Ive been tapering from 2520 mg of morhine daily. I took pain meds for20 years to control chronic pain. It worked well and I was able to function. That is until one day I realized something wasn't right. I'm taking enough to kill a small horse,but no matter how much I'd take, the pain was still there. It was as if I were taking placebos. After a few months of falling asleep everywhere, still hurting, I decided to try surgery for the fourth time. And when the first three failed, that's a hard decision.
Surgeon tells me I have to decrease meds bc he won't be able to keep me comfortable, so I started a taper schedule at home and got 93% off. After surgery, was when I really hit rock bottom. I realized that the pain I had surgery for was still there ans just as bad, so back up goes the dose right? Wrong. I realized that after six months and being almost off, that I was getting no relief, and needed to know why.
Turns out receptors in my brain are fried, and dopamine and endorphins are all screwed up. What happens is the pain hurts me more than it should, and receptors don't react appropriately, and it's a vicious cycle. Thankfully, I have good days to look forward to as we'll as a wife and seven kids who need me to be here.
Having said this, I've made up my mind to get off morphine completely, I've switched doctors, and am looking forward to trying new things. We've had success with the trigger point injections, and I'm going to try the Percocet 10s again, which work on k receptor.
Now as for the opiate withdrawals, I know a thing or two about them, and I will share what I've noticed.
First, runny nose (hydroxyzone pamoate) antihistamine works well, makes you drowsy though, and that's not bad when you wish you would die already..
Second, clonodine helped me a ton with both wd symptoms, but mostly agitation and anxiety. I was blowing up daily, cursing, slamming stuff, just pissed and hurting!!!
Third, overall aches started in knuckles, then ankles, then spine. All joints hurt bad. For that I took alleve and Motrin.
Fourth, Restless legs, (the worst of them all) responded well to clonazepam and clonodine.
Finally, the hardest to deal with has been that dysphoria or dull grey feeling as if nothing will ever be fun again, I like my THC for that.
Most importantly has been my prayer life and support from my wife. Many couples don't make it through this stuff. I am only taking 60 mg twice daily now, and in two weeks will be off.
It's been the toughest year of my life, and I've literally been sick with wd 4-5 days of each of those weeks. I would drop 100 mg every Thursday which meant being sick all weekend but leveling off Tuesday or so only to repeat the process over and over again. I will be glad when this is over. I want to look into rapid detox and see if eligible to get me through this last two weeks and get me back to an opiate naive state. It may take years for my body to get rid of all these proteins, but I will beat this thing that has ruined my pain perception and ruined many other lives as well.