Reset by MXE. Now what?

[Issac Sinclair]

I was taking small doses to get high. Then I was like fuck it, I'll take enough to hole. I snorted enough to M-hole. Now I've quit all my other drugs and have no desire to take them. It only the second day though. I'm confused on what I should do. I still have back pain, motivational problems sometimes and teenage problems. Now that I was abruptly pulled away from my addiction, I don't know how to proceed with my life. At first it was a small hole that I filled with drugs, then I began filling it with more drugs and the hole got bigger. Now it seems like the hole is still there but I just covered the top so the addiction is gone, but the problems are still there. I don't have any cravings but I'm rationalizing with myself to do a little bit just to keep going with life. I'd appreciate any advice, I didn't know what to search for so sorry if I could have read it somewhere else.

 

[XTC_fiend]

You could be stuck in a depression. Dope did that to me and i was sent to a mental institute

 

[Cface]

It's a void that is impossible to fill if you try to do the same things (albeit without the drugs). I've been in this situation many times. If you want my opinion on how i "solved" it here it is...
Move to a new location, new environment, new people, new everything. It emphasizes the change in habits and who you are as a person, and leaves room to explore new possibilities and "Burns the bridge", the crutch of your environment that subconsciously reminds you of who you are and how to get back to that same old rut of drug addiction...

It's pretty radical but it proved helpful for me sometimes... but then again I've moved across the country over 6 times, really just a band-aid not a solution.

 

[xxsicknessxx]

IT takes a long time to feel better. Quitting does not solve anything.
You just have to stick it out, maybe move but maybe just remember the life before drugs. Fill you time with AA meetings, or with hobbies, or games, or shows, or friends, or walks, or like me I solved 90percent of my problems with books.
I read. a book a day. Sure its not a life but its keeping me sober now 7months while my body and mind recover.

 

[villian]

MXE isn't going to "reset" anything; I think you may be confusing it with Iboga.

Also, I believe day 2 sober is a bit early to declare you have no desire to do drugs.

Anyway, I wish you the best and hope you find what it is you are looking for.

 

[Issac Sinclair]

I don't think I'm depressed but its very possible. I think its thrown around too much. but I don't feel all happy. Cface, thank you so much, I might need to do something like that, because it did work for me when I moved. I don't really remember my life before drugs, because I had no life, still doing what I was doing before. I feel reset, its like an ego death, but when I was doing 2CE my amphetamine addiction got way worst. It never cured my drug addiction but it was nice. I really do have a desire to correct my problems, trying to do it drug free though. but you're right.

 

[PhencyclidineDream]

weird, i did the same thing, little here and there, then I went for wayyy too much with mxe.
I almost died, felt off for like a week but no big thang, I've been fucked over with drugs
too much to care any more. You'll get better in time man, maybe it's bad timing. just remember the
only way out of your problems is STRAIGHT though them.