm, numbness, chest pains, brain pains. But I was mixing MPH with D-MPH.
 
PotatoMan said:
You sound high.

what are you high on?

You could post in the lounge in the TTYS threads if you just wanna talk. it's just hostile over there man

yes I'm here tho.
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Quite to perceptive I must say.

@TronMan,
enjoy your day off, sometimes we need a break in order to keep going forward.
Hope you do succeed. Either way welcome and keep in touch..
 
That's a good idea I'll listen to music and get some weed to help me calm down. Yeah I did about one 3 day run every month or two last year with friends every time and stopped in December because I didn't like the side of them drugs eventually brought out. But this month I said "why not just do it alone" but you have a good point anything I use that requires constant maintenance and attention to keep my body functioning semi normally is really not something to be taken lightly. I'm gonna get off bluelight now, I'm starting to worry that I'm making one of those long inebriated posts I always see on here, and don't want to be judged by anyone who doesn't really know me. Thanks again I think now I can go forward and not dwell on how alone I was because there are still people out there who care enough to say hi to me. Have a good day :)
 
ya man. the hedonism side of drugs is the funnest but darkest side. Like just getting blazed on sum pot n melting in warm euphoria fucking seduces the shit outta me.

it's why I don't think I should fuck with opies. did that with Hydro once and it was love at first rush.
 
Love and hate relationship with opiates. One of the best highs ever. Worst withdraws, never the same again..
 
I've been doing a bunch of "fast" (what every goddamn tweaker 'round these parts calls it) too lately, unfortunately. I seem to have a lot more self control with it than most people I know; however, people literally give it to me for free, in exchange for giving them rides and such (most of them seem to be heroin junkies who just use meth to wake up...I've never been given opiates for free) and it's really, really difficult for me to turn down free drugs. Like, really hard. Plus the quality of the speed here is actually really good, for the most part. The one individual I usually do it with always has some of the biggest, most beautiful clear shards I've ever blasted into my sinuses. The high is sooooo smooth and it lasts for hours and hours and hours, til you suddenly realize that you've been up for days and you still don't feel the least bit tired. As good speed should. I never get heart palpitations or chest tightness or anything like that from it, either, although when I've been up for a long time my body starts to ache.

It's just too bad it's such a "dirty" drug, because it's really the king of stimulants IMO
 
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