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relaspedaily1234

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i've was clean four 4 years and i just relasped tonight i feel nasty and sweety
and feel like i am a bad person. What do you think?
 
Hey relaspedaily1234, Welcome to Bluelight. My suspicion is that you are trolling. Someone sober for four years would not likely choose the name relapse daily upon their first relapse.

I'll assume goodfaith on your part for the moment and ask what sort of posting problem you are having. Can you describe your malfunction?
 
I will never escape this, but I don't have a decent pension plan.

So walk alone and die alone (with the manufacture of ...... along the way)
 
relaspedaily1234 said:
i've was clean four 4 years and i just relasped tonight i feel nasty and sweety
and feel like i am a bad person. What do you think?
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It happens to the best of us, just dont let it happen again!:! Just get back on with your relapse plan!
 
Sublimit said:
I was having an argument with a guy after a NA meeting about whether i relapsed or not
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Relapsing is going back to being addicted to a drug, i.e. repeating the same pattern of addiction you previously experienced. I don't think using a drug once is a relapse necessarily. I would think going back to the same insanely high tolerance you were once at after gradually (or quickly) becoming re-addicted to the drug you were once addicted to, is a "relapse".
 
shanefrommaine said:
Addiction is a life-long condition
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I don't really think so, because I know people who can recreationally use drugs that they were once addicted to. It's just not common. People typically choose to use or they don't.

I also think that a fair number of people who have been successful in quitting know better than to return to being addicted in the future, due to the nature of what withdrawal is really like.
 
I will share this with you.

I am completely sober for my job (otherwise I could not do it, and there is a zero alcohol policy)

But, then I finish and vodka etc always gets me.

Ironically mephedrone was helping me, until they banned it.
 
when i overcome addiction i see it as a challenge, that once im sober im a stronger person. life isall about living and learning- becoming a better, more complete being with everyday. meth (and dxm) took over my life: ruined school, kicked me outta my house, lost my friends, lost my mind. now i will occasionally indulge in dxm ill be a year without speed this month. i dont even remember what it felt like anymore, so i have no urge to do it. and its great. i wish all who struggle with addiction the best of luck in their fight, just know how much better it is without that addiction and strive for it. you gotta want it to achieve it
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Relapsing is going back to being addicted to a drug, i.e. repeating the same pattern of addiction you previously experienced. I don't think using a drug once is a relapse necessarily. I would think going back to the same insanely high tolerance you were once at after gradually (or quickly) becoming re-addicted to the drug you were once addicted to, is a "relapse".
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Yeah it was all because of me mentioning that i had a social drink at NA and some guy with time up comes over to me and says that do you realize you're 6 days clean and not 24? And i'm like what the fuck?

Drinking has never been an issue regarding 'my' addiction, drinking behaviours had never led me to a relapse from my DOC's... it's a non issue to me, they stereotype addicts all the same, but we're individuals. I did however relapse since because Iv'ing small amounts of OC i'd consider a slight relapse, but i'm just grateful that i've stayed away from H since the meetings.... anyway thats for another thread. thanks CH:)
 
After a period of clean time do you find that whatever drugs you did werent as good as you had remembered? This has been the occasion for me. if so take that idea and run with it... if not 1 day of using doesnt constitute a relapse just a lapse so keep your head up and stay the fuck away from your DOCs today/tommorrow/forever.

To sublimits thoughts: i definitely dont consider drinking as a relapse for me personally since drinking has actually never gotten me into any trouble. Additionally while i say that im sober i technically am not sober at all i just avoid all my DOCs (all coke/meth/downers/benzos/crack/ etc..) and needles. I smoke weed daily and drink alcohol on the weekends so some people get pissed when i refer to my self as sober.. Honestly im just say im sober because im thrilled to be clean off all my DOCs which have possibilities of controlling/ruining me
 
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