PrettyBoyTroy
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 30, 2018
- Messages
- 25
Quick for a week no withdrawals than a feeling hit me...?I wanna feel good?. I also just feel like a parasitic useless failure to y whole family. My parents just got a divorce and my brother calls me.. ? you need to get your shit together somethings wrong with you, you can?t see Payton anymore,(niece) and said that everything is my fault. I?ve never fit in anywhere.. I spend most of my days reading, researching, and watching documentaries. I study quantum physics, physics, computer science, astronomy, biology, genomics but I see no happiness for me in life... I?m ready to just give up and not care about anything. I?m tired of trying and tired of waking up everyday knowing I?m gonna get some shit from someone or talked down to. I?ve never had more than a couple friends but I haven?t had any friends for like a year now and it?s eating me alive idk what to do. BTW my parents or family only know I smoke weed and cigarettes.. not meth. I also have 169 packets from my school I need to get done before I can move onto college...I?m honestly gonna lose it or kill myself.......