Reinforced

I saw 'M' tonight. She called because she didn't like how we ended. We met outside an ice cream place and talked. It was confusing because I think she thinks she made a mistake. I can't be positive about that but it really doesn't matter. Its been proven that we don't have what it takes to stay together.

I guess the lesson that keeps being thrown in my face is acceptance. I need to accept that decisions have already been made earlier. I need to accept that the actions that came after those decisions have dug a chasm between us. I need to accept that I'm not the one for her.

This breakup has impacted me. I have changed from it. I don't like it one bit.

I hate this.
 
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