Recovery Relapse pretty severe

[rapidbadger]

I was clean for 7 years, then a friend offered me to join his cocaine binge. Usually I refuse any offers, but this time was different. Cocaine is really cheap where I am in South America. So I've gone all out. Its a part of recovery I suppose. I never used cocaine in this past because it's so expensive in the west. But here, I got 20g of 95% pure stuff, the problem is though, I used the whole thing in three days. So went back for more. At least now I speak Spanish, so I can go to NA meetings here.

 

[daturetard]

If it's pure coke, you should still obviously try to get off, but you've got pretty safe supply, you know? You should weigh your stuff and once you know how much is in a dose, turn it into a regimin (easier said than done) so it's less chaotic, if you need a line every hour, so be it, but make sure the lines are roughly the same weight, and then take a few milligrams off of what constitutes a dose every other day. Hope this helps some.

 

[neversickanymore]

not to call bs.. but it’s impossible to use 20g of almost pure in 3 days.. maybee 6 gs in three days and you likely would have been in psychosis almost the entire time.

no big deal as who cares what your purity rate is and 95% pure is available in Aspen and maybee a few other places.

regardless so you you did twenty grams of good blow in 3 days. How did that make you feel?

were you hitting meetings when you got sober initially.

since coke isn’t your doc why do you think you hit it so hard.

Do you think that the group think bullshit of the fellowships promoted your giant binge?