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[Shuddr2Think]

i keep searching
for a way
to thank you
but instead all i can do
is push you away
keep you out
of this
web i am stuck in
i hurt you to protect you
and i protect myself
by avoiding the things
that are real.
i can't breathe lately
and nothing seems to vary
except for the shades of grey
that i am surrounded by
i move in a fashion similar
to a machine
wake up
shower
get dressed
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sit
work
work
work
i am no longer human.
and i avoid the obvious
far too frequently to be healthy
and no matter how hard i try
no matter how many times i explain
i will always be at fault.
i will always be the one who hurts
by shutting down
and as much as i try
i can't seem to explain anymore
and i don't want to feel this way

 

[TiggerLuvsX]

Keep your head up...it always gets better...just remember~What doesn't kill us makes us stronger~
That's what I have been remembering and living by every day for awhile now!!
[ 04 July 2002: Message edited by: TiggerLuvsX ]

 

[E-girl]

i always love your work girl. you continue to impress me with your beautiful mind. sorry for you hard times, but they make your inner beauty really shine through.