Release/Venting

I'm not in anyway going to try and preach about the 12 step programs, I had been trying to get my shit together in the rooms for a lot of years. I was one of the people that sat in back and drank coffee normally before I'd fall asleep. I always felt guilty when I did that and completely missed the meeting, than next thing you know there is someone you don't know shaking your shoulder and smiling that damn understanding and down right heart breaking smile at me.
They just kept telling me to come back and for the longest time my (non-voiced) answer was fuck you, I don't need any of you.
Umm guess I do at least have my toes in the preaching mode today. Eh I'm getting tired of hearing myself. I had a point when I started writing got a tad off track..
My point was that this time around a few rare people in the meetins help more than sitting and listening for the entire time.
One of the other big things that have and are helping me are places where I can just vent and sometimes even be understood. This site has been a huge help to me and I really want to be able to give back in any way for all of the help and support that I have gotten here.
I pretty much just wanted to blurt that shit out and now that I have there is a bit less stress on my back.
Okay yeah thanks guys

 

BL has been a HUGE help for me as well. Meeting people that genuinely 'get it' and those that don't never seem to judge.

We're pretty similar. I use Blogs for a variety of reasons and it is one of the constants of my day.

Anyway.... keep blogging empty_remains, I for one enjoy reading people's Blogs so the more there are, the better!