Resisting the urge to roll every weekend....

[Word101]

I've been enjoying pills on and off for the past 2 years ... probably rolled about 12-15 times within that timeframe.Fair to say I've had my best nights on pills. However lately that hunger for X is growing more and more. I find that I now go out looking for pills every saturday night, even after rolling the weekend before. I also have different groups of friends (one's who roll with and one's who just aren't into it) - before I wouldn't even have dreamed rolling on my own but sometimes I do......

Is it just me or...

 

[TryptamineBunny]

No its not just you

Its very easy to fall in love with this stuff, but doing it so frequently apparently leads to loss of magic and a host of other problems. I have just been warned off this kind of frequency of usage myself, and so semi-reluctantly I have avoided taking it this week. I dont believe the people on here warning against such usage are the government 'just-say-no' bullshit merchants, and because of this (and only this) I have heeded their advice.

But it most definitely is not just you

 

[futura2012]

^^ awesome post thats funny :D

However lately that hunger for X is growing more and more.

You will have to fight this if you can word or that hunger will eventually turn into anxiety, paranoia, panic attacks and a host of other problems if you abuse this drug.

I dont believe the people on here warning against such usage are the government 'just-say-no' bullshit merchants, and because of this (and only this) I have heeded their advice.

Couldnt have put it better myself As tempting as it might be word. Limit your dosage to 150mG, dont take X on consequitive days and always have long breaks between rolls. Ideally 3 months +

Follow that rule and you will minimise any long term issues

Ignore that rule and fast forward to a later life in misery wondering why you have lost all your memory and start trembling every time you hear a dog bark.

 

[PlurPsyed]

oh god. I know how you feel. My friend and I managed to kill almost half an ounce between us a few weekends ago. That's when I started questioning my impulse control

 

[Darksidesam]

^ That shit's crazy yo

thats a lot.
The way i resisted rolling every weekend was just knowing id get higher than anyone else dropping that night (unless of course they waited months) hahaha

 

[tzeentch]

I concur with Mr. Sam -- I'd much rather hit the highest possible peaks once every few months than get little waves on a weekly basis.

 

[vancbc]

My own experiences with MDMA over the years have made me quite practical. The best is to use moderation and exercise discipline and willpower; but if you are not able to do that and end up doing pills every weekend then sooner or later they'll quit working in the sense that you'll have to take more and more to get a speedy, body high with none of the magic empathy and euphoria while you take still more to chase the magic that you've lost. The comedowns will also start to become worse and worse until you'll feel like shit all the time and you'll finally get so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired all the time that you'll drag your hung over ass up to the gates of wisdom and deal with the aftermath, be that days, weeks, months or years. I hope that's not your experience, but some of us had to go through it to get the message.

 

[mark881]

After an immense rollin night, I want to do it the next week, defo. And if the night wasn't that good, I want to do it next week to 'chase the buzz of a good night'.

I find that I have to force myself not to go out clubbin for 3 weeks and the craving subsides.

Back in circa 91-96, the E scene was enormous here in the UK. You could go to banging techno nights Friday and Saturday night - choice of 4-5 venues. Now, there are maybe 1 decent event on per month, max 2. It was common in the old days for people to go out every Saturday night - and 2 nights in a row doing E. You may ask how, well they were very strong pills with a lot of amphet and because they were so intense and mind blowing, it was tough to build a tolerance to them. I did 4 weeks in a row once and I didn't get depressed and the comeup wasn't quite as intense but the buzz was 100% there every week.

Now if I do E every 2-3 weeks, I get a dirty feeling/comedown and the buzz isn't there, I have to smash 3 pills over 4 hours to keep myself going, and that's 120mg MDMA clean good pills.