Shuddr2Think
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 24, 2000
- Messages
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i wish sometimes
more often than not.
never in actuality.
someone would remind me to
remember to
forget you.
but it doesn't happen and i remind myself to
move on
back to you.
again.
and again.
im getting sick of
myself
and my constant memory.
long term
and unforgiving
a picture in my head
burned onto my brain like braille.
scarring my memories
and
messing up the supposed
smoothe
surface of my emotions
so i can't tell what it is
i feel about
you. or myself.
anything.
anymore.
more often than not.
never in actuality.
someone would remind me to
remember to
forget you.
but it doesn't happen and i remind myself to
move on
back to you.
again.
and again.
im getting sick of
myself
and my constant memory.
long term
and unforgiving
a picture in my head
burned onto my brain like braille.
scarring my memories
and
messing up the supposed
smoothe
surface of my emotions
so i can't tell what it is
i feel about
you. or myself.
anything.
anymore.
