To put it to a single word:
Sunyata.
I'm not a materialistic person. I never really have been. This has played into my favor through me learning to develop life skills, patience and calmness being among them.
I do believe in
Samsara, but I don't know if I agree with the principle that it is
Karmic.
I acknowledge Karma as a motivational guideline of sorts, because I understand the peril that humanity would fall into with no hope at all.
I have learned through
Tantric Practices and have opened myself to humility at the awe of infinity, before seeing in its distant horizon wherein my vision of it ceases.
I ride on clouds between worlds, navigating in meditative trance.
I started to study
Dream Yoga as I experimented with learning to developmentally taper and control my body against its labors and challenges of my active life.
And recently I had a dream about information I read MONTHS ago that I'd forgotten I read, about
Saraha and his Radish Curry Dakini.
Only it was me instead of Saraha, my girlfriend instead of his Radish Curry Dakini, and I was lost in time in meditative trance.
I believe that this world and the afterlife are the same.
That the difference, or what makes the difference, is your own mental experience.
Heaven and Hell to me are conceptual of the same room, only Heaven is when the light in that room is on, and Hell is when it is off.
I do believe that we are eternal beings and in the curse of reincarnation and the wheel of Samsara.
And Karma does have some effect but its predominate purpose is to save you, and I don't know if contributive factors really contain it or not, because I've seen a lot of bad things happen to good people I've loved who truly did nothing wrong.
So I believe that nature has more of an important role in this as well, one that we underestimate the importance of in forethought.
I adhere to Karma as best I can for my circumstances and challenges because I believe it is a good thing to do, it also makes life a lot easier.
But I cannot teach that lesson to anybody, it is a lesson learned only through experience itself.
The lesson that comes with it though is, that it is the small things in life that give you the most hope, when everything else comes crashing down.
If you have learned to love the intricate details of nature and let it pacify your rage with the wonder of its splendor, you can sail this comfortably.
If learning to do that is what by happenstance Karmically sets you free, well then, it's okay to be okay for once, and accept.
I cannot affect the world around me beyond certain limitations, but I can hold balance, to the world within me.