skinwalker
Bluelighter
Hello everyone:
Im so glad to have found bluelight! After over ten years of abstinence from psychedelics. Im ready start my new chapter in life. 6 months ago i had my first dmt trip which really threw me in a loop, 2 months prior to that i had taken about 2 grams of shroomies. Im starting to prepare for another wave of trips with shroomies and possibly venture into the salvia realm. My motive is personal/spiritual growth to prepare for my first born child and to be best father that i could possibly be, which i unfortunately didnt have. Obviously my way of thinking isnt conservative otherwise i wouldnt be here. I feel this is my only way to truly express how i feel as my family and friends have different outlooks and dont fully understand (or want to) my drug use. The more i try and explain the more crazy i feel like i sound. I feel im just on another level than those who close their minds and hearts to what is really out there, which in a sense is a pretty lonely feeling.
Im so glad to have found bluelight! After over ten years of abstinence from psychedelics. Im ready start my new chapter in life. 6 months ago i had my first dmt trip which really threw me in a loop, 2 months prior to that i had taken about 2 grams of shroomies. Im starting to prepare for another wave of trips with shroomies and possibly venture into the salvia realm. My motive is personal/spiritual growth to prepare for my first born child and to be best father that i could possibly be, which i unfortunately didnt have. Obviously my way of thinking isnt conservative otherwise i wouldnt be here. I feel this is my only way to truly express how i feel as my family and friends have different outlooks and dont fully understand (or want to) my drug use. The more i try and explain the more crazy i feel like i sound. I feel im just on another level than those who close their minds and hearts to what is really out there, which in a sense is a pretty lonely feeling.
Welcome to Bluelight!!