constipated99
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- Oct 19, 2017
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okay guyz and lovely girl
wanst sure if my should put this here but i consider it hard reduction and a maybe hard to know topic.
so i was psycotic for some time due to a bad acid trip of which i confessed to my family and i consulted a psychiatry{and 1 more} and what diagnosed what they called toxic psychosis and that kind of psychosis that they say is lets say a mild one.
now before 20 days after my last visit to my doctor he told me that my main course is done,my medication its stabilized on 10mg Sycrest a day(Asenapine} a day,a drug wich however have to take almost permantly and most important for me {since she is a progressive doctor} that i can smoke some joints a month{but not everyday like i used to ofcourse} from here.
now the problem:
i have smoked since then 7 or 8 joints{i know over overcxeed but i plan not to) and i was really anxious and got paranoid that 4 times the other 4 not but i used a benzo
now the question and please answer it friends they can:
i plan on smoking 5-6 moints a month and i wonder if its preferable to use a benzo and be almost paraonia free or smoke on their acompied from paranoia and anxiety makes a difference for my mental health.
note that i would advice my doctor{if she knw}but i have insurance problems and might see him after 3 or 4 months and i dont have a benzo addiction problem{prescribed 3 times at the past tapered out and never bought from black market or anything} and wont get addicted.
if my mental health gets worsened by being paranoid during the cannabis high i believe i use you use benzos if is not affected by that fact i should reduce even the 4-5 joints i was so glad i could smoke and return to some shitty substances like phenibut.
your lights!
wanst sure if my should put this here but i consider it hard reduction and a maybe hard to know topic.
so i was psycotic for some time due to a bad acid trip of which i confessed to my family and i consulted a psychiatry{and 1 more} and what diagnosed what they called toxic psychosis and that kind of psychosis that they say is lets say a mild one.
now before 20 days after my last visit to my doctor he told me that my main course is done,my medication its stabilized on 10mg Sycrest a day(Asenapine} a day,a drug wich however have to take almost permantly and most important for me {since she is a progressive doctor} that i can smoke some joints a month{but not everyday like i used to ofcourse} from here.
now the problem:
i have smoked since then 7 or 8 joints{i know over overcxeed but i plan not to) and i was really anxious and got paranoid that 4 times the other 4 not but i used a benzo
now the question and please answer it friends they can:
i plan on smoking 5-6 moints a month and i wonder if its preferable to use a benzo and be almost paraonia free or smoke on their acompied from paranoia and anxiety makes a difference for my mental health.
note that i would advice my doctor{if she knw}but i have insurance problems and might see him after 3 or 4 months and i dont have a benzo addiction problem{prescribed 3 times at the past tapered out and never bought from black market or anything} and wont get addicted.
if my mental health gets worsened by being paranoid during the cannabis high i believe i use you use benzos if is not affected by that fact i should reduce even the 4-5 joints i was so glad i could smoke and return to some shitty substances like phenibut.
your lights!