Relapse

[Kooter]

My pupils are pinpoint. Euphoria has got me by the balls. I got no worries, for now. I hate myself. I hate what I have become. I hate how I am not strong. I hate life. I miss my woman so much. She is the only fucking thing that is good in my crap-tastic life, but I am not allowed to see her. At least I numbed my depression for now.

 

[Ixchellian]

...... for now. Then what?

Change works both ways, for good or ill.
It's up to you, to decide which....... and even the most awesome girl doesn't define who you are.
Nobody is going to live your life for you, and simply being alive is it's own reward.
Everything else is just a bonus....

 

[S.M.F.G]

Dont be too bummed if uv relapsed is all i can say, i know its easier said than done... But it happens, coincidently to many many of the posters here. Ive been off tweak for a while, but just had a shithole of a day and am smoking after a month of patches, I fucking hate myself for that...@ the end of the day if we wanna really be happy or clean or whatever, we just gotta jump back on the pain wagon and give it another go.

 

[woamotive]

First-I'm very sorry you're hurting/feeling and dealing with these things.


I Hope things get better and the your hop in your @step comes back.


That being said, note that w/ a question this post should be in a blog-feel free to edit per BL guidelines and you'll get better/an increase in sweetass reploes!!

 

[d3Xo-fan]

I relapsed the day before yesterday. I'm on .2mg temgesic and I took ~25mg methadone because I was bored/down... so you are definitely not alone. Today I'm back on .2mg temgesic, and I suggest you do what I did: say fuck it and try again. Sorry about your woman.

 

[**hAyzzZZ**]

“If you get up one more time than you fall you will make it through.”

Relapse does not mean that that is the path you have to head down again.