shroomcloud
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 19, 2001
- Messages
- 121
Hi guys
Havent posted here for a while. It used to be only postitive energy about ecstasy on bluelight, we just hyped each other up about how good it was: " Its not the pills that give you axiety/depression/crappy memory man, its the weed, and the crappy weather, yeah man, it cant be pills, they make you feel goooood...blah, But now I see more and more people blaming psychiatric problems on MDXX.
Thats got me worried, cos this for me was proof of exactly what I dreaded. That indeed the pills were to blame for my slow speech, depression, anxiety, bad memory. Im not saying im unhappy or anything: I study a subject that I love, have many loving vriends, etc, etc, generally a good life, but I have a feeling that my life would have been better had I not used ecstacy when I was younger.
I regret abusing pills, or even using ecstasy alltogether, while I used to think it was a gift from god. I feel like its the stupidest thing I have done in my whole life but I was young,13, and very naive when I started.
I suspect that these semi??-permanent side effects are a consequence of the serotonin nerves that have less synaptic axons due to ecstasy use. Good news: the axons grow back, Bad news: they grow back very, very slowly.
How do I make the nerve axons grow back quicker ? Nootropics ? Omega-3 ? SSRI`s ? Bilzor ?
Havent posted here for a while. It used to be only postitive energy about ecstasy on bluelight, we just hyped each other up about how good it was: " Its not the pills that give you axiety/depression/crappy memory man, its the weed, and the crappy weather, yeah man, it cant be pills, they make you feel goooood...blah, But now I see more and more people blaming psychiatric problems on MDXX.
Thats got me worried, cos this for me was proof of exactly what I dreaded. That indeed the pills were to blame for my slow speech, depression, anxiety, bad memory. Im not saying im unhappy or anything: I study a subject that I love, have many loving vriends, etc, etc, generally a good life, but I have a feeling that my life would have been better had I not used ecstacy when I was younger.
I regret abusing pills, or even using ecstasy alltogether, while I used to think it was a gift from god. I feel like its the stupidest thing I have done in my whole life but I was young,13, and very naive when I started.
I suspect that these semi??-permanent side effects are a consequence of the serotonin nerves that have less synaptic axons due to ecstasy use. Good news: the axons grow back, Bad news: they grow back very, very slowly.
How do I make the nerve axons grow back quicker ? Nootropics ? Omega-3 ? SSRI`s ? Bilzor ?
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