Reversing the Spiral

Hello, Mr. Guillotine
My name is not important.
still searching for my reprieve
of course these thoughts are distorted.

the somber days are still effevescent
why? oh, i know..
sweet screamin' dreams are so lucid
please continue to grow.

i want to posses empathy
instead i obtain apathy
everyone is here to help me
why dont i want me
why wont i recieve

elude attitude, allude something new.