release

[chrissie]

so i amount to nothing
i have no ambition
i am not professional
i dont see things through
i am easily distracted
i am shit
FUCK EM
'My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.
See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.'
Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
'Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way.'
....sorry i need to get that out

 

[Thelazer]

Umm.. maybe this should be in the words fourm?
Jay
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"Roads, where we're going we don't need any roads."

 

[stp1993]

On a more positive note I got fired! YIPPEEE! You see, everyone needs more positive uplooks on life. I think of it this way, my weekends are more open now!

 

[abygale]

I think this will get more appreciative responses in words .. moving it there.
- aby
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