The first time for morphine was a weird one. I was hallucinating bad... like I thought I was dead and I was amongst dead people. I thought I had died and went to hell. I don't even remember really thinking, just being but my brain felt so weird.
Marijuana was after that. I don't remember what kind, but my husband said it was really good quality. I remember smoking, feeling nothing, smoking, feeling nothing and that went on for a long time. And then it hit me, OMG, it was amazing, yet terrifying. I don't remember what pills I was on, probably just vicodin so I'm sure that didn't help it. I just wanted the feeling to go away. I couldn't breathe, I wasn't hearing normal and every time someone went near me I felt such a terrifying feeling, like they were going to kill me. Only good thing was I was numb.. not sure if it was from the pill/pot mixture or what.