I was the guy who found you'd died. I didn't see you on BL, and although I wasn't active on BL, I had a weird feeling, checked, and created an account to report it.
You'd previously posted your full name, and the surname wasn't that common, so I was gutted when I saw what had happened.
I hope you have some peace, finally. Many times it didn't look good for you.
Lots of Avril Lavigne pictures for you, and goodnight JSP.